[quote]bluzfan wrote:
Shugs and Thibs sure are patient guys.
Nova, are you sure not not doing some late night eating? Because something sure is suspicious. The late-night eating is a killer for me and I know that it has held me back from my goals. I eat good during the day, but fall apart at the end of the day. This is something that I struggle with.
When I think that I am making progress and feel good about it, I tend to say to myself “it is ok to eat that banana or cup of yogurt at 2am.” I know this and I only have about 10 lbs and 5% bodyfat to lose to hit my goal. So, what is keeping me from sucking it up and just doing what I have to do? I guess that it is why I am here at T-Nation.
For me, following the Physique Clinics and each individuals successes and challenges has increased my awareness and inspired me to do better. I just wish I was getting free supps! I am not trying to be critical, but sometimes it takes someone asking questions to help us realize where we might be going awry. [/quote]
I explained in my response to Chris that stepping on the old scale one last time today listed me at 234; which is clearly not right. That also means that at some point, I was over the 300 pound mark.
My measurements have been good, taken with the myotape, and I suspect I was closer to 275 or so at the start of the PC, which put me at having dropped closer to 20 pounds.
All I can do at this point is assure you that I’ve followed the plan to a T. I’m not drinking, or doing late night eating. If I was having a problem with that, I would have stepped down and taken someone elses slot.
This is not about me getting free supplements either; I can afford Biotest on my own dime. It’s about me trying to better myself.
I’m at the point where I’ve encountered so much negativity (not from you bluzfan, I know you’re trying to help), I feel like throwing my hands up and saying fuck it, but I’m a fighter, and I’ll see this through.