Thanks Kalle and MiM 
For my low-carb days, I did that as my holiday detox. Usually when I pig out like that, the next couple days will be dedicated to getting off the bloat and getting my mentality from “Eating holiday!” to “Ok, time to crack down on eats and gym again.”
The counting and willpower from cutting out carbs in my detox keeps me from getting depressed and makes me appreciate this lifestyle even more.
Print he’s not my trainer, but you’re right.
Funny, I was just thinking the same thing that you said about seeing the negatives. I make a living motivating people, telling them that they’re awesome for wanting to better themselves and taking control and point out each day how far they come.
But when it comes to giving myself a pep-talk, I don’t tell myself how far I came, I just tell myself what I haven’t accomplished yet.
And it’s not a bad thing, because it doesn’t depress me and cause me to give up and eat chips. It just pushes me to do at least ONE thing better today, than I did yesterday.
And of course the positivity I get from you guys is priceless and I cherish it.
So-so, what did Nikki do in the gym today?
First, I had to finish my leg workout from yesterday. So I did hamstrings, then my scheduled back and shoulder workout.
Deadlifts SS Prone Leg Curl
135 x 10 / 75 x 15 (+3 Rep PR, so I guess anything less than this is off-limits to me)
185 x 5 / 80 x 12
185 x 5 / 80 x 12
GMs
65 x 15
85 x 12 x 2
Glute Kickback Machine
110 x 12
140 x 10 x 2
Walking Lunges
30# DBs x 20 x 2
Shoulders were really feeling it and I didn’t want them too fatigued before I even got to train them, so switched to barbell
60# BB x 20
BTN Lat Pulldown (First time I tried these. I’m scared of the shoulder problem associated with these, but I won’t do them that much- I like these
)
70 x 12 x 2
60 x 12 Just had to make sure that the form was good
70 x 12
Neutral Grip Pull-ups SS Cable Row
5 / 100 x 12
4 / 100 x 10- Cry baby. Did 2 less reps? Bah
4.5 / 100 x 12
Pull-ups were weak, I forgot to do them first.
Underhand EZ Bar Row
65 x 12
75 x 12 x 2
DB OHP
20s x 15
30s x 10 Rep PR
30s x 8 x 2
Side Raises
10s x 12
15s x 10- I was always scared to do side raises with 15s, but it wasn’t as disasterous as I thought
10s x 12
Incline DB Raise SS Rear delt fly
10s x 10 x 2 / 10s x 10 x 2
10s x 12 / 10s x 10
Then I did farmer walks. Did a farmer walk complex with 30s, then did them with 40s and 50s (not complexes, just walking).
I was proud of the 50s 
Me… walking with an extra 100 pounds giggle
Then walk home. I threw some jogs in there too, so got home in 40 minutes. It would’ve been easier if I didn’t have a backpack on my back and holding 2 pounds of protein powder haha