As I come full circle to the end of 1 full year of beat your fucking ass hardcore training… what can I say?
I can say I did it, I can say I beat my ass, I got into the best shape of my life…
However…
I am not finished. I am going to be working just as hard as I transition into the first year of the rest of my newly developed life.
I am constantly surrounded by those who are looking to lose weight, gain muscle, compete, etc. but I find the true issue is not identifying goals… but drive, determination, and will-power.
Sure, who doesn’t like to get fucked up and hit on girls that need a couple drinks to look just right?
Who doesn’t like sitting on their ass playing Gears of War 2 for 6 hours straight?
The question is, who is willing to settle for average or piss poor results because they wanted to up their gamer score, watch Superbad for the 50th time, or eat a “Family Size” bag of Dorito’s as a mid-day ‘snack’.
I have always been the fat kid, I always thought it was too hard, too much work, and never going to happen for me… I was convinced that if the people around me who were training never seemed to get noticeably bigger or stronger how was the fat kid going to lose any weight?
Now that I’m deep into my journey I see that it really isn’t difficult if you have the drive to achieve your goals and are serious about changing your life, not just your body.
My pictures have been up in a number of logs, but when I went back to the start to find a picture comparison for my personal log, I was fucking shocked.
I knew I had lost weight and gained some strength… but I never expected a before and after like this…
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Putting the picutres side by side really shows the magnitude of my power over self… and the fortitude I’ve had to take charge of my life.
Here’s to not being a whiny bitch, here’s to achieving the possible, here’s to 2009.
PS: Fuck you if it’s too early for you to be reading a Last Look on 2008