Vanilla Gorilla Log

5.7.13

WU: quick 6, agile 8

WO:
Bench: 45x10, 135x5, 190x5, 225x4x2, 265x3x2, 280x3x5
Squat: 45x5, 135x5, 225x5, 270x5, 320x5x2, 375x5x5
Bench: 190x6, 225x6x2, 245x6x4
Machine Fly: 240x10x3, 230x10x2
GM: 205x5x5

Diet: shit again. I went out and got wings last night. I might have to give those up permanently, which makes me sad. I felt like shit today

Comment: Started shieko 37 today. Everything felt fast. By the last set of bench I was a little tired of doing them, but I just need to work on perfect form and killing the weight. I took the squats with a wider stance and felt fast. My flip camera died on me, so I need to use my phone to record these. I was exhausted throughout the workout. I had trouble sleeping last night due to anxiety, I started thinking about my boards which was stupid. I felt like I was going to throw up throughout the workout because of the shit I ate last night. I need to be smarter about my diet and I need to take care of my body over these next three weeks.

Thankful: for friends perspectives

Thought: Don’t judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant. -Robert Louis Stevenson

God bless, vigilance
DF

5.9.13

WU: quick 6, agile 8

WO:
Deads convo: 135x5, 225x5, 295x5, 355x5x2, 415x4x2, 445x3x4
Incline bench: 135x10, 185x5, 225x4x6
Dips: bw x 10x5
Deads from rack: 225x5, 295x5, 355x5x2, 415x4x2, 475x3x4
DB lunge: 65x5x5
Standing abs: 130x10x5

Diet: been alright

Comment: today I started later because today’s a study day. Intensity was alright and I got through the workout ok. Wasn’t feeling awesome. Need to have a great study day. Didn’t have the best practice test yesterday. I just need to keep working and I need to stay positive.

Thankful: for my girlfriends support

Thought: Everything we hear is an opinion, not a fact. Everything we see is a perspective, not the truth. -Marcus Aurelius

God bless, vigilance
DF

5.11.13

WU: quick 6, agile 8

WO:
Bench: 45x10, 135x10, 190x7, 205x6, 225x5, 245x4, 265x3x2, 280x2x2, 265x3x2, 245x4, 225x6, 205x8, 190x10
Machine fly: 240x10x5
Squat: 45x10, 135x5, 225x5, 270x5, 320x4x2, 375x3x2, 405x3x5
French Press: 70x10x5
Front squat: 135x5, 225x3x5
GM: 205x5x5

Diet: been alright, weighing 218

Comment: Bench felt great, squats were crap. I’ve been working on mobility and recording my squats. I still need to work on sitting down and not back. I’m working on breaking bad habits and correcting form. I just need to go in and kill my workouts when I can. My anxiety is starting to impact my sleep, so I need to work on meditating and praying more throughout the day and increasing my let down period before bed.

Thankful: for seeing old friends

Thought: Discipline is the bridge between goals and accomplishment. -Jim Rohn

God bless, vigilance
DF

5.12.13

WO:

OHP: 45x10, 95x10, 115x10, 135x10, 155x7x3, 135x10
Lat pull down: 160x10, 180x10, 200x10x5
200m fast run: x8

Serrano Press: 12x 10x3
Swimmer: 10x9x2
Front Squat: 135x5x2, 185x5x3

DB curl: 40x20x3
JM press DB: 60x10x3
Face pull: 50x20x3
Split squat: bw x 20x3

TRx squat: bw x 20x3
TRX curl: 10x3
TRX tri: 10x3

Diet: was alright yesterday

Comment: passed out early last night. still stressed, but I got to see some friends from college yesterday which was nice. Need to have a great study day today. Two and a half weeks until boards.

Thankful: for my mom

Thought: The family is one of nature’s masterpieces. -George Santayana

God bless, vigilance
Df

5.14.13

WU: quick 6, agile 8

WO:
Squat: 45x5, 135x5, 225x5, 275x5, 320x4x2, 375x3x2, 430x2x5
Bench: 135x5, 190x5, 225x4, 265x3x2, 300x2x6
Machine Fly: 240x10x5
Push ups: 10x5
Squat: 135x5, 225x5, 295x3, 350x3, 405x3x4
GM: 205x5x5
Cable chops: 10x5

Diet: been clean

Comment: Today was a long ass workout. I got in a little early and it took me a while to finish. I’m pretty beat right now. Stress has leveled out and I’ve been sleeping a little better. Just need to keep pushing forward every day and do my best. I’ve been working on the squat form, trying to get as deep as possible. I’ve been driving my knees out and I feel like it’s helped. I need to keep working on my knees and sitting down, but I feel like it’s getting better.

Thankful: for caffeine

Thought: Most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be. -Abraham Lincoln

God bless, vigilance
DF

5.16.13

WU: ran 200m, quick 6, agile 8

WO:
Dead to knee: 135x5, 225x5, 295x4, 355x4x2, 415x4x4
Bench: 135x10, 225x5x2, 265x4x5
Machine fly: 240x10x5
Deads: 225x5, 295x4, 355x4, 415x3x2, 445x3x5
DB lunge: 65x5x5
Lat pull down: 200x10x3
Face pull: 50x15x3
Standing abs: 140x10x3

Diet: been good, haven’t eaten much today

Comment: Had to go in later today. We had a mock board test today. I started testing around 8am and I got out at 2:30pm. 400 questions and it was a shitty representation. It’s potentially my last day at school and that makes me happy. I have my boards in 2 weeks and I’m feeling alright about them. These two years of medical school have been the most mentally challenging thing I’ve put myself through by far. After the test went in still kind of on a sympathetic high. Started to get pretty drained towards the end, but got through it alright. I’m excited to take my boards and get through this portion of my life. I’m excited to get in the clinic and actually interact with other people. And I’ll be back in the greatest state in the union, Ohio. Probably going to take it easy the rest of the night and just read.

Thankful: for making it through this part of the journey

Thought: All generalizations are false, including this one. -Mark Twain

God bless, vigilance
DF

5.18.13

WU: quick 6, agile 8

WO:
Squat: 135x5x2, 225x5x2, 275x5, 320x4, 375x3x2, 405x3x6
Bench: 135x5, 190x6, 225x5, 265x4x2, 280x3x2, 300x2x2, 280x4, 265x5, 225x6, 190x8
Machine fly: 245x10x5
Tri push down: 140x10x5
Squat: 225x5, 295x3, 350x3, 405x2x4
GM: 205x5x5

Yoga

Diet: not too good

Comment: Today’s workout was tough. The volume is pretty taxing. I never feel like the weight is super heavy, I just feel tired. I felt fine not having the full two days rest. I need to continue working on my squat form. Mentally I’m broke right now. I smoked the mock board, but the people running the pre clinical review sent me an email saying to take another one. It crushed my soul and pissed me off. I’ve been super negative and I need to turn that around. I just need to get through the next ten days and move on with my life. I’ve been in some dark places mentally before, but this time it’s a different feel. I’m not depressed, I’m just pissed and tired. I need to make sure I take time to clear my mind and focus on what I can control.

Thankful: for support from my girlfriend

Thought: Nothing in this world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated failures. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. -Calvin Coolidge

God bless, vigilance
DF

5.21.13

WU: quick 6, agile 8

WO:
Squat: 45x5, 135x5, 225x5, 275x5, 320x4x2, 370x3x2, 430x3x5
Bench: 45x5, 135x5, 190x5, 225x4, 265x3x2, 300x3x5
Machine fly: 245x10x5
push ups: 10x5
Squat: 135x5, 225x5, 270x5, 320x5, 375x5x5
standing abs: 140x10x3

Diet: been good

Comment: well today got weird. I would say the volume is pretty high. My hips feel like shit. This program is challenging my mental toughness. Speaking of my mind, I’m locked in right now and it’s getting weird. My roommate left last Thursday and I’ve been studying in isolation for about 12-15 hours a day. I think I’m starting to lose my mind. My boards are in 8 days and I just need to keep crankin. I’ve decided I’m going to Columbus late Thursday night. That way I still can get a full day in. I need to be around people, plus it’s my anniversary so I thought it would be nice to actually see my girlfriend that day. Back to the books.

Thankful: for eggs

Thought: Expect problems and eat them for breakfast. -Alfred A. Montapert

God bless, vigilance
DF

5.23.13

WU: quick 6, agile 8

WO:
Dead to knees: 135x5, 225x5, 295x5, 355x4, 415x4x2, 445x4x4
Bench: 45x5, 135x10, 190x6, 225x5, 265x4x2, 280x3x2, 300x2x2, 280x3x2, 265x4, 245x5, 225x6, 205x7, 190x8
Machine fly: 255x10x5
Deads from rack: 225x5, 315x5, 355x5, 415x5x2, 475x4x4
DB lunge: 65x5x5
SB hypers: 10x5
Reverse crunch: 10x5

Diet: been good lately

Comment: Another long workout. I got through it alright and felt pretty good. My hands feel like shit from all the pulls. My ass keeps coming up on the bench and it pisses me off. My form is shit. I saw that Clint Darden was doing a video review special so I decided to do it. So I’ve been recording the first and last workset and I’m going to put together a video and have him review it. I’m hoping to get some good tips out of it because I feel like I’m in a rut and my form is dog shit on pretty much every lift. I’m excited to get home. I’m driving home late tonight. I started packing up all my shit last night and that made me anxious. Studying is going well. I’m within a week of the test and I’m feeling pretty good. I just need to keep grinding and do my best and I think I’ll be fine.

Thankful: for my dad

Thought: The best revenge is to be unlike him who performed the injury. -Marcus Aurelius

God bless, vigilance
DF

5.25.13

WU: not shit

WO:
Bench: 45x10, 135x5, 190x5, 225x4, 265x3x2, 300x2x5
Squat: 45x5x2, 135x5x2, 225x5, 275x5, 320x5, 375x5x2, 405x4x5
Bench: 135x5, 190x6, 225x6x2, 245x6x4
Machine fly: 200x10x5
SS GM: 135x5, 185x5x5
Hanging leg raise: 2x10

Diet: been really good

Comment: woke up late. disappointed me because I need to get my study hours in. Went to my old gym and had a pretty good lift. The squats felt alright, I felt like my low and upper back were what was worked today. My legs felt fine. The bench was flying.

Thankful: for getting to see my families

Thought: You may delay, but time will not. -Benjamin Franklin

God bless, vigilance
DF

5.28.13

WO:
Squat: 135x5x2, 225x5, 275x5, 320x4, 375x3x2, 430x3x2, 455x2x3
Bench: 45x10, 135x10, 190x5, 225x4, 265x3x2, 300x3x5
Squat: 225x5, 275x5, 320x4, 375x3x2, 430x2x4

Diet: been clean the past couple days

Sleep: got 7 hours of shitty sleep

Comment: Today was a tough day. I went to my girlfriends gym and it’s pretty shitty. The workout was long and I was moving slow. I didn’t get any accessory work in. I’m taking my boards tomorrow. I’m taking it light on the studying today, just doing some flash cards and reviewing high yield stuff. I’m very anxious and nervous. I’ve busted my ass these first two years and now it’s time to perform. I started to panic a little yesterday, which carried over into my sleep. I need to have confidence in the work I’ve put in. It’s been a long journey and now it’s time to fuck this test up and move on. I’m excited because I’m going out and training with my old strength coach on Thursday and then my old training partners on Friday. As for the lift, I’ve been leaning forward on the squats, which is rediculous and my bench form was shit as well. Not the best day. But I like recording the lifts and seeing where I’m weak.

Thankful: for those who died fighting for the American ideal

Thought: Experience: that most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God do you learn. -C. S. Lewis

See you on the other side
God bless, vigilance
DF

5.30.13

WO:
Snatch: worked up to 165 for a couple doubles
Axel bar clean and press: worked up to 235 for a double
Log clean and press: worked up to 205 for a single

5.31.13

WU: dynamic warm up

Bench: 45x10, 135x5, 190x5, 225x4, 265x3x2, 300x3x2, 315x2x3
Deads: 135x5, 225x5, 295x4, 355x4, 415x3x2, 475x2
Bench: 205x5, 245x5, 280x4x4

Diet: been poor

Sleep: got 6.5 hours last night

Comment: Had my boards on Wednesday. I felt pretty good about how it went. Lots of micro, not a lot of pharm, which was good for me. I’m thankful that these 6 months of hell are over with, and now I can move on to the hospital. Went out for some drinks Wednesday night to celebrate and my alcohol tolerance is at an all time low. Thursday was relaxed. Went out to Denison because my old strength coach got a job with EliteFTS as their education director. The lift was shitty and I didn’t get to talk to my old intern friends a lot, which was disappointing. A lot of them are into the O lifts now so I embarrassed myself trying those for a while. Went in this morning to train with my old training partners and my back and traps were off from lifting yesterday. I had to cut the deads short because my low back was off and I don’t feel like messing it up. It’s going to be a long couple of days driving up to Erie and moving to Youngstown tomorrow. I’m hoping to find a gym and train on Sunday. I hope being around people will bring back my old personality. I feel like an old, dry ass man.

Thankful: for making it through boards, seeing family, and spending time with old friends

Thought: The years teach much which the days never know. -Ralph Waldo Emerson

God bless, vigilance
DF

6.2.13

WO:
Squat: 135x5x2, 225x5x2, 275x3, 315x3, 365x3, 405x3, 435x3, 455x2, 455x1, 405x5
Dips: 20x25, bw x 10, 20x18, bw x 10
Football bar tris and bis: 130x20x3
Face pulls

Diet: been poor
Sleep: 7 hours

Comment: Got through boards, I’ve been moving the past three days and that’s sucked. I got into Youngstown yesterday and I start rotations tomorrow. The good news, I got in touch with a guy here who trains with a couple guys. Went out to his gym today and it was nice. All kinds of bars, reverse hypers, and glute hams. He was incredibly nice and the guys there are strong as shit. I’m gonna love training there over the next year and I’m excited to see how I respond to actually training with a group of people who are passionate about lifting.

Thankful: for making it to youngstown safely and meeting good people

Thought: Don’t go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. -Mark Twain

God bless, vigilance
DF

6.4.13

WU: Foam roll, static

WO: circuit x 4 sets
Goblet squat: 53 x 20
KB lunge: 53x10
Push ups: bw x 25
V sit: 12 x 10
KB row: 53x20
KB swing: 53x20
Plank: 1 min

Diet: been better since sunday
Sleep: 5.5 hours

Comment: Started rotations on yesterday and it’s been two long days. I messed up my back squatting on Sunday and I’m taking a deload week this week. It was stupid going from strongman to deads, to moving my all my furniture, to squatting. I’m taking this week easy and I’m going to go get a gym pass on Thursday. Next week I’ll start training with those guys. They’re running a program similar to the cube. I’m just excited to train with a consistent group. I need to get a gym pass for the days I can’t get up there. The days are pretty draining and I have to get used to a little commute. I need to start going to bed earlier as well. It’s been a rough transition and it’s crazy to think a week ago I was taking my boards. Another down side is with the move and increased rent I won’t be able to afford going to jiu jitsu here. The gym I’m going to go to has a heavy bag so I’ll hit that a couple times a week.

Thankful: for making it through the first couple days and meeting nice people

Thought: Apparently there is nothing that cannot happen today. - Mark Twain

God bless, vigilance
DF

6.6.13

WU: quick 6, agile 8

WO:
Floor press: 45x10, 135x10, 225x5, 275x4, 295x2x5
Bench: 45x10, 135x10, 225x7, 245x15x2
Lat pull down: 190x12x3
Band push down: green band x 25x4
DB shrugs: 100x15x3
Military: 135x12x3
Abs
45 degree hyper

diet: been good
sleep: 6 hrs

Comment: rotations are going a little bit better. I’m still trying to get in the hang of it. The hours are long. I joined a gym to go to when I don’t train with the other guys. It’s body building predominately, but it’s old school and has a good vibe. I felt pretty good training today. I’m just not in a routine and I don’t like that. I’m glad I had a good training day. Seen a lot in the hospital already. It puts a lot of things in perspective. It makes me realize how blessed I’ve been all my life. It makes things a lot more gray and it’s given me a new prospective on ethics.

Thankful: for having support

Thought: I know where I’m going and I know the truth, and I don’t have to be what you want me to be. I’m free to be what I want. -Muhammad Ali

God bless, vigilance
DF

6.8.13

WU: agile 8

WO:
Power clean: 135x5, 225x5, 245x3x2
Squat: 135x10, 245x5, 335x2, 355x2, 395x8
Wide stance GM: 135x10, 225x8x3
DB lunge: 65x15x3
O stance squat: 135x50
Standing abs
Incline crunch
45 hyper

diet: been alright, weight is floating around 218
sleep: 6 hours

Comment: Today I did the rep day for squats. Trying to get into a routine again. I trained over at Rocky’s after rounds this morning. Being in the hospital 6 days a week is a change on my body. I should be used to it by next week. It usually takes my body about two weeks to get into a full routine. I recorded my set of 8 on the squats and it looked like shit. I lean very far forward. I need to work on staying more upright in my squat. I might have to take a higher bar position just to force myself to sit up. I’m going to start putting the video together to send out. I’m not feeling my best physically. I don’t feel like things are clicking like they have in the past. I just need to be consistent and work on form. I watched a Darden video today about just getting a couple of sets of squats in and I need to do that. there’s a mirror in front of the rack at this gym and I noticed that I have a fairly significant discrepancy between my right and left sides. I’ve known that for a while, but my right leg is completely different than my left. I need to get this worked out at some point.

Thankful: for finishing my first week of rotations

Thought: Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact. -William James

God bless, vigilance
DF

6.9.13

WO:
Giant Set 1
DB OHP: 40x15, 55x15, 60x15x3
Standing Calves: 220x20, 240x20, 260x20, 280x20x2
EZ curl: 65x15, 85x15, 95x15x3

Giant set 2:
Lat pull down: 160x20x4
Laying leg curl: 11x15x4
Shrug: 225x20, 315x20x3

Front squat: 135x10x3

Sleep: 7.5 hrs
Diet: ate some crap yesterday

Comment: Felt good today. I’m a little sore from yesterday. I need to get my shoulder strength up and next week I need to add some rear delt work. I need to keep working front squats into my workout to work on staying more upright and on my form. Everything else felt alright. I’m glad I’m back in my routine of training and I’ve felt good after both workouts. I just need to get stronger. I went out to watch a couple friends from my old gym fight last night. They went 3-0 so it was a good night.

Thankful: I get to see my girlfriend soon

Thought: Anticipate the difficult by managing the easy. - Lao Tzu

God bless, vigilance
DF

6.12.13

WU: agile 8

WO:
Deads on 1" deficit: 135x5, 225x5, 275x5, 315x3, 365x3, 405x8
Deads from 2" block: 225x5, 315x4, 365x3, 405x3, 475x3x2
SSB o-squat: 60x10, 150x8, 245x8x3
Glute ham: bw x 12x4
45 degree hyper: bw x 50

diet: been up and down
sleep: 6 hours

Comment: Went to JDS to train today. Had a pretty good lift. My form is shit on the big 3. I’m interested in hearing what my coaching review is going to say. He’ll probably say I need to start over. I got to talk to the owner of the gym about S

Awesome log, some really great progress. Where did you play your college ball for lacrosse? I am gonna be a freshman at a d3 school this year and am doing my best to get ready.

[quote]BoybodyKellish wrote:
Awesome log, some really great progress. Where did you play your college ball for lacrosse? I am gonna be a freshman at a d3 school this year and am doing my best to get ready.[/quote]

Thank you sir. I played at Denison. Where will you be playing? Are you an LSM or defensemen? Strength is great for the sport, but speed is what ultimately matters. Make sure you do sprints 40’s, 100’s, 200’s, gassers all summer long. Suicides are great too. Do pass block drills and cone work with your stick. If you’re looking for strength programming, I recommend WS4SB for athletes and do the speed work. The most important thing you can do is play against good competition in the summer. Go to vail or placid, and play in pick up leagues against the best competition possible. If you need anything, send me a PM and I’ll give you my email.

6.13.13

WU: Agile 8, quick 6

WO:
Incline: 45x10, 135x10, 185x5, 225x5, 255x6, 225x10
DB incline: 60x20, 70x20x2
Close grip bench: 45x12, 135x12, 185x12, 195x12, 205x12
DB fly: 45x15x3
T row: 135x12x3
Band push down: green band x 100
DB OHP: 60x12, 65x12x2

diet: been alright
sleep: 6 hours

Comment: a lot of volume. I like the program. I feel strange not hitting my back harder on the bench day. finally getting into a routine is nice.

Thankful: for people who give back

Thought: We are what we believe we are. -C. S. Lewis

God bless, vigilance
DF