I dont know if your realize tis but you gained almost 5 pounds since you started this log. THAT IS A LOT OF WEIGHT. i honestly cant see how, with your goals, that that amount of weight isnt acceptable for you.
I figure Ill chime in because im 19 and just started my first cycle of test 2 days ago.
Looking at how you train, the progress your making, and the weight your throwing around, you would fall smack in the middle of being a beginner in the gym. Sorry, but you are a beginner.
I completely understand your want to be bigger,stronger,faster (as the new movie is titled, which you ALL should see) but honestly you dont even want stronger or faster. And your getting the bigger right now - just look at the weight youve gained since you started eating. Before starting AAS, it would seem logical to me tbat you would have already known what it feels like to lay on the couch for most of the day because you want move from the amazing amount of food you just forced into your body and are fighting vomit. It would seem logical that you would squat, bench and deadlift (most important to me) a reasonable amount of weight, and not on a goddamn bench machine. c’mon bro, your benching on a fucking MACHINE. It would seem logical that you put the pain in both in the gym and in the kitchen, neither of which this log shows.
I think you should go ahead and inject that crazy ass 500 mg/ml (holy shit) into your body, AFTER you learn to eat and train. be that in the next month or by the time the were out of this damn war (a long time away, if you didnt catch that, ha).
The right of passage, to me at least, has very little to do with stats, as opposed to do with knowing how to train. Which you have Proved to all that you dont know.
No matter, I am interested as to how this cycle goes.
Go Move Some Big Weight, be it on gear or not…