I am not a troll. I’ve been going through this for the year and ahalf and today I just couldn’t take it and I needed to put my feelings out there somehow just so I could get this off my chest, even if it was at the expense of being ridiculed and called a troll since there is no one else I can relate to when it comes to bodybuilding. I’m doing everything I can suceed but I just can’t seem to feel happy call it bitching or whatever, I keep thinking that if I achieve my ultimate goal of being at the very least 205-210 lbs with 12 percent body fat I can rest easy and be happy and confident, but until i’m there im feeling weak in all regards.
I just don’t know how to live life anymore since i gradded from high school. If I can just get optimal t levels I bet i would feel much more motivated, I took some herbal suppelements and I felt great for the first week and felt like a true t-man, aggressive,confident and everything but then the effect wore off and I’m back to feelin the same again.
Thomas Edison failed thousands of times before he was successful with the light bulb.
Maybe bodybuilding isn’t what you will be great at, but you don’t really know yet do you? Have you seen what Dorian Yates used to look like?
But if bodybuilding isn’t going to fulfill what you have dreamed it will do for you, you need to just imagine doing something else. There is just too much out there that you don’t even know about yet.
My e-sperience tells me this is probably a troll, but my common sense makes me think that no one could POSSIBLY a big enough douche to troll about something as serious and personal as thinking of suicide.
OP, if you are a troll, you better hope Karma doesn’t come back to your douchebag ass, cause that shit’s not gonna be pretty.
If you’re NOT trolling, and you seriously do have these feelings, feel free to PM me, and we’ll chat. I’m on for the overnight shift, so I’ve got all night.
Have you considered going to an andrologist/endocrinologist for your test problems? Height weight and bf%?How is your diet. As for making strength gains if you been doing low reps all this time, you may be better off with trying a higher rep approach or viceversa. When doing reps instead of just moving the weight, focus on feeling the muscle. Read articles from Eric Cressey, Mike Robertson, and Dave Tate and work on your weak links as they may holding back possible strength gains. If your not a troll I pray you do not commit suicide.
You are probably still very young and so your muscle building potential is not at your natural maximum.
Everyone matures at a different pace and therefore find good muscle gains easier or harder depending on age.
The average ‘peak’ of males is about at 25 when T levels are highest.
In the mean time keep going at it. Work on your knowledge as much as you can and keep pushing yourself outside of your comfort zone who cares what you do in whatever club just keep going. It will feel horrible at first but as time goes on you will start feeling more comfortable.
[quote]OklahomaHoss wrote:
common sense makes me think that no one could POSSIBLY a big enough douche to troll about something as serious and personal as thinking of suicide.
OP, no matter how bad you think your circumstances and emotions are, you will be okay in time. Suicide is never the answer. If you have friends and family you can talk to about this, please do so, as sharing your problems can help you feel better. And seriously, don’t judge yourself on your success with women: there are far more important measures of a man’s worth.
[quote]Unknown0 wrote:
I am not a troll. I’ve been going through this for the year and ahalf and today I just couldn’t take it and I needed to put my feelings out there somehow just so I could get this off my chest, even if it was at the expense of being ridiculed and called a troll since there is no one else I can relate to when it comes to bodybuilding. I’m doing everything I can suceed but I just can’t seem to feel happy call it bitching or whatever, I keep thinking that if I achieve my ultimate goal of being at the very least 205-210 lbs with 12 percent body fat I can rest easy and be happy and confident, but until i’m there im feeling weak in all regards. I just don’t know how to live life anymore since i gradded from high school.
If I can just get optimal t levels I bet i would feel much more motivated, I took some herbal suppelements and I felt great for the first week and felt like a true t-man, aggressive,confident and everything but then the effect wore off and I’m back to feelin the same again.[/quote]
You keep using the adjective “aggressive”…why would you want to be aggressive?
[quote]Unknown0 wrote:
I am not a troll. I’ve been going through this for the year and ahalf and today I just couldn’t take it and I needed to put my feelings out there somehow just so I could get this off my chest, even if it was at the expense of being ridiculed and called a troll since there is no one else I can relate to when it comes to bodybuilding. I’m doing everything I can suceed but I just can’t seem to feel happy call it bitching or whatever, I keep thinking that if I achieve my ultimate goal of being at the very least 205-210 lbs with 12 percent body fat I can rest easy and be happy and confident, but until i’m there im feeling weak in all regards. I just don’t know how to live life anymore since i gradded from high school.
If I can just get optimal t levels I bet i would feel much more motivated, I took some herbal suppelements and I felt great for the first week and felt like a true t-man, aggressive,confident and everything but then the effect wore off and I’m back to feelin the same again.[/quote]
You keep using the adjective “aggressive”…why would you want to be aggressive?
Or do you mean outgoing?[/quote]
I think he means aggressive as in not a sniveling little wimp.
[quote]Unknown0 wrote:
I am not a troll. I’ve been going through this for the year and ahalf and today I just couldn’t take it and I needed to put my feelings out there somehow just so I could get this off my chest, even if it was at the expense of being ridiculed and called a troll since there is no one else I can relate to when it comes to bodybuilding. I’m doing everything I can suceed but I just can’t seem to feel happy call it bitching or whatever, I keep thinking that if I achieve my ultimate goal of being at the very least 205-210 lbs with 12 percent body fat I can rest easy and be happy and confident, but until i’m there im feeling weak in all regards. I just don’t know how to live life anymore since i gradded from high school. If I can just get optimal t levels I bet i would feel much more motivated, I took some herbal suppelements and I felt great for the first week and felt like a true t-man, aggressive,confident and everything but then the effect wore off and I’m back to feelin the same again.[/quote]
You keep using the adjective “aggressive”…why would you want to be aggressive?
Or do you mean outgoing?[/quote]
I think he means aggressive as in not a sniveling little wimp.
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Awesome help bra keep it up! With those kind of responses im sure he will feel much better lol
Honestly, building muscle takes a long time to do (Naturally). As you stated genetic wise, you aren’t ‘gifted’ for building muscle. Neither am I. T-Muscle guys might hate me for this, but perhaps you should start doing more running. It will surely help cut the fat you have. I also like the comment regarding seeing an endocrine specialist to find other ways to boost your T levels.