[quote]PeteS wrote:
On the job front got second hand confirmation that the company I been courting/had been courting me will most likely hire me pending budget stats. Another company started converstation with me, one in Northern Illinois. Close to the wife’s family, and there is a great gym with people i have trained with there. Actually, I told my wife about their follow up with me, and she said ‘That would be so cool,’ and I said ‘Yeah, I wouldn’t even have to look for a monolift.’ She thought I missed the point of her being back home. Actually I did, but I played it cool. ‘Yeah, we can live closer to your family…’
The anxiety sucks though. Once the baby comes, and the wife is on leave, the funds will be even more drastically reduced. We will make it, but shit, still scares me.
That being said my bond with my 3 year old over the last several months has grown so, so strong. Our communication is so sychronized now, our understanding of each other so, so easy. I feel blessed, and I have never been a religious man, or much of one. He amazes me with his intellect, his conversation is amazing, except when he is trying to flirt with the fitness chicks I know at the gym, that swoon over him: suddenly he becomes a little tongue tied goof ball. Wonder where he gets that from.
Yesterday we went to the coffee shop by the house, where we buy our xmas tree every year. They have a tattoo shop and a garden shop connected. Got him a blueberry muffin, myself and iced coffee. After we were done we wandered around looking at the cool statues and carvings they have, all done by local artists. And I mean local as in living in the 2 mile radius. As we were walking back to my truck we were passing by a bench they had out. My 3.5 year old says:
“Dad, lets sit down here on the bench for a little while, I want to talk to you about the bad dreams I have sometimes.”
That, quoted verbatim, blew me away. Just amazed me. And made me appreciate the time I have with him so much. Wish to god finances weren’t an issue, and could live like that care free with him every day. [/quote]
This is what I’m talkin about. Good for you.