Hello all, I’m new to the forum but I’ve been using this as well as numerous other sites to conduct research on steroid use because I want to hear from people who’ve had hands on experience as opposed to feeding in to all of the BS that is fed to us via pharmaceutical companies and the media (ironic that I can say this yet it is what is holding me back and the bulk of the reason why I’m here). Not to say that this is a vast amount of time spent studying the subject, but I’ve been researching steroid use for hours on end every day for the past 5 months and I think I’ve gained a decent bit of knowledge.
I’m about to graduate high school and turn 19 within the next couple of months and would like to (but likely won’t) run my first cycle in late July. My diet and training have both been pretty consistent and solid and I’m making sure I can remain consistent.
A little background information:
Like I said, I’ll be turning 19 pretty soon and am looking to run my first cycle come late July. Currently, I’m 170 lbs at 5’10’', 16% body fat. I’d like to think my genetics are pretty decent as I’ve always had naturally broad shoulders, a slim waist, and naturally big and strong legs. Overall, my natural frame seems to be pretty good. Hormonally I’ve had some struggles and set-backs that most guys my age don’t have to deal with. At the age of 18 I saw my testosterone level drop to 300 ng/dl and had an elevated prolactin level. My endocrinologist placed me on cabergoline and I’ve been on that for quite some time now and have noticed improvements in my mood and performance in the gym. I was even offered TRT but due to my “normal” testosterone level it would’ve had to come out of my own pocket. I credit my low-t to obesity in my elementary years and extreme dieting throughout middle school on top of my elevated prolactin level.
*while on that note, I personally find the testosterone ranges used in medicine to be complete and utter insanity. Why in the name of God should my testosterone range at the age of 18 be the same range as it is for my 80 year old grandfather. Sure, by those standards my testosterone is “normal” but it surely is not optimal. Also, why is there all of this reluctancy in giving young males TRT but when 14 year old teenage girls want to hop on birth control (which is basically just a female hormonal pill) we’ll just hand that out. I mean I suppose its great not to have teenage girls getting pregnant and what not, but come on low t can lead to some pretty crappy circumstances in life that no male should have to experience, especially one that is only 18.
Either way, another reason I did not decide to pursue TRT at the time was because my doctor basically scared me out of it; told me I would likely lose my natty function, would likely be infertile/sterile, would lose my hair… pretty much told me every bad thing that could happen to me was going to because I’m 18. After this, I decided to take matters into my own hands and to give up on TRT. I started researching and it has led me here today.
I would post my planned cycle, but I’m coming here for advice not on dosing or my PCT or anything, just some real hands-on experience that goes beyond researching. I think I’m a pretty responsible teenager, maybe even responsible enough to use steroids effectively and as safely as possible. Throughout high school I’ve maintained a high GPA as well as scoring high enough on the SAT to get into top-tier schools. I’ve always been very research-oriented and have dreams of one day being a doctor and would like to think research is something I’m already decent at… so I’d like to think my steroid knowledge is semi-decent in comparison to most people and extremely vast for my age.
My main problem is getting past all of the things my doctor said to me as well as all of the horrible horror stories I’ve read. I want to be a doctor and that makes it worse because I constantly think that its like going against the people I one day want to be, but then again steroids are so horribly and innaccurately portrayed. Also, I’ve even read on here not to begin anabolic steroid use until you’re at least 21-23 so your endocrine system is fully developed. It really sucks to have to live constantly thinking about whether I’m holding myself back or keeping myself in-tact and healthy. I feel like I have everything ready for a cycle… research, diet, workout regiment, cycle… everything except my mindset. Is diving into your first steroid cycle really just having to say f*ck it and to grow a pair and just do it or am I overly sensitive to the opinions of the media and medical professionals? The world outside of fitness forums says that they’re the devil… this world says that they’re not as bad as they’re made out to be and that using them at 18-19 will not drastically mess you up for life while others say not to begin use until your mid 20’s. I have extremely mixed emotions which probably means I shouldn’t run a cycle just yet… but I’d really like some advice on getting past this mindset and what everyone has said in order to one day begin my own personal journey with steroids.