Hello my brothers in iron, I have been bothered by the question of when to retire from powerlifting for quite a while now, and i am looking for guidance. I started off powerlifting at a young age, I was always fascinated, with being strong, I was a weak person in grade school, but my work ethic was rea; scary. I busted my ass off, and now after many many years i feel like i have accomplished a decent level of strength.( at least in my mind).
Over the years hitting the weights heavy has taken its toll on my body, I always strive for better ( and being a powerlifter better is in numbers) now when i hit a PR in the deadlift or the squat, i may be getting stronger but i feel weaker, my flexibility has gone down the tubes with every PR, My joints are in pain and my body aches.
Some mornings after a hard session i have diffuclty bending down and touching my waist, These are the days when i wonder what if i had not ever started lifting? I would have been a skinny adult but without the problems im faced with, such as being fairly large, heart problems and joint aches.
Then there are the mornings when i feel like im on top of the world, when i feel i accomplished many obstacles in my life. The days with no pain. The days when i have people staring in the gym in amazement at the numbers i put up, the days when i get questions on my routine, the days when i feel proud to be larger then the average person. Lifting has taught me many things, how to be a man growing up, how to have self worth. These are the days i live for. But over the last few years these days are getting smaller and smaller, and im forced with the decision to stop lifting to save my body, or to continue my path and face serious complications. Powerlifting is in my blood… I dont know what to do. When do i say enough is enough?
L.P
