A few random thoughts
Firstly, is @khangles still floating around on these forums, that gif posting motherfucker? Haven’t heard from him in yonks. Probably ended up with @Irishman92 in ditch somewhere being too cool for school
Secondly, a bit of a conundrum
I’ve always wanted to compete in a bodybuilding comp, because… idk? Reasons. It was obviously the motivation behind building an aesthetic body, and seeing world renoun physiques on stage, I always thought it would be a really fun thing. But as I’ve gotten older and seen friends and what not compete, and actually gotten to understand how different federations work, and the people that run them, judge and everything from the outside looking in, I’m in a few different thoughts. I like setting goals, and achieving them, but for me to succeed, I need to be able to believe and enjoy a process.
It’s not I don’t enjoy or believe in my work that I do, I know I can do it, but fucking hell I’ll be honest, I have a serious problem with how vein and shady the local, state and national shows are here. And I know getting on stage is essentially a modelling show, I know that means that it all comes down to how you look and present yourself, but that just ain’t me.
I’m proud of what I’ve built so far, I’m excited to where I can take myself in the future with strongman because at the end of the day, all I really want to do is
Look good
Lift big
And as I get older, the look good mentality will naturally wein as I deluge myself further into strongman, I know once I commit to it, I won’t be able to be under a certain body fat percentage that im aspiring to get too at the moment because competing will be my 100% focus.
I’m cool with that
I ticked off the reaching SHW when I clicked just shy of 140kg the other month, I’m back down to 129 now physically so much bigger then last time I was at this weight.
It’s a shame, the more I’m exposed to the competitive side of bodybuilding, the more and more I dislike it.