[quote] Brook wrote:
Just got back…;p
And i think i am good… i did just 9 sets of chest and 9 sets of delts as i am doing on the extra day of the week, and then posing in the studio as i do after most sessions.
I am definitely improving. My muscles have grown quite substantially actually, it is just because i am sticking around the 86-87kg mark that pisses me off - but i am looking really quite dry for such a (relatively) high bodyfat.(10-11%) - i think that must be the eq…
I think that somehow the inclusion of eq has reduced the bloat from the test - i dunno, like a more quality stack… remembering i am also using proviron and letro - which are MADE for dryness and lean quality… but last time i still ‘felt’ the sloppy gain from the test which is much less apparent this time.
The difference between pre-training and post-training pump is quite phenomenal. I dont like it TOO much as it is a fleeting bonus… not a keeper.
I just gotta make sure i keep the calories high, and bust my arse making the most of the insane pumps and hope to grow.
(my chest had a beautiful pump - i was doing 15 reps with the weight i was using for 8, and i was doing the reps twice as slow too!)
Strength is definitely up, i am picking up the weights i was using for 4-6 reps and banging out 12-15… mm-yea.
My aggression took a rise during the drol cycle. And it has seemingly taken another.
I was noticeable more ‘tetchy’ around others… i dont suffer fools gladly as is well known to those who know me - but i am now on the verge of being unreasonably aggressive… probably past the verge if you ask those who have crossed me - strangers and work colleagues alike. whoops.
I am starting to look into my own psyche and ego to try to knock this behaviour on the head. As much as i am no bully and only ever sticking up for myself or my morals - this culture has no place for such an alpha mentality. And i always sucked at verbal arguments and quick tongued assaults, making it easier to lash out physically - and with the androgens in me it makes my temper harder to control.
But control it i must - this is just another example of why i mustny allow myself to use tren and possibly masteron - this certain side effect is very damaging to me and those around me and is enough to stop my use of these drugs for good - so i must control it or leave them alone.
I think i am now on steroids. i kinda like it.

JJ[/quote]
Congrats JJ! I envy you to no end, mate. How’s that drol treating you?