[quote]Stronghold wrote:
[quote]SteelyD wrote:
It would be nice to get this thread back on track before Stronghold’s mom posts next.[/quote]
My mom isn’t in the T-Nation G+ group.[/quote]
Well, she’s certainly welcome anytime.
Srs.
Way to keep it positive and mature.
Where is James when we need him to put people back on time out for posting immature things?
I like how this thread is about to implode
The potential tears and butthurtness seem so delicious
[quote]detazathoth wrote:
I like how this thread is about to implode
The potential tears and butthurtness seem so delicious[/quote]
Man, your posts are pure gold haha
[quote]Stronghold wrote:
[quote]SteelyD wrote:
It would be nice to get this thread back on track before Stronghold’s mom posts next.[/quote]
My mom isn’t in the T-Nation G+ group.[/quote]
Oh knoez we have a mole!
[quote]Smashingweights wrote:
Way to keep it positive and mature.
Where is James when we need him to put people back on time out for posting immature things?[/quote]
Get off my yard you damn punk…
HT is going to come back and laugh at all of us for blowing a drunk post way out of proportion.
james
[quote]MattyXL wrote:
[quote]Stronghold wrote:
[quote]SteelyD wrote:
It would be nice to get this thread back on track before Stronghold’s mom posts next.[/quote]
My mom isn’t in the T-Nation G+ group.[/quote]
Oh knoez we have a mole!
[/quote]
HAAA!!! LOL.
I don’t type/say anything there that I won’t type/say anywhere
Fuck 'em if they can’t take a joke.
Heavy T - you ain’t still passed out from the bourbon I hope!!
[quote]atypical1 wrote:
[quote]Smashingweights wrote:
Way to keep it positive and mature.
Where is James when we need him to put people back on time out for posting immature things?[/quote]
Get off my yard you damn punk…
HT is going to come back and laugh at all of us for blowing a drunk post way out of proportion.
james
[/quote]
lol
I am sure he has ready read this and is LMFAO’ing
[quote]atypical1 wrote:
[quote]Smashingweights wrote:
Way to keep it positive and mature.
Where is James when we need him to put people back on time out for posting immature things?[/quote]
Get off my yard you damn punk…
HT is going to come back and laugh at all of us for blowing a drunk post way out of proportion.
james
[/quote]
this.
i have been under a lot of stress the last week. i have learned that it is not a great idea to divulge too much personal information on the internet, even among supposed “friends”, lets just say i have been through and still upcoming unresolved LIFE changing events, involving my marriage, kids, and career.
so take the post as it was , a ambien bourbon induced rant at 3am, an old man who is dieting down, struggling with a few unplanned days off where he is trying to adjust from a night shift to days shift schedule change.
for those who said i have “threatened to quit” x 2, please realize that i have no intentions of “quitting”. remember a part of that rant mentioned that i have been on a dieting leaning down phase for nearly a year, and lost over 50lbs before SH and Z even got involved.
i by accident got the opportunity to have some accomplished Professionals help me out and I of course took it.
besides the stress, i think now that i have had a few hours of uninterrupted sleep(first in days) is how i keep getting referred to as “fat”
come on guys,
am i contest ready, HELL NO
am i “shredded”, “ripped” of course NOT.
am i “FAT” ? NO>
nobody in real life who sees me thinks i am fat.
i only get comments about i must be a “bodybuilder” ( i know, lol, lay people)
or I am “buff” etc.
now that should not bother me according to some of you, but as a bullied short fat kid growing up in the south east with immigrant illiterate parents, i have , um issues, which makes me more sensitive than most to being called “fat”
as an athlete, i did not care as much, my accomplishments on the platform and field meant everything to me, now as i am an old ex-meathead/jock ( as my nephew says) i am much more concerned with appearance and health,
so sue me.
more pics and measurements and daily weights to come in tomorrow.
[quote]Smashingweights wrote:
[quote]atypical1 wrote:
[quote]Smashingweights wrote:
Way to keep it positive and mature.
Where is James when we need him to put people back on time out for posting immature things?[/quote]
Get off my yard you damn punk…
HT is going to come back and laugh at all of us for blowing a drunk post way out of proportion.
james
[/quote]
lol
I am sure he has ready read this and is LMFAO’ing
[/quote]
just a little, i did not think that many people could give a fuck, but seriously, no sarcasm, it is somewhat flattering, thanks for the support and otherwise interest, negative or positive, everybody!
[quote]Smashingweights wrote:
[quote]Chushin wrote:
[quote]csulli wrote:
[quote]ryanbCXG wrote:
The whining and feeling like ppl are attacking him and saying I am doing this for this thread indicates lack of internal drive to me[/quote]
Um… I don’t dislike you friendo, but get real lol. You and I are roughly the same age. Heavythrower has competed with metric shit tons of internal drive for longer than you or I have even been alive.[/quote]
You are way to sensible and mature for your age.[/quote]
What does “competed with metric shit tons of internal drive for longer than you or I have been alive” have to do with this current dieting situation?
Look, I like HT and think he is a good guy but lets get real here.
HT is getting a pass for his apparent defeatist attitude in this thread because he is well “known” on this site and is liked.
If any new comer here was posting what HT posted he would not be getting a pass.
HT can do this and he’s obviously have a tough go at this.
It’s new and it’s hard, that’s to be expected.
Supporting HT in this quest is one thing, questing/calling out his coaches is another.
I support you HT.
I know you can do this.
You’ve done tougher things in life than this diet.
You got this if you apply yourself in this endeavor the same way you applied yourself for your Highland Games training and your nursing.
You have the drive, you have the determination.
I’m sure you delt with shit and nay Sayers while doing those things.
Deal with them again.
Keep going big man.[/quote]
thanks man, if i could get to your level, i would be happy, really, what are your stats btw? height? weight?
[quote]infinite_shore wrote:
You really should take better pictures for this thing to actually work optimally. That means taking pictures of the same type of poses (Zraw wants to have front + back relaxed) under the same conditions (same background, same camera distance, same lights, etc.).
No excuses, just do it. You will be glad to have done that later on.
Otherwise, you are doing fine.[/quote]
distance from mirror maybe not exact, but it is obvious if you look, i am taking pics from the same room , mirror, etc, at the same, time, in the afternoon between 3-5 pm, when i wake up for work,
that being said, i understand what you and Z are saying, and will try to do better.
serious question for Z,
i have an opportunity (not going to discuss the reasons why) to increase my GH dose to maybe 3.5 iu a day.(from 2) is this a good idea or should i stay where i am?
Honestly man im still not sure what the fuck are you seeing thats negative
No one said you were fat or a fat fuck
What was said is you still got a good number of fat to lose to see visual changes
If you want me and others to tell you that ull look awesome at 200 we can, but then what?
If you cant deal with an objective reality seriously… I dont even…
[quote]heavythrower wrote:
serious question for Z,
i have an opportunity (not going to discuss the reasons why) to increase my GH dose to maybe 3.5 iu a day.(from 2) is this a good idea or should i stay where i am?
[/quote]
Honestly…use as much as you can lol
I love ambien and bourbon
[quote]heavythrower wrote:
[quote]Smashingweights wrote:
[quote]Chushin wrote:
[quote]csulli wrote:
[quote]ryanbCXG wrote:
The whining and feeling like ppl are attacking him and saying I am doing this for this thread indicates lack of internal drive to me[/quote]
Um… I don’t dislike you friendo, but get real lol. You and I are roughly the same age. Heavythrower has competed with metric shit tons of internal drive for longer than you or I have even been alive.[/quote]
You are way to sensible and mature for your age.[/quote]
What does “competed with metric shit tons of internal drive for longer than you or I have been alive” have to do with this current dieting situation?
Look, I like HT and think he is a good guy but lets get real here.
HT is getting a pass for his apparent defeatist attitude in this thread because he is well “known” on this site and is liked.
If any new comer here was posting what HT posted he would not be getting a pass.
HT can do this and he’s obviously have a tough go at this.
It’s new and it’s hard, that’s to be expected.
Supporting HT in this quest is one thing, questing/calling out his coaches is another.
I support you HT.
I know you can do this.
You’ve done tougher things in life than this diet.
You got this if you apply yourself in this endeavor the same way you applied yourself for your Highland Games training and your nursing.
You have the drive, you have the determination.
I’m sure you delt with shit and nay Sayers while doing those things.
Deal with them again.
Keep going big man.[/quote]
thanks man, if i could get to your level, i would be happy, really, what are your stats btw? height? weight?
[/quote]
Keep it going big guy, you’ll hit your goals.
My avatar is around 230 pounds. I’m 6’1.
thanks matty, lol glad i am not the only one.
[quote]heavythrower wrote:
serious question for Z,
i have an opportunity (not going to discuss the reasons why) to increase my GH dose to maybe 3.5 iu a day.(from 2) is this a good idea or should i stay where i am?
[/quote]
UTD!!!
Or inject everything you have and then tell your doctor that you got mugged you and stole it 
[quote]Smashingweights wrote:
[quote]heavythrower wrote:
[quote]Smashingweights wrote:
[quote]Chushin wrote:
[quote]csulli wrote:
[quote]ryanbCXG wrote:
The whining and feeling like ppl are attacking him and saying I am doing this for this thread indicates lack of internal drive to me[/quote]
Um… I don’t dislike you friendo, but get real lol. You and I are roughly the same age. Heavythrower has competed with metric shit tons of internal drive for longer than you or I have even been alive.[/quote]
You are way to sensible and mature for your age.[/quote]
What does “competed with metric shit tons of internal drive for longer than you or I have been alive” have to do with this current dieting situation?
Look, I like HT and think he is a good guy but lets get real here.
HT is getting a pass for his apparent defeatist attitude in this thread because he is well “known” on this site and is liked.
If any new comer here was posting what HT posted he would not be getting a pass.
HT can do this and he’s obviously have a tough go at this.
It’s new and it’s hard, that’s to be expected.
Supporting HT in this quest is one thing, questing/calling out his coaches is another.
I support you HT.
I know you can do this.
You’ve done tougher things in life than this diet.
You got this if you apply yourself in this endeavor the same way you applied yourself for your Highland Games training and your nursing.
You have the drive, you have the determination.
I’m sure you delt with shit and nay Sayers while doing those things.
Deal with them again.
Keep going big man.[/quote]
thanks man, if i could get to your level, i would be happy, really, what are your stats btw? height? weight?
[/quote]
Keep it going big guy, you’ll hit your goals.
My avatar is around 230 pounds. I’m 6’1.[/quote]
jesus your tall. that explains it, i am chubby at least at 230, your jacked.