Wow, I can’t believe it’s been a couple days since I’ve posted in here- I’m really slacking. There has been way too much going on lately and I’m ready to settle back in to a routine. I’m off call tomorrow which should open up some time after work, and I will have a full weekend at home with no plans coming up… Finally.
I’m not trying to turn this into a personal journal/venting space, but my job has been having influence on my life/lifting lately and I’m not feeling too great about it. It might just be recovering from the complete burnout of the past 3 years, or me coming to the realization that I am not built for the corporate world, but I’m falling out of love with my job. It’s been 9 months since I’ve moved to the new company and I find myself reluctantly dragging myself out of bed every morning and just going through the motions. I liked being my own boss before the changeover, and I liked the more personal connections I had with customers. It’s been difficult to stay motivated in anything when 1/3-1/2 of my day is spent doing something, deep down, I know I don’t enjoy anymore.



