It is a difficult nut to crack indeed.
First of all, I do not believe that TRT inherently “gives you ED”, as in: Injecting the hormone testosterone, will kill ur libido, period!
However, as we can see, many (including myself) suffer shit libido and/or ED when we start test.
So something is going on.
I do not believe that testosterone fucks up libido for majority, of even most people.
I live in the northern parts of a scandinavian country, many guys here in the gyms are pure powerlifters/strong men with all that comes with it. That is:
usually naturally “big” guys
beard
laughing a alot
loud
happy go lucky
nothing seem to bother them too much
Most of them use a shit ton of test and dbol.
What you commonly hear is: “Oh yeah I upped my test … my wife is complaining again”. “I just cant deal with this sex drive”, “I cant think of nothing else no more…”
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IE: Testosterone do INDEED, for most guys, increase sexdrive, it is uncommon for it to KILL sexdrive.
Testosterone as a hormone should NOT NOT NOT KILL UR SEXDRIVE, if your sexdrive goes to shit on test, something is WRONG.
Now …
What is wrong?
Low shbg?
Too high androgens compared to estrogens?
Too high estrogens compared to androgens?
Too little/too much DHT?
Bad injection frequency for that particular individual?
There are a million things that could be the cause. Maybe is the cause … might be the cause!
What is NOT THE CAUSE IS:
Not enough lemon juice
Not getting 8+ hours of sleep
Vitamine B being out of stock
“Performance anxiety”
… Ofcourse, given if libido was good/normal BEFORE test.
When I jumped on TRT, my test was low AND my estrogen was low. YET STILL my libido was pretty good.
Why?
Is it “okay” to have low estrogen if your test is also low?
Does the problem start if u increase test and u dont aromatise enough?
DO YOU AROMATISE TOO MUCH?
Do you drive shbg too low causing things to get messed up?
… But if low shbg is the problem … how come literally all bodybuilders/powerlifters who are on tons of gear, and most likely have SHBG in the gutter … usually have little to none problems?
What if testosterone increase some other shit in your brain that makes ur brain freak out?
Could it be that testosteorne increase shit like norepinephrine too much that temporarily - during the state of high testosterone - essentially removes the brain focus on reproduction and puts it in increase attention/fight mode?
Could it be that the convertion to estrogen increase serotonin too much which in turn - for this individual - decreases/kills libido?
I do remember when I was around 20 years old and my natty T levels wasnt screwed up yet and they were pretty good/high,
… aswell as libido…
When I used some pre work outs with tons of stims in it, it killed my libido temporarily cause of too much fuck all neurotransmitters firing off, I had ZERO interest in sex - during the time I had the pwo shit in my body.
I remember when I tried “5 HTP” many years ago, that is supposed to increase serotonin … it killed my libido when I used it, so i stopped.
Again … with perfectly normal/good T levels with a good natural balance of testosterone to estrogen (given I had great libido when not using these stims/tabs/whatever).
Sooooo what gives?
It could be many different reasons that is a result of the test injections: Again, too much serotonin? Too much norablabla? Too much this, too much that!?
But it IS hormones/neurochemistry, it is NOT the fact u forgot to eat ur eggs for this week or you slept too little.
What I do know is this:
It can be solved, for most (or all) of us, we just have to find that perfect “balance” - Frequency? More AI/less AI? Estrogen patches? More T, less T, change to IM, change to subQ, SOMETHING, the solution is out there!
How do I know? Cause ive been hopeless for years and I literally thought my libido was dead forever … but now it works great again … well, atleast temporarily when using this dosage and other shit.
So it is hormones, you just have to find what works for you.
Uh end of rambling