[quote]MassiveGuns wrote:
[quote]Waittz wrote:
[quote]Mr. Walkway wrote:
[quote]Waittz wrote:
[quote]MattyXL wrote:
For the most part this has been an absolute great read. I’m 37 and only now have considered the use of AAS. Im still progressing, especially in terms of strength but at this point, it seems like the next level to take. Then on the other hand, while this is a passion, it is not my livelihood and will never get paid for it, but besides from the joy my family and some friends bring me, nothing makes me happier than gains in the gym. I dont look at it as a shortcut, as I have been at it long enough (Over 10 years, though admittedly the first 5 I had no idea what I was doing) I simply look at it as the next step.
My main worries are the dependence aspect of it, more specifically will I ever want to get off? The emotional aspect, as I have dealt with psychological issues my whole life (i.e. depression). This is my main stumbling block and probably the main reason when AAS is at arms length I back off, I cant put my wife through any more shit with regards to my head issues. I also would be lying if I was not worried about the other side effects that are accompanied by AAS use, while it is possibly overblown its still there. Anyways this was/is a very good thread[/quote]
You bring up alot of good points. The times I have considered it I was going to take the Caveman approach. Do 1 or 2 low/moderate dose controlled cycles a year. Problem is that I have problems with addiction and substance abuse in the past so AAS like any drug is basically 100% off limits for me.
Kind of what prompted my question to Walkway. Most of the guys I know who use, claim they are not addicted, but use year round and have no planned ‘out’ so to speak. Big red flag for a guy like me with depency issues. [/quote]
I am addicted yes. I’ve never done another drug in my life however, and I haven’t consumed alcohol in 7 years.
I’ve given away all the bottles of painkillers i received after my numerous oral surgeries for example…
I have an addictive personality as well, but I believe aas is justifiable [/quote]
Didnt mean to make it sound like I was labeling you as addicted. Just trying to say that I know alot of people who never plan to be off or stop, which freaks me out since I have had my issues with addiction. Having an addictive personality is much different than actually having an addiction that breeds a phyiscal and mental dependancy.
To echo what Matt said, AAS is the Dark Side of the force for me and I know it. There would be no going back and ill admit most likely abuse. [/quote]
You haven’t tried drugs till you’ve tried testosterone. The first cycle I did I had a euphoric high like nothing I’ve ever known or felt. It’s the most powerful feeling in the world. It was like a light switch went on. It is literally like feeling the essence of masculinity running through your veins. If you have an addictive personality, then once you get on the train, you ain’t ever coming off.
But you will fucking love the ride![/quote]
Ive had friends who’ve described it exactly like this. Waking up in the morning and feeling like your arms were going to explode before you even got out of bed. (in a good way)
Still cant bring myself to try it though for the same reasons many have mentioned; Dependance.
Im afraid that one of 2 things will happen when i come off; Ill get completely unmotivated from the initial losses or itll just make me jump right back into it.