Telling you to go hit on someone is being playful. My 2 cents is he wants to bone you. Look at the general theme of advice you are getting… we all agree.
Also, the thing about the keys… he may have been inviting you in, or he may have just been flirting, either way he wants in your pants.
Agree with SCJ…he wants to smack that ass
Adding to the crowd… He’s definitely into you.
I bet she fucks it up.
10 dollars bet…
Takers?
I just, I just…FUCKING HATE LIKING PEOPLE. It makes me mental. Now I get sad everytime I see a pretty girl at the gym because of my stupid inferiority complex.
Anyway, I dunno, I am sorta depressed right now. Maybe it’s the low carb thing or something. I felt very weak today. Heat+low carb+working out at a weird time of the day = everything felt heavy and I felt like a big pile of horse shit.
Yahhhhhhhhhh.
Anyway,
SQ 155 x 6 sets of 5
DL 185 x 5 sets of 5
BP 120 x 7 sets of 5 first/last paused.
ALl shit. My knee cavey squatting is getting worse.
PERMISSION TO BE NEGATIVE IN MY OWN LOG, PLEASE.
I’ve never been on a date, you know. I’ve never had a real boy friend. Guys who fuck me do not want to date me, or guys I like, or even guys I don’t like… I don’t get asked out, ever. Even my “friends” with benefits weren’t really friends cause we wouldn’t hang out outside of fucking.
I don’t even know how to fuck. How can I be confident approaching a guy if I have no idea what I’m doing. It would be like “So yahh…why don’t you come back to my place and we can…you know…” Then he’d be all for it, but when he got here I’d have to be like “UHhh so ya, um I don’t know how to do anything?” And I never learn how to do anything cause guys fuck me ONCE and then that’s all she wrote.
I know guys don’t like crazy chicks, but I don’t really think I’m like that. I’m weird, yes, very weird actually, but it’s not like I have these crazy expectations or some freaky cabbage patch doll collection.
I just wish I could get the chance to learn how to fuck so that I could actually feel like I am capable of fucking someone. Yah, vicious circle, I guess.
K officially end////\\\ my whiney bullshit attitude.
BYE
Awwww… I have such a huge internet crush on you, Spock. I <3 your eccentricity! 
You’ll be fine, dear. You sound kinda like I do about relationships… I suck at relationships. Everyone sucks at something, it’s just inevitable.
The manic vibe I get, and relate to, could be what some guys are picking up on. It does scare people off. They interpret your over-thinking as an over possessive or possibly jealousy starting point. No one understands that I’m anxious and obsessive, but I’m actually laid back about everything. I just have to talk things out a lot because my brain goes nuts with crap whether it’s ‘important’ or not.
You may actually feel differently about your attitude, but I thought I’d share to help you feel better!
Just keep lifting. Everything else with sort itself out.
[quote]Ct. Rockula wrote:
I bet she fucks it up.
10 dollars bet…
Takers?[/quote]
IN
[quote]Spock81 wrote:
Oh you crazy positive people ! I have been rejected a LOTTTTT in my lifetime. And saying a LOT in big letters like that is actually an understatement.
My ratio of scoring to my ratio of striking out is like 2 to 500, LOL!
Just because he is talking to me doesn’t mean he is willing to do me. Maybe he is talking to me because it would be fucking awkward to just ignore me when I AM TALKING TO HIMMMMMM. UHHh
ya.
Today at the gym I didn’t think he was going to be working, but I saw him and I went to the bathroom and my legs got so woobly and my heart got all fast beaty manic crazy. I took some deep breaths and I went in and I knocked on his desk like it was a door HAHA UHH then it was all me babbly non-stop sayin’ weird shit from there on out.
OH BUT I went back to the desk mid workout and was like “this place is like a club at this time of the day” (I went at 5pm when I usually go at 9am)
then I was like “Everyone around me is like MY AGE! I am used to all the old people. ANd there were people beside me hitting on each other!”
Then he said “You should go hit on someone”
Then I walked away AHHAHHAHA
Should I have hit on him then? Was he giving me an in or is that just normal conversation?
Then he was going into this little back room and I was all like “where you goin’ now?” ANd he was like oh I am going to go in here where we do fitness assessments. ANd then I was like “OOoHHhHhhhhhh, what you gonna do in there.” and I was all like acting like a 2 year old HAHA
THen he said “Well I am just going to write up some fitness programs for people, take my shirt off, cause you know, I am the only one with keys. No one else can get in there”
K IS THAT AN IN?"
Like I shoulda said “Oh, let’s do it?”
Am I retarded?
BUt like, I looked really bad today and stuff cause I got this horrible sun burn from this 4 hour hike I did yesterday (no moose found). SO I just thought there was no way he was interested cause I looked so bad and stuff.
UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM KAY Thanks for all the advice my t-nat. family. I can’t ask my mommy these questions cause she doesn’t know anythig about 25 year old dudes.
K ya
lat pull down x’s a ton
bicep curl x’s some more
back ext.
side bends
few sets of pull ups
BYE[/quote]
lol i can’t help but smile about half the things i read in your log
BUT I think you should either ask him to show you his special room or just tell him you’re DTF
Men are simple creatures.
You’re so popular Spock. Chin up, stay positive, and moar lifting!
OMG K K K K KKKKKKKKKKKK!!!
I sent him a message (nerd), BUT I THINK IT WAS SORTA GOOD AND STUFF So ya’ll who are bettin’ with the Count Rock. better be prepared to fork over some CASH, because I AM bettin’ against him!
YA
NERVOUS JKDSGJKSEJTKesjrkjrkljkelfsejkgljdfkhg
i love you all.
K I Am up in the middle of the night for the millionth time in a row and he answered my message and I think it’s bad, but I need you to tell me if I’m right or wrong. ALSO, sorry about typos maybe I am not wearing my classes and one of my eyes it still closed, ha.
K so I babbled a bit and then told him he was making me sexually frustrated <—that was my “goood idea/plan”
And he answered back and said some stuff then said “Lol, how am I making you sexcually frustrated? DO you just smel the essecence of single man on me?”
Is that bad or good? I think that’s bad cause like UHH if he was interested he woulda just been like ooooh ok let’s do it, but he didn’t. ON THE OTHER HAND, he let me know he was single?
No, k seriously this is bad and now I have to go to the gym at a different time for a wek tunil he forgets about this.
YAHHHHHHH
[quote]Spock81 wrote:
I just wish I could get the chance to learn how to fuck so that I could actually feel like I am capable of fucking someone.[/quote]
If this shit with this boy doesn’t pan out I just might volunteer to help you out with this. You’re not that far away haha.
But at the same time, if worse comes to worst you can just lay there, let him do all the work, and remember to make some noise every now and then so he doesn’t realize you’re bored.
[quote]Spock81 wrote:
K I Am up in the middle of the night for the millionth time in a row and he answered my message and I think it’s bad, but I need you to tell me if I’m right or wrong. ALSO, sorry about typos maybe I am not wearing my classes and one of my eyes it still closed, ha.
K so I babbled a bit and then told him he was making me sexually frustrated <—that was my “goood idea/plan”
And he answered back and said some stuff then said “Lol, how am I making you sexcually frustrated? DO you just smel the essecence of single man on me?”
Is that bad or good? I think that’s bad cause like UHH if he was interested he woulda just been like ooooh ok let’s do it, but he didn’t. ON THE OTHER HAND, he let me know he was single?
No, k seriously this is bad and now I have to go to the gym at a different time for a wek tunil he forgets about this.
YAHHHHHHH [/quote]
facepalm
That’s playful sexual banter on both your parts. That’s the seed. You have planted the seed, put it in some fertile soil. Now you need to water it and nurture it and let it grow into a beautiful plant. And then you fuck the plant.
Seriously, just because you’re not getting laid RIGHT FUCKING NOW doesn’t mean it’s bad. Don’t give up and start going to the gym at a different time. Just my two cents.
inb4 you rape this guy
[quote]jacob-1310 wrote:
[quote]Ct. Rockula wrote:
I bet she fucks it up.
10 dollars bet…
Takers?[/quote]
IN[/quote]
You’re about to owe me your whole dole check bro.
Lol
Veggemite
It’s just playful banter. Relax. He was flirtily letting you know that he is indeed single.
As far as sex, I’m gonna take a wild guess that you “don’t know what to do” because you overthink it while it’s going on. As long as you A) Don’t ask questions during sex (“does this feel good? how bout this? what do you like?” during sex just ruins the mood) and B) feed his ego (“Fuck that feels amazing”) he’ll be happy.
Maybe have a drink or three beforehand to relax.
[quote]TheJonty wrote:
[quote]Spock81 wrote:
I just wish I could get the chance to learn how to fuck so that I could actually feel like I am capable of fucking someone.[/quote]
If this shit with this boy doesn’t pan out I just might volunteer to help you out with this. You’re not that far away haha.
But at the same time, if worse comes to worst you can just lay there, let him do all the work, and remember to make some noise every now and then so he doesn’t realize you’re bored.[/quote]
I called this back a few pages ago…just sayin
[quote]scj119 wrote:
Maybe have a drink or three beforehand to relax.[/quote]
As your attorney, I advise you to try this…also get the chiliburger. Its a hamburger with chili on it.
[quote]VTBalla34 wrote:
[quote]TheJonty wrote:
[quote]Spock81 wrote:
I just wish I could get the chance to learn how to fuck so that I could actually feel like I am capable of fucking someone.[/quote]
If this shit with this boy doesn’t pan out I just might volunteer to help you out with this. You’re not that far away haha.
But at the same time, if worse comes to worst you can just lay there, let him do all the work, and remember to make some noise every now and then so he doesn’t realize you’re bored.[/quote]
I called this back a few pages ago…just sayin[/quote]
LOL HHAHA
K ya UHHH
OH and LOL@ the realization that I get wayy more comments in my log about my attempts at getting laid than my workout shizz.
ANYWAY I told him I want to do him and he said well if that’s an offer I’m tempted to take it <— I think that is semi good, but like well, if that’s an offer I am DTF woulda been a whole lot better.
Although, I guess since I haven’t had sex since June 2011 I can’t really complain. :=>
Notes:
I am freaking out cause I saw him comment on a chicks status about going over to her place to watch star wars and she is all perfectly skinny and stuff, and I am clearly not+I’ve had a kid so ever being perfectly 18-year-old bodied is just a pipe dream, I suppose.
OH and I am not being whiney or mean to myself, I just want to clairfy that, I am just typing out my fears and concerns because expressing your emotions is healthy and it helps clear my mind, mMmmkay?
Also freaking out about my apartment, like I gotta hide shit that might be considered weird or something LOl. I don’t think I have anything I’m really ashamed of though. Maybe my big gargoyles poster from the cartoon, BUT I AM PROUD OF THAT.
I guess I could clean my room or something.
OH my on butt birth mark.
I have a birth mark on my butt and I always think like AHOMG what if someone is freaked out by it. I think my butt is an asset in my seductions and if the mole is discovered then it will all go downhill from there.
YA those are my main concerns.
The star wars status thing bugs me the most maybe.
I am an individual and I am unique and I am worthy yadda yadda.
A couple sign language interpreters I met one time told me that the BEST way to improve my sign skills is to go out and mingle with the Deaf community. I told them I was worried that I would be annoying/a burden because my skills are sub par and that might be annoying when they are in “Deaf Space” <–Term used to describe a place where all the cultrually Deaf people gather.
Anyway the interpreters told me that’s their problem, not mine. My main focus is on improving my skills so I can be sucsessful.
Maybe I should look at this situation that way as well. LIKE WELL, if he don’t like me naked, that’s not my problem, cause I like him naked. Lol
OR like, well, if he thinks I suck at fucking, that ain’t my problem, cause I like his fucking.
Or something.
YA K FIN.