[quote]brute_fury wrote:
thanks everyoen!! i am inlvoe with my bd…ohh…such a good investment.
well, as i’m sitting here I’m still feeling banged up and considering my options.
I have no idea what exactly i did to my back.
and i have no idea when it will be back to normal. I am afraid to mess with it too much, since it feels like one of those temperamental injuries. Realizing this it makes me sad–very sad! and unsure if i’m going to be able to compete in July 
I’ve been looking forward do this for months!!! And have been training pretty much balls out since the last meet to do this!! Its meant so much to me!!! But i don’t know were my body will be by then, and its a month away
i had a near low enough 300 sqaut! and a few days ago i failed a 265…and hurt about it afterwards 
SO I decided to just play it by ear. I have until the first i think to register, so we’ll see how that goes. If i can’t get a decent workout in, then i don’t think I’ll do it
i can’t afford it financially and i don’t want to get hurt even more–because i will try my hardest and i have no doubt i’d do something stupid and too taxing.
I’ve worked so hard too to get rid of this extra damm weight!! blah!! But at least i have been able to do that. I’ve dropped about ten pounds now, which sounds like not much but i’m telling you the hardest part was the binging that i had curbed–and in all honesty it was for the weight class.
it was such a big deal for me and the entire reason i started cutting was for this meet.
BLWAHH!!!
But i don’t know where i’ll be injury wise!! 
so i’m going to just chill…continue the reduced cals…and try and listen to my body’s cues. i can still exercise, but the weights are not happening right now. i can bench, i can do arm stuff, pushups, body weight crap, but my bakc is not cooperating. I would be very very surprised if i could pull of a recovery in time . FUCK.[/quote]
Hey brute - I think the entries have to be postmarked by the 1st but if you talk to the guys at RLMC (Dan) you may be able to hand deliver later.
rest up, heal up!