Revolution is My Name

Wednesday Dec 24th, Gym

I hate the fact that my gym is at a mall right about now. And the stereotypes are true… I saw about 3 males for every female. Ran into a few guys I knew too who said they were just starting their shopping… glad I’m not on their lists :slight_smile:

Anyways, the snow and rain caused Bill to cancel our session this morning. I went for a second session in a row with my wraps at my gym. I get funny looks, I give glares. Really quite nice…

Bench:
45x10x1
65x5x1
85x5x1
90x4x1
95x3x1
100x2x1
105x1x1

DB Bench:
25x8x3

CG Bench:
70x8x3

Squat:
45x10x1
95x5x1
135x5x1
165x3x1
195x5x1
205x3x1
215x1x1

Lockouts:
115x5x1
120x5x1
125x3x1
130x1x1
135x1x0
130x1x1

The back of my left knee is bruised/tender from my wraps. I totally need to suck it up… it didn’t hurt while squatting, but trying to wrap it hurt for the first layer. I’m training Friday with a guy from the Niagara club that’s hosting the meet I’m in. He taught me how to wrap my knees and I’m hoping he can help with my lifts as well. I want his opinion on attempts because I feel Bill has a tendency to go on the conservative side seeing how he balked at what I said I wanted to squat…

I really should be more focussed on dropping weight and less focussed on what my attempts will be at this stage, but what can ya do?

[quote]Court wrote:

but what can ya do?[/quote]

Focus more on dropping weight than what your attempts will be? =)

Friday December 26, Niagara Club Y

So I woke up bright and early and drove 45min to train with the guy I met in Ottawa from the Niagara Club. They train out of the Y there and it’s actually a pretty sweet setup they have in the back for all their PL.

Anyways, I had a kick ass session. I didn’t pick any of my weights and got slight modifications to my form that helped a ton.

Squat:
45x10x1
95x5x1
135x3x1
185x3x2 → belt (on the second set I moved my feet slightly wider to sit in the hole easier…it worked!)
205x1x1 → belt
225x1x2 → belt on first, belt, wraps on second
255x1x1 → belt, wraps → PR!
275x1x1 → belt, wraps → Super PR!

Bench:
45x alot - we worked on where I should be touching the bar to my chest and how I should be squeezing the bar
65x5x1
65x3x1
95x1x1
105x1x1
115x1x1 → PR!
120x1x1 → PR!

Deadlift:
135x5x1
185x2x5

So my personal best for squat before today was 245. I blew it out of the water. I didn’t know what any of the weights were that I was using and just went and did it. I was training with two guys from their club, one of whom is organizing the meet. Had him wrap my knees for me and I almost puked. They said they’d go even tighter in competition. They just kept telling me to lean back and breathe which did help. Once I stood up, the pain lessened, however I felt like my left kneecap was going to pop off while he was wrapping them… They also cranked my belt one tighter than I usually go. Pretty bad ass. The worst part was after my 275, they struggled to get both of the wraps off and I was almost in tears. It wasn’t pretty. It felt like it took about 5 minutes, but it was probably only 20 seconds or so. However, when you can’t feel your feet and your legs are throbbing, it feels like forever!

My previous bench best was 110, but with a lot of reps leading up to that. The guys laughed cuz they said the 120 was the only weight I had to actually work for all day. They think I have 125 in me.

Deadlift I told them it was all in my head right now about messing up my back. Because of that, they said I should just do a lot of volume with lighter weights since I won’t get “stronger” in my deadlift in 4 weeks. Instead I should focus on my set up, my form and just do lots of reps. That way, come the meet, I’ve got it out of my head that I’m going to hurt myself and I can just pull.

I was talking to them afterwards and they said they would have lots of volunteers there so someone could wrap my knees for me at the meet which will help a ton. You just can’t make yourself hurt that much on your own… (or at least I can’t).

They both also thought I could squat 300lbs right now if I could wrap my head around it. I didn’t struggle that much with the 275, except I lost my velocity on the way down and didn’t make it as smooth. But still, I hit depth and it came up pretty easily. I said I’d love to be able to just lift and not know what weight I was doing so the younger guy that I met there initially said he’d do my numbers for me and wouldn’t tell me a damn thing. He said he’d make sure he was the volunteer with the lifters for my flight and take care of my attempts. That way I don’t have anything to stress out about…

Anyways, I have 3 more weeks of lifting and this session today was exactly what I needed. My coach had thought 250 for a 3rd squat attempt was a reach… screw that! Bartl has also been trying to get me to wrap my head around 135 for bench… to train towards that goal. Knowing I can hit 120 takes me a helluva lot closer to that as well.

I always used to think that I was pretty good in not underestimating myself. However, after training with Bartl and having him give me shit about how it’s all in my head and now training with the Niagara guys and having them tell me the same thing, I’m finally coming to terms with it which means I can then do something about it.

Powerlifting has turned into a big mindfuck with me. Bartl reminded me that back in the day he called me squatting 225 well before I thought I could too. I’m not sure why we (me) underestimate ourselves so much. It only holds us back. I guess it’s easier not to fail if you sell yourself so short.

I blew my squat out of the water with a 30lb PB. Same equipment (belt, knee wraps). The only difference was they were tighter. But still, it’s me lifting that weight. I put 10lbs on my bench PB too. It’s all in my head saying I can’t, but fuck that :

I can squat 300lbs.
I can bench 135lbs.
I can pull 275lbs.

My sights are on it. I can see it. Forget selling myself short. I know I can do it.

[quote]Court wrote:

I can squat 300lbs.
I can bench 135lbs.
I can pull 275lbs.

My sights are on it. I can see it. Forget selling myself short. I know I can do it.[/quote]

I believe you but only 'cause you kind of scare me. However, if you can squat 300 with wraps only, I think you can pull better than 275.

Great job Court, and you are right, it’s all in your head. PL is a mind fuck sometimes. I know those guys from the Niagara Y, the trainer was at our Provincials with a young guy and I can’t remember their names. If it is the same guy I’m thinking of, I watched him wrap and hell yeah, he’s good at it.

Once again, awesome job!

[quote]dianab wrote:
Great job Court, and you are right, it’s all in your head. PL is a mind fuck sometimes. I know those guys from the Niagara Y, the trainer was at our Provincials with a young guy and I can’t remember their names. If it is the same guy I’m thinking of, I watched him wrap and hell yeah, he’s good at it.

Once again, awesome job![/quote]

Yeah there’s a whole bunch of them. The guy I met originally that invited me down is one of the trainers at the Y. He was there, as was the guy that’s organizing the Niagara meet.

The guy that invited me down deferred the knee wrapping to Glyn because he didn’t want me to yell and swear at him. I haven’t even gotten into a shirt or a suit and I’m already feeling the painful effects of PL.

[quote]ouroboro_s wrote:
Court wrote:

I can squat 300lbs.
I can bench 135lbs.
I can pull 275lbs.

My sights are on it. I can see it. Forget selling myself short. I know I can do it.

I believe you but only 'cause you kind of scare me. However, if you can squat 300 with wraps only, I think you can pull better than 275.[/quote]

Yeah well pulling is still a mind fuck for me.

[quote]Court wrote:
ouroboro_s wrote:
Court wrote:

I can squat 300lbs.
I can bench 135lbs.
I can pull 275lbs.

My sights are on it. I can see it. Forget selling myself short. I know I can do it.

I believe you but only 'cause you kind of scare me. However, if you can squat 300 with wraps only, I think you can pull better than 275.

Yeah well pulling is still a mind fuck for me.[/quote]

I’ve never really looked but do you have short arms? My hands are just north of my knees.

Congrats on your PRs! You have an awesome squat. Have you looked up the current records for your weight class?

I use knee wraps and wrap them myself and they are definitely not tight enough. No bruises and it doesn’t really hurt. I need to have someone wrap them for me :slight_smile:

DLing is a major mind fuck for me too but I manage to hit PRs at meets. The adrenaline and environment just makes the weight feel light. So don’t sell yourself short on your deadlift attempts.

Claire

[quote]cvb wrote:
Congrats on your PRs! You have an awesome squat. Have you looked up the current records for your weight class?

I use knee wraps and wrap them myself and they are definitely not tight enough. No bruises and it doesn’t really hurt. I need to have someone wrap them for me :slight_smile:

DLing is a major mind fuck for me too but I manage to hit PRs at meets. The adrenaline and environment just makes the weight feel light. So don’t sell yourself short on your deadlift attempts.

Claire[/quote]

Thanks Claire! The current records are about 400lbs both provincially and nationally. It’s so hard to compare my ‘unequipped’ numbers to all of those equipped ones lol.

What’s funny is that when someone else wrapped them, it hurt like hell while they were doing it, but when I was actually squatting, I didn’t get any of the rubbing/pinching like I do when I do them myself. Once I got under the bar I didn’t even think about my wraps which is good. They’re not even bruised today and I thought they would be.

As for deadlift, it’s the lift that’s always bugged my back. However, with my chiro right there at the meet and DL being the last lift of the day, I will definitely push it. Besides, I’m not picking any of my lift numbers, so I won’t be selling myself short at all :smiley:

[quote]ouroboro_s wrote:
Court wrote:
ouroboro_s wrote:
Court wrote:

I can squat 300lbs.
I can bench 135lbs.
I can pull 275lbs.

My sights are on it. I can see it. Forget selling myself short. I know I can do it.

I believe you but only 'cause you kind of scare me. However, if you can squat 300 with wraps only, I think you can pull better than 275.

Yeah well pulling is still a mind fuck for me.

I’ve never really looked but do you have short arms? My hands are just north of my knees.[/quote]

I don’t have short arms, you just have freakishly long monkey arms :stuck_out_tongue:

I don’t know if they’re short. They’re definitely not ‘just north of my knees’. The guys both said I should try a month of pulling sumo after the meet because I have a great build for it…whatever that means…

[quote]Court wrote:
The guys both said I should try a month of pulling sumo after the meet because I have a great build for it…whatever that means…
[/quote]

Well it means you pull with your legs spread so I’m not sure what they’re trying to say to you. Nothing bad I’m sure. You are pretty popular though. Just sayin’.

Go with where you’re leaning, there’s no reason to give both schools a fair go. I went with the school that gave me the most money, but was miserable at first. I think it probably would have been worth the money to go somewhere I was comfortable with from the get go.

[quote]pch2 wrote:
Court wrote: I know where I’m leaning but I want to make sure I give both schools a fair go of it…

Go with where you’re leaning, there’s no reason to give both schools a fair go. I went with the school that gave me the most money, but was miserable at first. I think it probably would have been worth the money to go somewhere I was comfortable with from the get go. [/quote]

That is pretty stellar advice… thanks. When I read it I thought back to how I didn’t even really look at the other school until they showed an interest in me and wanted to interview me based on my resume they would have seen come through the MBA system.

Cali is screaming my name…

So yesterday was a write-off and I didn’t make it to the barn. I decided to get a kick start on my weight loss by puking on and off Saturday night. It was amazing.

I’m on holidays until the 5th, so I headed to my gym this afternoon for the longest session of my life…

Squat
45x10x1
95x5x1
135x3x1
155x3x1
185x3x1 → Belt
205x2x1 → Belt
225x2x5 → Belt, Wraps

Bench
45x10x1
65x5x1
85x3x1
100x2x5
On my last set I paused both reps

Deadlift
135x5x1
165x2x1
185x2x1
205x2x5

Heavy Walkouts
225x2x1
275x2x1 → Belt
295x1x1 → Belt
305x2x1 → Belt, Wraps

The walkouts were done just unracking from the safety bars (not the pins) and stepping back into my stance, holding for a moment, then walking back in as if I was reracking. I’m not scared of the 305 on my back so another week of these and I should be comfortable with the heavy heavy weights.

The deadlifts felt really good. I’m just trying to get as many reps as I can in at a lower weight so I can get it through my brain that I’m okay.

My man callouses are really sexy. Especially once I put chalk on my hands…really turns me on…

Oh and I officially attract men of all ages. I had a really old guy (like prolly 70s) come up to me after one of my squat sets at 225 telling me I was the strongest girl he’d ever seen, I got down all the way and I’m amazing. And Ouroboro wonders why I think so highly of myself…

[quote]Court wrote:

Oh and I officially attract men of all ages. I had a really old guy (like prolly 70s) come up to me after one of my squat sets at 225 telling me I was the strongest girl he’d ever seen, I got down all the way and I’m amazing. And Ouroboro wonders why I think so highly of myself…[/quote]

Later on, when he is polishing the bishop to thoughts of you squatting, we can all think really, really highly of you.

[quote]bulldog24 wrote:
Just a lurker on this thread, but here’s my 2c:
The differentiation between different programs comes from the opportunities offered immediately after graduation (strength of on-campus recruiting) and ongoing networking – both with your classmates and the broader alumni network. Some schools foster better intraclass relations and/or alumni loyalty. Others, (think part-time programs) are more about getting a piece of paper. Also, if you’ve already decided what you want to do afterward, it’s probably clear which program is better. IMO, location should only be a factor if it’s a really close call.

I wouldn’t be too concerned about liking the professors or anything like that. What you learn is less important than who you meet and the relationships you build. [/quote]

+1. And as a T-Nationer that went to Owen (that’d be the school in Nashville for the uninitiated) now living in SoCal, location is largely irrelevant. Owen is a top-20 school and opportunities after graduation reflect its place in the upper echelon. Nashville has its charms in much the same way anywhere else does, and B-School (anywhere) becomes a microcosm unto itself – you are engaged with your classmates most of the time whether you like it or not.

As for being a Southern Belle, the vast majority of students at Owen are from other parts of the country and world. You’re more likely to hear a New York accent inside the school than a Southern one. Besides, I’m not at all sure why it matters.

As someone who has degrees from Vanderbilt undergrad and grad (as well as from another university), the campus and area are precisely what you would expect from a school that charges over $30k/year for an undergraduate education. It’s not exactly a slum; they even dig up the flowers on campus and replant every month so something is always blooming. Ridiculous, yes, but they don’t call it The Harvard of the South for nothing – they have very similar endowments.

Get a JD/MBA from VULS/Owen and rule the world. Besides, then everyone will have to call you Doctor Court.

[quote]Court wrote:
pch2 wrote:
Court wrote: I know where I’m leaning but I want to make sure I give both schools a fair go of it…

Go with where you’re leaning, there’s no reason to give both schools a fair go. I went with the school that gave me the most money, but was miserable at first. I think it probably would have been worth the money to go somewhere I was comfortable with from the get go.

That is pretty stellar advice… thanks. When I read it I thought back to how I didn’t even really look at the other school until they showed an interest in me and wanted to interview me based on my resume they would have seen come through the MBA system.

Cali is screaming my name…[/quote]

I entirely agree with PCH’s advice, but make sure you’re going for the program and not any other ancillary inducements, if you get my drift. You’re up for two years in the trenches and likely will have little time for much else.

Also, keep in mind that your degree is often most influential near where it was earned unless it’s top-20. If Cali means Stanford, you’re pretty much golden.

[quote]sdspeedracer wrote:
Court wrote:
pch2 wrote:
Court wrote: I know where I’m leaning but I want to make sure I give both schools a fair go of it…

Go with where you’re leaning, there’s no reason to give both schools a fair go. I went with the school that gave me the most money, but was miserable at first. I think it probably would have been worth the money to go somewhere I was comfortable with from the get go.

That is pretty stellar advice… thanks. When I read it I thought back to how I didn’t even really look at the other school until they showed an interest in me and wanted to interview me based on my resume they would have seen come through the MBA system.

Cali is screaming my name…

I entirely agree with PCH’s advice, but make sure you’re going for the program and not any other ancillary inducements, if you get my drift. You’re up for two years in the trenches and likely will have little time for much else.

Also, keep in mind that your degree is often most influential near where it was earned unless it’s top-20. If Cali means Stanford, you’re pretty much golden. [/quote]

I do catch your drift, and it’s not. I’ve made it a point for it not to be.

I figure that’s where I want to work after (as in that’s where the industry lives), so it would be easier for me to transfer to something there, as well as get my summer internship in that area as oppossed to being in Nashville.

I like that it’s a smaller program and I like the way the program is actually designed along with my international opportunities along the way.

While at the end of the day, it is my decision, my mother’s opinion means a lot to me. She’s been doing her own research over the holidays and we had a long chat while wandering the mall today about her perceived advantages of each school. She’s actually leaning very heavily towards California herself for reasons similar to what I listed above. Also, once she was certain my decision wasn’t being made for ancillary inducements, she agreed the program was likely better to suit my needs and wants.

I still have over a month to decide and plan on taking as much time as I need to ensure that my decision is one that I will be most happy with. Thanks for the chime-in sdspeed… :slight_smile: