I want to talk food for a minute as well.
A simple observation I have seen, regarding growth and food consumption looking at myself.
To start, when dieting, eating 6-8 small meals a day and counting cals and all that good shit becomes necessary.
I feel bulking can be so much more laxed. I’m going to be honest and say I haven’t used any protein supps or any supps for that matter this month. Havn’t been able to afford it.
There are days when I feel hungry because I don’t have a lot of good food in my house at times and I’m forced to eat shit. There are times when I’ll go 5-6 hours without eating because of work and also because I have bills to pay and a $8-10 lunch each day adds up over the month. I can’t afford it. My family is not rich so paying my cell phone bill, car insurance, gym membership, a car payment, and some other stuff I can’t think of since a pretty young age has been a struggle, but it will only make me a better person. People with hand me downs all the time usually lack motivation…
I will say that I eat a lot when I can, some shit, some good shit, but I’ll eat a lot at any chance I get because my goals are to be bigger/stronger by the day. My diet is scattered, some days getting in much more protein than others, some days getting cals from junk and others from steak and potatoes.
Point being is that my diet is shit and I’ve gained more muscle and strength than I have ever done before off this shit diet.
I can’t wait to be able to afford steak and chicken 7 nights a week for 4-5 meals per day. As a young college student that won’t be for maybe another year or two when I can the community college and move out, or get a higher paying job.
I hate wondering what I could be if I ate like a pro, but at the rate I’m going I am content with my diet.
Sorry for the little rant, but I’m just confused and I don’t even know what I’m confused about which makes this more cinfusing lol.
Fuck it, lift, eat and I’ll keep doing my thing, I guess what I’m saying is that my lifting right now is very successful, and it can only get more successful because I’m struggling and doing great so when my situation becomes better I will only get so much better. If that makes any sense haha.