Sexy pic! Nice ass!
nice ass.
I’ll admit it.
I’m an asshole.
I didn’t make gymtime a priority on wed, thurs, or today.
Not gonna make any excuses, I didn’t make the time and I didn’t go.
I think I’m gonna put up signs around the apt that say something subtle like, “GO TO THE FUCKING GYM!” bc that kind of OCD shit tickles me in a special way.
stories from work-
-last night (thurs) as I was leaving work I see a flash and hear an explosion… kids setting off fireworks at the adjacent gas station. Not bottle rockets, but real 4th of july type shit. I may or may not have squeeled tires to turn around and I may or may not have gone a little psycho on some kids before I got plate numbers and called the sheriff.
-the district manager and replacement for awesomeboss came in today for a visit. DM looks like the crypt keeper (cloudy, blue eyes and old lady ish thinning hair that has been styled and colored, yellow teeth. shes only prolly 40, 50 at the most), but we joke all the time abt stopping for a bourbon break. New Boss has just graduated pharmacy school and takes her last board exam next week. New Boss seemed overwhelmed, reasonable, and tired. no real feed.
It took me about a year to train Awesome Boss, and he was kinda stubborn. I’ll ask for his advice but my primary plan of action is to sit back, be as helpful as possible, and see if she notices all the shit that is being pulled in there.
lifting in the AM, goin to a wedding with Jas in the afternoon (in IN), work sunday morning. egad brain, its gonna be a long weekend. and a good one!
As someone who put the pro into procrastination, GO TO THE GYM RIGHT NOW!
Sounds like a full weekend–I’m looking forward to hearing about it.
FTR- I do this now bc i know i can recover. some day, i’ll be old(er) and less willing.
Saturday squatting @ EFS- Ted asked me who the fuck put on a Bear suit and was squatting for me, bc they looked better than they had in months. Molly said pefect. No, I didnt tape them. grrr.
Drove to Indianna for a wedding (one of Jason’s friends- he introduced the couple to each other!), changed at his parents house, beautiful ceremony and reception, changed into pants and drove back home so I could work 45 min away at 0945.
In 10.25 hours we filled a horrific 50 rx’s. horrifically LOW. such a long day. pleasant company though, so its all good! the drive home took only about 50 hrs, or so it felt. laid down and got hit by the NAP truck.
makin some hot dogs wrapped in crescent rolls and goin back to bed.
out of beer tonight.
sadface.
wow. great ass! and great hammies, too!
with the cat… i’ve heard (but i can’t quite remember) that there is something in cat piss that cats can smell even when it is cleaned up for humans. you can get some kind of spray… or there is something at home you can use (baking soda? can’t remember - sure google will know) that kills the smell for cats, too. but i guess it is kinda complicated if she isn’t returning to the same spot but finding new ones… i don’t know. hope it sorts out. can be hard living with pets when they do stuff like that.
Apparently Jason and I have similar taste in women.
Good call on the kitty situation.
Nice ass
Go to the fucking gym
buy more beer
that is all
muah
alright, alright, i went to the gym.
and i bought fruits and veggies. and cleaned out the fridge/freezer.
my fridge now has colors in it! been drinking more green tea, water with lime… less Monster, mt dew, pizza rolls, and beer.
sigh. giving the not smoking thing another go, also. i gots plans.
lifting at the local-
short on time again tonight so it was quickie volume type stuff, with pegg there to make me do it.
DAMN HIM!! and good thing he was there.
good mornings- bar x20, 65x 10 for 6 more sets… maybe 7. i lost count.
seated leg extension- 60lbs (? weird, old machine) x20, next set i asked pegg to drop it to 50 after the 11th rep and did 20 total. 2 more sets of 50 x20.
chinups- total of 20- 5, 4, 4, 4, 3. yikes. have not pulled my ass off the ground for awhile. need to change that.
done.
now, im having mac n cheese for dinner. STOP JUDGING ME.
All that sounds pretty good (well, aside from the mac n cheese, but nobody’s perfect). That’s a lot of good mornings.
Mmm. Mac n cheese is one of my absolute favorite foods. Do you make it from scratch and bake it with breadcrumbs please too? Oops, have invited myself over?
Hey get after that quitting smoking. Now’s a good time to add cardio too–Coughing and sputtering and dry heaving will be good for you. As will the endorphins. You need a substitute drug.
My husband quit chewing more than 10 years ago. Sometimes, but much less now, he still dreams of it. I’ve read (but am not sure if it is true) that Nicotine is as addictive as heroine and cocaine. Regardless, I’m pretty sure you have a date with hell.
cal- i still want bigger legs. 
nads- for you, love. for me. for anyone who gets it.
Just do it already. You are stronger than those stupid smelly cigarettes. (the patches really do help in the beginning and cost less than the gum) You can get the off brand ones at walmart or target and they are just the same.
DO. IT.
I bet you can even get em at a discount where you work even? Or sometimes if you go to your doc and say you wanna quit, they will prescribe you the patches. Least they do that here on base.
why cant you just smoke sometimes
All or nothing…least that’s how it is for me.
Good luck on the quitting smoking. I quit almost 5 years ago and still, every now and then, I get the sudden urge for the feel of nicotine hitting my lungs. I’ve never given in though. It’s probably because the reality, after 5 years would taste like shit and make me want to vomit.
For me, smoking was more of a routine. I smoked at certain times of the day. I could go all day at work without smoking and then do it when I got home. I started changing it up and it helped with quitting when I didn’t associate a certain time of day or activity with a smoke.
I also joined a gym for the first time in my life and look at the nonsense that shit led to. Like someone else said, find a substitute. It could even be something like doing some push ups when the urge hits.
i can’t smoke just sometimes bc i have an amazing ability to justify anything. in that case, theres not a big diff to me btwn once in awhile and every day. like saying you’re a virgin if you give blowjobs, get oral, and take it up the ass but just wont break your hymen.
i use the lozenges when i can tell myself that its just the drug i want, and that i want it, not NEED it. cherry. kinda not too bad. one of the girls i work with (sweetheart to the bone, not like the others) found out im making the effort again and saw that i was grumpy so she offered to buy me smokes, lozenges, monster, potato chips… “anything to keep Bear happy. really. just let me know. I dont wanna die.” HAHAHAHAHAHA.
o- at one point i quit for about a yearish… and i never wanted to smoke more than when i was drinking. not like i do all that much of that anymore outside of a beer or two, so that part is okay. but about the substitute… i found that sex does the trick. makes it a lil more complicated with as much as i’m working now.
yes, i lifted. light upper accessory stuff. realized how much work i can get done during the week if i stop trying to lift heavy and just go get shit done. i know, shouldnt be a newsflash. but it is.
big weekend!! no work, jason is in state, school starts monday, and I have a pass good for any campus parking garage.
stalked one of my 2 instructors… hes gay. which is fine, except that means my ass has nothing to do with my grade and i’ll have to actually write some fucking poetry. first assignment? an ode to something disturbing. srsly.
Don’t count yourself out with the prof. Many gay men still appreciate a nice ass when they see one. I used to get way more gay men admiring my ass than lesbians when I used to go out (so so long ago).
I figure you’ll stop smoking when you really, really want to. Hopefully that happens before you get a mouth “like a cat’s arsehole” in the words of Cal.
Actually I think that first poetry assignment is perfect for you. Go for shock value. How can school be starting already? Its still JULY for fucks sake.