Alright so, following the advice here, I’m pressing on and pushing forward as best as I can given the circumstances. Using my spare time to read books, meditate, connect with friends and work on myself–learning that great strength comes from solitude. Enjoying podcasts and videos from Jocko Willink, Aaron Doughty, and even Alan Watts. All of these speakers/motivators (however you see it) are inherently telling us the same exact messages to harness our inner power, keep moving forward and let go of the outcomes.
Anyway, here are some training logs.
1106/2024
Deadlift 12x95, 12-x115, 12x135, 08x165
Barbell Rows 45x12, 65x12, 85x06
T-bar Rows 25x12, 25x12, 25x12
One-arm Dumbbell Rows 20x12, 25x12, 30x12
Barbell Curls 25x12, 25x12, 25x12
Seated Alternating Dumbbell Curls 15x12, 15x12, 15x12
Military Presses 25x3, 25x3, 25x3
11/08/2024
Squats 65x12, 85x12, 95x12, 135x8
Leg Presses sledx12, sled x12, sledx12
Hamstring Curls 40x12, 40x12, 40x12, 40x12
Leg Ext. 40x12, 40x12, 40x12, 40x12
Overall, I feel decent. I’m still trying to eat more food and improve my appetite. I’m also working a bit more. Trying to optimize protein consumption wherever I can. I’m going to begin using RP Diet App again this Sunday at maintenance calories. I’ve been eating chicken/rice and shakes- I have not gone off the rails too badly.