I am entirely beat, wiped, tuckered, exhausted, etc etc etc. Had a killer heavy squat and deadlift session tonight in Niagara (and more importantly, had a blast doing it), my last heavy heavy sessions.
Squat
45x10x1
95x5x1
135x3x1
185x2x1
225x1x1 → belt
245x1x1 → belt, wraps
275x1x2 → belt, wraps
The 275 didn’t feel heavy tonight, but apparently they were ugly and uglier. The first I didn’t get my chest up enough to start in a strong position. The second I got my chest up, but didn’t sink fast enough so I cut it right on parallel because my wraps wouldn’t let me go further without speed. They both came up pretty well considering the crapiness.
Deadlift
135x5x2
205x1x1
225x1x1
275x1x1 → PR (hideous, but a PR)
225x1x1
245x1x1
So the 275 was possibly the ugliest pull in my life. I didn’t breath into my belt, but rather into my chest. As a result, I wasn’t held tight, the bar came way out from my body and I pulled through my back. I still finished it though.
I wanted to go for it again after the 245 came up so pretty after but Matt said no. He said I have to be pissed off about it until the meet and pull it there.
We went and biked and talked about my attempts, about my squats and deadlifts tonight, etc. He gave me a pep talk and said I just need to believe I can lift it. Matt’s going to be my handler and submitting all my attempts. I have an idea of what the plan is, however he has the final say. He wants me to go 9 for 9 with PRs and said he will not give me what I want for a 3rd attempt if I don’t have the fire in my eyes that says I will lift it. I’m to be honest with him after each attempt about how it felt and he will decide on my numbers from there. I actually really like this.
My attempts will be as follows:
Squat -
110/112.5kg (242.5/248lbs)
125/127.5kg (275/280lbs)
137.5/140kg (303/308lbs)
Bench -
45kg (99lbs)
50kg (110lbs)
55kg (121lbs)
Deadlift -
110/112.5kg (242.5/248lbs)
125/127.5kg (275/280lbs)
137.5/140kg (303/308lbs)
Those are obviously ranges. We had talked about a 245lb opener for both squat/deadlift, however such a thing doesn’t exist 
Oh I also got my BF% tested again today. Since Dec 8th (so almost exactly a month), it decreased by 2.2%. My weight is down (obviously) and my lean body mass is actually up by about 4lbs. They were pretty shocked… The biggest difference was my iliac pinch which was 3mm less.
I’m happy about all of that considering during that month I went to California for a week and also had the holidays. I’ve really only been ‘perfect’ with my planned diet since Jan 2nd.