
Hello. So, I’ve been wanting to post on here for a while now regarding my particular situation but avoided this due to mainly embarrassment/self-confidence issues regarding my body composition, and the fact that I hate seeking help and talking about myself so much…
Long story short, I used to be severely overweight. Once weighed over 200 lbs at 5’6" back when I was a teenager, cut down when I turned 18 probably in a very unhealthy manner. I am left with severe loose skin issues, mainly in my pectoral and waist regions.
I am currently 24 years old, and started barbell training about 3-4 months ago. Prior to this, I did mostly bodyweight/sandbag training in my apartment.
I am currently “bulking” so to speak, and am not sure if this is the correct thing to do with regards to my anthropomorphic situation. I have terrible body image issues, so it has been hard for me to really decide what to do. I want get bigger and stronger (no shit?), and I would like to try to fill out and look/feel better overall. Also, I love training in general. One of the best highs in the world for me is lifting heavy shit, squatting until I feel like I am gonna puke haha.
Oh, stats and such: 5’6", 143 lbs (up from 135 in April when I started Barbell training). I am currently running a program loosely based on 5/3/1, except we do two of the lifts on one day, plus assistance. Usually 3 days a week, hard to fit in with both our work schedules. I also generally will throw in a home workout consisting of Sandbag/circuit training, and will walk in the mornings on my days off.
Recent Lifts: Squat: 230x7, DL: 320x7, Bench 175x8, Press 115x7 (from last cycle of 1+'s)
I will attach below some images to give an idea of what I am dealing with, and would appreciate any feedback/advice regarding bulking/training/nutrition etc. Thank you.


