Bouncing Off Rock Bottom

Week 8 Thursday

Had a little tightness in the extreme lower back when getting out of bed. Thought, “I’m really going to have to warm up today.” Got to the gym and pulled a 45 off the rack and nearly had tears streaming down my face. Tried to put the weight back on the rack and ended up setting it on a bench and leaving. Fuck. It’s right around my tail bone. I have some 550 mg naproxen that I’m going to be popping like tic-tacs.

Weight after yesterday’s carb up: 241.0 lbs.

Week 8 Friday

Weight 237.6

No workout today. Barely made it through the shower.

Week 9 Monday

Weight 234.6 Down 31.2 lbs in 8 weeks.

Back still jacked up, but starting to feel a little better. Not going to push my luck, just waiting it out.

Week 10 Monday

Upper body machine circuit

Lower back still tight and painful. Getting better, but I’m not going to push it too fast. Down 34.8 lbs. in 9 weeks. Not working out made the dieting a lot harder last week.

Are you doing any cardio? Walking on TM or stationary bike?

Just curious.

[quote]Derek542 wrote:
Are you doing any cardio? Walking on TM or stationary bike?

Just curious.[/quote]

Walking isn’t an option, but I’m going to start on the recumbent bike tomorrow.

Week 10 Tuesday

Recumbent bike: 15 minutes

Weight 229.8 lbs.

About time for an updated picture.

[quote]Derek542 wrote:
About time for an updated picture.[/quote]

When I hit 225.8 lbs I’ll take some more. That will be exactly 40 lbs down.

[quote]doogie wrote:

[quote]Derek542 wrote:
About time for an updated picture.[/quote]

When I hit 225.8 lbs I’ll take some more. That will be exactly 40 lbs down. [/quote]

Fucking awesome work man, glad to have you back.

Greg actually ran a little last night and did a few things with the KB in the garage. Hopefully I can get him back into working out again.

Week 10 Wednesday

Upper body machine circuit

Weight 229.4 lbs.

Cheat day today. Gonna try not to overdue it.

Week 10 Thursday

15 minutes recumbent bike.

Weight 230.2 lbs. Only gained .8 lbs during yesterday’s cheat. Hope to hit 227.0 by monday and then the 40 lb mark the following week.

Week 10 Friday

Upper body machine circuit

Weight 229.2 lbs.

Week 11 Monday

No work out. Starting marriage counseling this morning.

Weight 226.8 lbs. 39 lbs down in 10 weeks. 1 more pound to go to reach my target of 40 lbs by September 28.

I think you can hit that 1 pound in a month.

Week 11 Tuesday

Bench 225 3x10 (had to flat-back it. back wouldn’t let me arch at all)

Machine Fly 90 3x10

Machine Overhead Ext 205 3x10

Rope Pushdowns 11x10 11x8 11x8

Plank

Weight 225.6. 40.2 lbs down since May 21st. Will take updated pictures soon.

I’m a fucking wreck. Went to marriage counseling yesterday thinking we were going to work things out. Instead I got blindsided with her saying it’s over and she wants a divorce. We’ve been married 13 years. Have never tried counseling.

I don’t beat her. I don’t verbally abuse her. I don’t drink. I don’t do drugs. I’ve never cheated on her. I’m a damn good father. And I love her more than anything. My big sin is that I’m bipolar. I’m med compliant. Have never missed a pill in 5 years. I haven’t been manic in maybe 5 years, but I do get depressed from time to time. She can’t handle the way I am when I’m depressed. That’s it.

What double sucks is that we left Texas a year and a half ago to move to Indiana to be closer to her family. I’ve got no one here besides my son. I’ve run the numbers a million times in the 24 hours since this happened and I don’t think I can afford to live here. Which means possibly leaving my son to move back to Texas. Like I said, I’m a wreck.

Dont forget to call me again this evening, since the wife is at a business dinner.

Remember you still got people that love you.


Week 11 Wednesday

Pulldowns 160x10x8x8

Seated Row 160x8x8x8

Dumbbell Hammer Curl 40x8x8x8

Bar Curl 45x12x10x10

Weight 223.8. Weighed in a little later in the day then I normally do. Took some pics today.

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