Pass to any parking garage is seriously priceless. I just payed yet another parking ticket, the parking patrol is fucking ruthless. Ode to something disturbing? blech. good luck.
find a picture of something disturbing - let it sink in and inspire you.
I had a similar project way back when and used self mutilation - being drawn to, the prettiness of the red lines, the pain and endorphines.
yeah it was fucked up.
sb- oh believe me, you’ll all hear how it goes. I figure i’ll just be ME loveable, sweet, charming me.
kk- im taking 2 summer classes in the 2nd five weeks. finals will be right around the time of my meet, then about a month off before fall quarter starts. i know, im out of my goddamned mind. shock value… im thinking about it.
lula- i am so scroogish with my speeding and such… i refuse to give any more money to the state of ohio. esp after the last incident in which i lost my license for 3 months. till they decided it wasnt REALLY my fault and deleted it from my bmv record.
n- i cant say im disturbed by much of that stuff. intrigues the fuck out of me, but disturbs? meh. not so much. maybe i’ll pick an eating disorder.
and i lifted both days. had an amazing weekend.
will post the video when it’s done uploading, but here’s the highlights-
few weeks ago i pulled 295. i thought that was a huge deal bc my best was 305. saturday i pulled 275x2, and then 315. Molly told me I can do it, and that I’m going to do it, so do it now here today. I think she just didnt wanna help me unload another plate. 
perfectly reasonable motivation on her part, i’d say.
I’m still pleased as punch with myself for finally doing that. I also made enough noise for Dave, Shelby, John, and the rest of the guys on the other side of the gym stop to look. I still made Dave watch the video. Pretty sure I made everyone watch the video. oh well.
today there were some floor presses and not much else. got to talking and never got back to lifting. oh well. imma get that shit done.
CALL ME BUTTER, IM ON A ROLL!!
Awesome stuff, Bear. You got another meet lined up?
WHOOO HOOO!!! Way to go! The 3 Plate Mind Fuck is over–now you’ll be plowing thru those prs–I have no doubt at all!!!
Right on!!
Nice job on the PRs Bear! 3 plates is a big milestone. I guess you’re closing in on double body weight too, huh?
I’m still coming for you though.
Cal- Aug 20th in Covington, Kentucky. Powerstation ProAm. WOOOOO!!!
brute- 3plate mindfuck for SURE! egad, im glad that part is over!
mim- smacked ur avatars butt!
bg- morning weight (pretty dry) at the gym on sat was 174 or 176, depending if the scale was on the concrete or mat. so I’ve gained abt 9lbs, which is good for how i look and feel, but pushing 2xbw anything a lil farther back. come and get me, bitch. :-p
aw man!
you made it to the 3 plate club before I did!!
very cool.
Love the vid - you made the 315 look easy. You definitely have more in you so I’m sure you’ll rock that meet. You also hold that 175lbs well. You’re about a half inch taller than I am but you’ve got nearly 20lbs on me (and I’m carrying some fat).
ya, your hawt.
That 315 was easy! What have you been waiting for?
n- yeah, but i’ll keep a seat warm for ya. wipes mouth
cal- as soon as i put it down i was upset i didnt try for another rep. sigh. i feel like i have more in me, and im DEFINITELY gonna leave it all on the platform when i get there.
mim- i guess ive been waiting for someone to tell me to do it? ha! who knows. but its here now, and i plan on it being shadowed sooner rather than later.
It’s not only bad for your back, it’ll make your uterus shoot out. That’s why you need a deadlifting suit. It keeps your uterus in. Seriously.
Nice pull.
How do you find the safety bar? I used one for the first time several weeks ago and found it hard as crap.
Bear, that was really good. The cockles of my heart were warmed by seeing those 3 plates go up, and go up pretty.
The video commentary-captions were hilarious! Was that Jason’s work?
Cbear: Awesome pulling and video! I love how you get to set up on the EFS logo.
AWESOME! You rock! CONGRATS!
o- its not the uterus im worried about, its the iud in the uterus. my uterus has a weapon!!
safety bar made me keep my upper back tight and drive my head back into the bar, rather than just looking back… or itd sit right on my cervical spine and owie. also made me sit back even more. hard as crap yes, but AWESOME!
kk- HA! it didnt feel pretty when i was holding it! captions and that video editing were all mine. its what i did instead of thoroughly preparing for my first day of class. damn procrastination.
nads- the shifty foot shit or that the logo is where it is? thats the better of the 2 platforms, and just having the logo there gives me a spot to focus on.
greeny- yay! thank yous!!
MUST cut out the latenight dicking around and asshatery. this quarter has to be on the ball.
Awesome vid, I love the quotes!
Also, I really appreciate the advice you leave in other logs and throughout the board. I don’t want to be all fan girl so I don’t always respond, but keep on dumping your brain out onto us. There are really helpful chunks in there.
So…my interwebz stalking skillz suck ass but I am a hell of a alarm clock!
Love little bear sleepy voice