Right before I started lifting regularly, but ‘semi-what serious’, I hurt my shoulder. I basically got into a fight and ended up picking some kid up and slammed him. He weighed more than me, and keep in mind I was pretty fucking weak at the time, and I ended up with sore shoulders for about a month. I had went to a emergency care type place that night (he was a biter) and explained my shoulder, but never got it looked at, even though it hurt for that long.
When I started lifting, it hurt in the beginning on presses. For the last two years I have always noticed an imbalance in my left and right side (mostly trap/shoulder). I notice this a little on presses. Also, when deadlifting for reps, unless I take a closer grip, the bar travels pretty far out front on one side. About 9 months ago I felt like I stalled at squatting, and decided to switch it up mixing in some front squats. In the beginning I backsquatted and then front squatted light to get the clean-grip down. Once I was able to do a clean-grip front squat for reps at 135, I dropped backsquat. I no longer enjoyed it and stopped progressing on it.
I kept front squatting for a while, and continually got better at it. Recently, I decided to start backsquatting again. I good am for lighter weight sets, as I can use a higher bar placement, but when I go heavy I have issues. If I use a higher bar placement, its harder for me to hold so I have to use a lower bar placement. Then, I notice that when I go to unrack, my back/back of shoulders aren’t equally supporting the bar. This causes the weight very hard to hold and I feel unstable. I am definitely not squatting what I think I should be, and I don’t think my legs are what is failing.
To give you an idea, I deadlifted 405 for 1 rep recently. I got a best full atg front squat at 220. I can only backsquat 225.
I have yet to see any kind of PT/Dr/Chiro, but I want to. I just cant afford it right now. I am really just looking for advice as to what I can do right now… or confirmation if its possible that ‘I have found my weak link’ or any other ideas.
Thanks… I know it was a long post.