Lhook's Path to the Promised Land

Apologies for the long first post…

Whats goin on guys I’ve been reading up on this site for about a month now and am sold on it because of its breadth and depth of information, and I really respect many of the writers (Chris Shugart, Christian Thibaudeau to name two) for not just talking the talk but also walking the walk, transforming themselves from out of shape to jacked.

At the same time I have been feeling really intimidated to start posting because of all the incredibly strong (both physically and mentally) people I read about here, which I feel I am not currently. I have finally decided though to swallow my pride and start posting a journal of my progress. A little about myself before I begin:

I am 5-11, 170 pounds. I just recently graduated college and am working in a large city at a long-hour (90+ some weeks) desk job. I’m a ffb and I used to weigh close to 200 pounds at my max freshman year of college before dropping most of it over one summer. Because I dropped it fairly fast and unorthodox-ly, I am left with somewhat noticeable man boobs which are fairly embarrassing whenever I try to wear a white t-shirt. It is exactly a month before I turn 22. Last time I checked my body fat was a couple weeks ago using this site ( How to Measure Weight at Home: BMI, RFM, & More )
and it was around 13%.

We all have different reasons to work out. For me, it is about gaining confidence through improved physical appearance. In the service industry I work in (and any industry imo), I believe people will judge you based on how you look, and so you should try and look your best. Sure, brains and personality are no doubt the backbone of who you are, but as a 21-year-old single male in a big city, I find it difficult to have confidence in myself based on personality alone (my self esteem issues will be left to be discussed another day). My other side goal is this: when I was in college I played basketball almost every other day and it has always been a dream of mine to be able to dunk.

my short term goals (within the month):
-drop to under 165 while maintaining muscle, lose some fat around the chest area (I know spot reducing isn’t really possible, but you know what I mean)

my medium term goals (by summer):
-be under 10% body fat and look decent with my shirt off

my long term goal (by the end of the year):
-be able to look good in whatever clothes I wear (white tshirt, tank-top, short shorts, whatever)
-be able to dunk a basketball

some notes

  1. My job is priority #1. Because of the demands of my job, I can not consistently get home before 11pm, which leaves me little time to get to your run-of-the-mill gym before it closes. It also means I try to get between 6-7 hours of sleep a night in order to be functional during the day.

  2. Luckily, in my apt there is a gym which can be accessed at any time. I use it as frequently as I can, currently between 3 and 5 times a week. However, because it is a small "home gym, there is very limited equipment:
    -one barbell with no weights
    -dumbells going up to 50lbs
    -two benches
    -treadmills, an exercise bike, an elliptical, and a stairmaster
    I just purchased a pull-up bar online which I plan to install in my apt.

  3. The constraints of my job are a blessing and a curse. Because I stay so late, my company comps me for dinner meals, so I am able to eat mon-fri dinner for free so long as it’s reasonable. Because of this, I have zero groceries and I usually eat junk on the weekends. Healthy food is easily accessible for lunch and breakfast.

  4. I currently take no supplements except one fish oil a day because I believe they are helpful but not necessary. After working out I have a cup of generic whey protein with 2 cups of water. During the day I drink between 2 and 3 liters of water.

  5. The summer that I lost most of my weight, my diet was calorie restricted between 500-1500 a day, and my evening routine was to first run 5-6 miles slowly or do ten 75m sprint intervals, then casually lift some weights (focusing on bench and curls), then play some basketball or go swimming for half an hour. I have basically never done any leg exercises, but my legs are fairly large (I would describe them more as plump) from my ffb days.

the questions that I pose to you guys are the following:

  1. Is it possible for me to achieve the goals I have laid out without the aid of a higher-weight gym? 50lbs is more than enough for curls and certain tricep extensions but I have been trying to figure out other ways to work my chest and shoulders since 50lbs is not much of a challenge to bench/military press.

  2. What are the best routines to achieve the goals that I have listed? One of the biggest priorities for me is to try and shape up my chest area, which will involve bigger shoulders, a stronger back, and obviously a stronger chest. As of right now I am going into the gym and doing circuit training (30s~60s rest), focusing on chest and arms, then running a mile or two in addition to 8 treadmill sprints (7mph for 90 seconds, 9.5~10mph for 30 seconds)

  3. My diet right now is pretty clean and I am going to pretty much give up alcohol…should I worry about supplements now or further down the line? My first instinct would be down the line, but perhaps taking supplements sooner would help accelerate my development?

I apologize for the long first post, and I know I have not provided any value to T-Nation in the past. However, any input on any of these subjects is greatly appreciated. the couple of pictures were taken last week, I will attempt to update as often as possible, hopefully daily.

ok day 1

FOOD
fyi before i begin…last week i was in an accident that left the inside of my mouth pretty shredded. because of this it is very painful to eat anything solid (or with flavor) so i’ve been living off processed fruit shakes, soup, and oatmeal for the last couple days. great for losing weight…not so great for retaining muscle. will have to change my diet pretty soon before i compromise my gains.

breakfast
8 ounces of oatmeal w granola
12 oz of soymilk

mid-morning drink
500mL red bull (!!)

lunch
12 oz minestrone soup

afternoon drink
naked juice (strawberry kiwi)

dinner
12 oz vegetable soup
the tuna salad inside a tuna salad wrap

post workout
2 cups water with 1 cup whey protein

EXERCISE
either the 500mL red bull or the lack of proper nutrition really messed me up when i went to go work out because i felt a lot of cramping in my legs that i usually dont feel. regardless:

supersets (chest / bicep), 30 second rest between sets:

A1) dumbell 15 degree incline: 40lbx16, 40lbx16, 45lbx12, 45lbx12, 50lbx8, 50lbx8
A2) dumbell standing curl: 15lbx12, 15lbx12, 20lbx10, 20lbx10, 25lbx8, 25lbx8

followed by (30s rest between sets):
B1) seated overhead tricep extension: 35lbx14, 40lbx12, 45lbx10, 50lbx8
B2) barbell curl (remember there are no weight plates): x30, x30, x30, x30

after this i spent about 5 minutes warming up on the elliptical at about 6mph then ran 3 miles on the treadmill at 8mph and called it a day.

end-of-day weight: 168lb

i know a lot of you guys out there are probably smirking a little (or a lot) at how weak i am but just know that i am committed to getting stronger and that whatever help you guys can provide to help me build muscle is greatly appreciated.

i reread a couple of the “lifting for beginners” articles, then i reread my first post and did a little bit of thinking, and basically came to the conclusion that i will probably need to get a real gym membership, even if it means possibly wasting a chunk of the membership because it will close before i get out of work. the thing is, i can only do so much with increasing reps and sets and decreasing rest time. sooner or later i will have to move on to heavier weights to get stronger. i have tried some “body weight” exercises (like explosive pushups) to help stimulate my muscles but am quickly running out of ideas.

Welcome to T-Nation,

Yep you are right that sooner rather than later you are going to have to be able to increase your weights. Nice as it is to have a gym in your complex, if it doesn’t have the right stuff then it’s not going to be much help.

A couple of things to think about:
i) Are there any other people who use the gym who would be keen to get some more weights? I ask this because I used to work in a gym in an apt complex and the residents were paying a service charge which included things like the car-parking and the gym. If you and some others are all keen then maybe you could petition the apt management to buy some more weights? Maybe you could find a training partner too?

Alternatively maybe some of you could club together and buy them and just store them in the complex gym? Would still work out cheaper than a membership you may not get to use very often.

ii) Do you have much space in your apt? You could buy a barbell and Db set and a bench and train at home.

iii) Are there any gyms near where you live that have 24 hr opening?

I think you can certainly achieve more fat loss and muscle gain both short and long term as long as you apply yourself to lifting and working on a progressive programme.

As for dunking…I know nothing about basketball fitness, but I don’t see why it wouldn’t be possible.

thanks for the input man, because i go so late at night i only see one other person who consistently uses the gym, and he only uses the bike. that being said, i’m looking into places close to my apt that i could swing by as soon as i get off from work.

day 2
got home around 11. shoulders, triceps, and elbows slightly sore. mouth feeling better today, but tomorrow am going in for a root canal which may hinder my ability to chew foods…this is a blessing and a curse because it lessens my chances of overeating but also makes me become semi-anorexic since i only have access to about 5 different liquid foods which i am growing tired of.

FOOD
breakfast
8 oz oatmeal with granola (which i can’t stand anymore)
one boiled egg, crushed
12 oz soymilk

lunch
12 oz vegetable soup
half a chicken salad sandwich (wheat bread dipped in soup)

afternoon snack
3/4 of a powerbar (~16g protein)

dinner
large salad with 4 large spoonfuls of chicken salad on top, no dressing
half bowl of rice in chicken soup

workout - my “excuse” for today’s workout being so short is that i got home late and have to wake up early tomorrow. in truth i probably should have sacrificed a little more sleep time for gym time, since i just got back from the gym now but feel like crap for not working hard enough.
A1) 75 degree incline shoulder press 35x12, 40x10, 45x8, 50x6
A2) single arm dumbell row 35x12, 40x10, 45x8, 50x6

followed by
B1) front dumbell raise 15x12, 20x10, 25x8, 30x6
B2) situps x30, x30, x30, x30

then a 2 mile run (7.5 mph)

weight 168

it’s day 2 and i already feel beat up from trying to maintain an exercise schedule on top of my work schedule…wtf
will have to make up some cardio tomorrow when i (hopefully) get home earlier. going to sleep soon because i have to wake up early for the dentist. gotta keep going

looking to get some variation in exercises for every body part, as well as some worthwhile leg exercises to try. one of my friends who ran track in high school suggested running on your tip-toes (as if you’re wearing high heels) on the treadmill to stimulate the calves. anybody out there try this before?

day 3
just finished approx 2 hours in the gym, feeling pretty decent.
calling up some places tomorrow to get a real gym membership, or checking out amazon for some deals on free weights up to 100lbs. overall going into today i was a little sore everywhere (esp abs) and still feel like my exercises are a little stagnant but would rather do some lifting than no lifting. also not at all working towards my dunking goal since i still have not incorporated any leg exercises other than running…one BIG reason is because i am incredibly scared that if i start doing leg workouts i will always have trouble walking the next day and run the risk of looking like a dumbass at work.

FOOD
didnt eat breakfast because some doctor was busy putting a screw into one of my teeth…how rude. after the root canal the doc said i can basically eat whatever foods.

lunch
8 soup dumplings
half bowl rice in sweet sour soup
1 chicken breast

dinner
spider roll sushi
4 pieces tuna sashimi (this whole ordering dinner at work thing is pretty sweet)

post workout
2 cups water, 1 cup whey protein

starting to get worried about my calorie intake and nutrition composition. starting tomorrow i’m going to try to be more diligent about writing down how approx how many calories / grams of protein/carbs/fat i’m taking in. may run into some difficulty gauging calories/nutrients if i keep ordering out every day.

EXERCISE
1.25 mile warmup (8mph)

A1) 15 degree incline bench 40x14, 40x12, 45x12, 45x10, 50x10, 50x8
A2) dumbell preacher curl 15x12, 15x12, 20x10, 20x10, 25x8, 20x8 (couldnt do 25 on last set)

B1) 75 degree incline shoulder press 35x12, 40x10, 45x8, 50x8
B2) standing dumbell curl (i just hold one dumbell with two hands) to military press 30x12, 35x10, 40x10, 45x8

1.25 mile warmup (8mph)

stretch

0.5 mile warmup (7.5mph)

sprints x 8: 30 seconds at 10mph,6.0 elevation, 90 seconds at 7mph,0.0 elevation

1.5 mile cooldown (6.5mph)

weight 168

i usually don’t run the warmup at the beginning of the workout or 1.5 miles for the cooldown but i was making up for the cardio i didn’t do yesterday. immediately after lifting weights i feel strong, but after doing the interval workout i feel more accomplished, probably because i am breathing harder.

all in all feel really good going into day 4, which will probably be a rest day since i already know i will be busy…even if i come back earlier probably only some light running since i will probably feel sore.

I think I eat more in a snack than you do all day… search through articles on nurtition, because yours is horendous. Berardi is a good name to search for.

Are you an analyst?

haha xdime thanks for that, not looking to completely change my diet and remember i’m a ffb so gotta watch the calories, can’t bulk like everyone else…and to answer pennypacker, yes.

just got back from seeing rambo 4, that movie is sweet. whatever steroids stallone is on, it sure has worked since he looks bulkier now than in the first couple movies.

anyways…day 4 was a rest day so nothing exciting.
breakfast
smart start cereal + soymilk
2 eggs

lunch
chicken salad wrap

dinner
hamburger

day 5 somebody unexpected showed up to town so i was more or less forced to go out and show the guy around. this basically meant an extra rest day for me, which was annoying and means i have to work extra hard tonight.

breakfast
2 eggs

lunch
large chicken caesar salad

dinner - went out to a chinese restaurant. can’t really say for sure what the calorie / quantity count is but probably consumed upwards of 1000 calories for sure.

went to a couple bars after but kept it to 3 beers, which in my mind is a vast improvement over the 10+ i probably would’ve consumed in my college days.

will continue update after workout…

ok day 6
woke up at around 1…man i love saturdays
lunch
20 chicken dumplings

snack
couple of chocolate truffles
handful of potato chips

dinner
half a grilled chicken sandwich on rye (still difficult to chew hard bread)

post workout
2 cups water, 1 cup whey protein

exercise
A1) 15 degree incline dumbell bench 40x14, 40x14, 45x12, 45x12, 50x10, 50x8
A2) dumbell preacher curl 15x12, 15x12, 20x10, 20x10, 25x8, 25x8

B1) seated overhead tricep extension: 35lbx14, 40lbx12, 45lbx10, 50lbx8
B2) single dumbell standing curl to military press 35x10, 40x10, 45x10, 50x10

C1) 15 degree incline seated curl: 15x12, 15x10, 15x8, 20x6
C2) 15 degree incline tricep extension: 30x12, 30x10, 30x8, 30x6

did a couple more sets than normal today and felt really good going into the run

0.5 mile warmup (7.5mph)

sprints x 8: 30 seconds at 10mph,6.0 elevation, 90 seconds at 7mph,0.0 elevation

1 mile cooldown (6.5mph)

weight 166

not sure if i’ve made any gains so far after about a week, gonna take a picture or two in the next few days. also will be tough to work out tomorrow with the super bowl and all but i will try to find time to get in there for at least an hour

what a crappy last couple of days, pats lost, then my computer broke. i am doing this on someone else’s so will have to be quick boom boom boom

day 7 - super bowl, no exercise, woke up at noon
lunch
sausage egg and cheese croissant

afternoon / dinner - really dropped the ball for the game…
2 large handful of chips
1 boston creme donut
1 large slice mushroom pizza
2 bottles beer
3 pieces fried chicken (drumstick)
2 chocolate chip cookies

just really nasty terrible food. i discovered fitday today and have suddenly come to the realization that even though i think i am eating fairly healthy sometimes i am still basically depositing garbage in my stomach.

day 8
breakfast
1 cup cream of wheat with spoonful of granola
1 hard boiled egg

lunch - italian day at the cafe
4 oz italian sausage
4 oz calamari salad
4 oz caesar salad
4 oz tortellini

dinner
large grilled salmon with slaw salad

post workout
1 cup whey protein, 2 cups water

exercise - tried doing a superset with three exercises instead of two…was breathing pretty hard afterwards

A1) 75 degree incline shoulder press 35x14, 35x14, 40x12, 40x12, 45x10, 45x10, 50x8, 50x6
A2) dumbell row 35x14, 35x14, 40x12, 40x12, 45x10, 45x10, 50x8, 50x8
A3) situps x30, x30, x30, x30, x30, x30, x30, x30

B1) standing dumbell curl to military press 30x12, 35x10, 40x10, 45x8
B2) 15 degree incline tricep extension: 30x12, 35x10, 40x10, 45x8

0.5 mile warmup (7.5mph)

sprints x 8: 30 seconds at 10mph,6.0 elevation, 90 seconds at 7mph,0.0 elevation

1 mile cooldown (6.5mph)

weight 167

looking in the mirror i actually feel like i’ve gotten fatter. think it’s what i’m eating? will take a body fat measurement and pictures soon.

day 9
breakfast
sausage egg and cheese croissant (this was before i discovered fitday…)

lunch
chicken salad wrap

afternoon
powerbar protein bar (23g protein)

dinner - went to a vegan restaurant with coworkers
half bowl rice
four pieces fried tofu
1 cup pad thai
1 cup tofu stir fry with bean sprouts

post workout (i’m assuming)
1 cup whey protein, 2 cups water

will update after exercising

[quote]lhook wrote:
haha xdime thanks for that, not looking to completely change my diet and remember i’m a ffb so gotta watch the calories, can’t bulk like everyone else…and to answer pennypacker, yes.

[/quote]

Just to let you know, if you havent picked up on it yet, diet is the most important part of training. Diet, rest and training are the essentials and must all be in place. A subpar diet will yield you sub par results. Building a good body is simple but not easy and takes sacrifice.

Im also a former fat boy, down over 65 pounds and just about seeing abs for the first time ever, and being spot on in my diet helped me gain mass while not putting on too much fat and has helped me cut down to show this muscle, diet will make you or break you.

exercise - did these fairly quickly because i was a little short on time

1 mile warmup (7.5 mph)

A1) 15 degree incline dumbell bench 40x14, 40x14, 45x12, 45x12, 50x10, 50x8
A2) dumbell preacher curl 15x12, 15x12, 20x10, 20x10, 25x8, 25x8

B1) explosive pushups, 8 inch elevation x20, x20, x20
B2) barbell curl, no weights x30, x30, x30

1 mile warmup (7.5mph)

sprints x 8: 30 seconds at 10mph,6.0 elevation, 90 seconds at 7mph,0.0 elevation

1 mile cooldown (6.5mph)

weight 168

couple of things:

  1. i may be putting on fat due to a combination of improper diet and drinking this protein shake (which has carbs) right before going to sleep…actually on second thought does the carbs before going to sleep thing make any real difference here?
  2. quickly read through the t-dawg diet article, gonna try to start eating a couple more meals tomorrow and pay closer attention to protein/carb/fat breakout. will update soon hopefully.

day 10
started tracking my food really closely today. first thing i noticed is how hard it is to not eat carbs. i bought a banana this morning but then after realizing it would be around 30g of carbs decided against eating it…i will definitely be needing those fiber tablets soon. second thing is…1.5 times your bodyweight in protein is a LOT of protein!! will be trying to find more protein rich/carb-deficient foods as the week goes on…

breakouts for foods calories/fat(g)/carb(g)/protein(g)

breakfast 355/24/5/29
2 eggs
2 sausage patties
1 sugar free red bull

lunch 391/8/42/30
5 pieces sushi
5 pieces raw salmon sashimi

afternoon 260/19/9/14
2 handfuls almonds
2 pieces chicken jerky

dinner - went out to a chinese restaurant, had very little of the rice and stuck mostly to the meats…couldn’t really count specific calories on this meal but will put the guess at 1000 calories/60g/30g/60g
3 pieces pork rib
3 pieces grilled chicken
large piece steamed fish
1 cup tofu

overall 2007/111/86/137

day 11
breakfast 355/24/5/29
2 eggs
2 sausage patties
1 sugar free red bull

lunch
2 cups spinach 150/8/14/11
1 cup mashed potato 162/1/37/4
1.5 cups (approx) cooked salmon 284/9/0/48
1 slice bread 53/1/10/2

afternoon
1 oz chicken jerky 70/3/4/9
1 oz roasted almonds 190/16/5/5

dinner
6 oz steamed cod 174/1/0/38
4 oz beef steak 326/20/0/35
2 pieces broiled chicken patty 246/12/5/28

post-workout
1 cup protein, 2 cups water 120/1/3/24

total 2262/101/98/236

exercise
A1) 15 degree incline dumbell bench 40x14, 40x14, 45x12, 45x12, 50x10, 50x8
A2) dumbell preacher curl 15x12, 15x12, 20x10, 20x10, 25x8, 25x8

B1) 1 foot elevated explosive pushups x20, x20, x20
B2) single dumbell standing curl to military press 35x10, 40x10, 45x10

0.5 mile warmup (7.5mph)

sprints x 8: 30 seconds at 10mph,6.0 elevation, 90 seconds at 7mph,0.0 elevation

1 mile cooldown (6.5mph)

[quote]lhook wrote:
day 11
breakfast 355/24/5/29
2 eggs
2 sausage patties
1 sugar free red bull

lunch
2 cups spinach 150/8/14/11
1 cup mashed potato 162/1/37/4
1.5 cups (approx) cooked salmon 284/9/0/48
1 slice bread 53/1/10/2

afternoon
1 oz chicken jerky 70/3/4/9
1 oz roasted almonds 190/16/5/5

dinner
6 oz steamed cod 174/1/0/38
4 oz beef steak 326/20/0/35
2 pieces broiled chicken patty 246/12/5/28

post-workout
1 cup protein, 2 cups water 120/1/3/24

total 2262/101/98/236

[/quote]

Quantity wise this is starting to look much better. It is a learning curve, but if you can get used to eating more in general and keeping track of your cals and macros breakdown it will start to get easier. Yeah finding enough good protein sometimes becomes monotonous…some days it seems like I live on chicken and fish lol! Just concerntarte on getting the basic quatities of P,F and C and then start to tweek it so it is more varied and tasty!

Oh yeah and don’t worry about the odd banana at this stage!

day 12, 13
two days where i did not have time to work out and pretty much let myself go in terms of nutrition…god weekends are tough, esp with people around. i would say both days i ate around 2500/150/120/100, more carbs than i would have liked and less protein than i would have liked.

day 14
closer to 2000/150/100/150 with some noodles in the morning and some sashimi at night. then the workout

A1) 15 degree incline dumbell bench 40x14, 40x14, 45x12, 45x12, 50x10, 50x8
A2) dumbell preacher curl 15x12, 15x12, 20x10, 20x10, 25x8, 25x8

B1) seated overhead tricep extension: 35lbx14, 40lbx12, 45lbx10, 50lbx8
B2) standing dumbell curl to military press 30x12, 35x10, 40x10, 45x8

C1) 15 degree incline tricep extension: 30x12, 35x10, 40x10
C2) barbell curl, no weights x30, x30, x30

weight 169

gotta get back on track tomorrow. lift and eat thanks for the encouraging words, will try to be more vigilant (on the weekends) moving forward.

day 15…i hate mondays

late for work…didn’t eat full breakfast, snacked on 2 oz roasted almonds in the morning 380/32/10/10

lunch
1 cup caesar salad 167/14/6/5
1 grilled chicken breast 246/12/5/28
1 1/4 lb hamburger w/ bun 447/22/32/27

dinner
24 oz raw fish sashimi 566/6/0/119

post-workout (presumably)
1 cup protein, 2 cups water 120/1/3/24

total 1947/87/61/215

more after the gym

needed to finish fairly quickly today since i got home somewhat late. spent much of the weekend in the office and didnt get great sleep last night so felt pretty tired going in…

didn’t do cardio yesterday and i just read the article about clusters, so i decided to try it out with military press and seated row. i expected to finish unable to move my upper body but was left disappointed…having only 50lbs to work with for this type of workout is an exercise in futility.

1 set military press warmup 35lbsx15
then (10-15 second rest between each set)

  1. military press 50x5, x5, x5, x5, x5
  2. seated row 50x5, x5, x5, x5, x5
    1 set cooldown (aka ego boosting) military press 35lbsx15

0.5 mile warmup (7.5mph)

sprints x 8: 30 seconds at 10mph,6.0 elevation, 90 seconds at 7mph,0.0 elevation

1 mile cooldown (6.5mph)

weight 166.

don’t know if it was the 3 day lay-off from running or the fact that my lifts weren’t as vigorous, but the cardio was way too easy. upping the elevation to 8.0 (from 6.0) next time i do it, which is the top difficulty setting on the treadmill. given limited time, after i master this setting, i’ll have to either manually configure the speeds to be faster or run with weight vests or something…but that’s further down the road

noticed something funny today…even though i’ve been lifting for awhile now and i spent a weekend somewhat abusing my body, after merely a week of diligent diet regimen, i seem to look leaner in the mirror. could just be the lack of sleep talking at this point, and the whole weight thing is obviously irrelevant unless there’s a body fat measure included with it, so hopefully in the next couple days i’ll come home early grab a tape measure and figure out whether i’ve been losing fat or muscle.