[quote]wdtorque wrote:
Wakiki;
Way to go! Keep up the good work. I remember being sick and tired of shakes, and I remember loving them, cycled for me. It is easy to look down on others, Kris Kristofferson had a great song about this, and I know the diet can make you “tough” but manage yourself, your time and thoughts for positive things. It is what you are doing, something amazing for yourself. Again, congrats![/quote]
Day 20
NEPA treadmill walk, 60 minutes at 3.5 MPH.
wdtorque-
You are right, it is indeed easy to look down on others. And I accept that criticism, because I agree that it’s wrong. I do know just how easy it is to give in to bad foods, I know how strong the temptation is sometimes, and the strength required to do the right thing.
This morning I proctored an exam for a class of high school kids, to make a few bucks. The smell of the pastries they were eating for breakfast - particularly, the ones with cherries in middle - was evil.
Later I made my weekly grocery store trip to pick up my lean beef, broccoli, cauliflower, and apple for the weekly solid meal - a ritual I look forward to all week.
In the store, seeing certain foods made me almost go insane with craving. I wanted to rip into the packages right there, on the spot. Particularly, assortments of dried fruits and nuts, and for some reason, chocolate wafers.
Now, this diet is supposed to “reset” your desires for “bad” foods, but being three weeks in, I am becoming convinced that this varies greatly among people. I still have the desire to eat most of my favorite “bad” foods, although the discipline and mental toughness which I am proving to myself on this diet makes me more confident in my ability to resist those temptations.
However, I don’t think that the temptations actually disappear. I don’t think that the point will ever come where I pass by freshly baked chocolate chip peanut butter cookies, for instance, and do NOT feel tempted. However, thanks to this diet I may be more inclined to resist the temptation and move on.
At the end of the day, I guess that’s what sets us apart - the strength to sacrifice, to give up comforts on a daily basis in order to doggedly and persistently pursue our goals, and to prove ourselves to ourselves.
Whether it is pressing on even though you are tired and sore, resisting foods, giving up activities to get enough sleep, sacrificing extra expenses and finding a way to afford quality food and supplements.. it’s that effort which sets us apart. Which so many people could never appreciate and understand.
Took a bath today, (sorry if TMI) and the reality of the changes I saw started to sink in - as someone on the board here said, the mind is catching up to the body in its perception of the body.