4.6.13
Today I had my first powerlifting. I’m happy that I’m now apart of that community and I’m proud to say that I’m a powerlifter. Today’s meet was a case of the Good, the Bad, and the Ugly.
The Ugly: My Squat
WU: 45x10, 135x10, 185x1, 225x1, 275x1, 315x1, 365x1, 405x1
Attempts: 455 (good), 495 (miss), 495 (red lighted for depth/miss)
Comment: warm ups felt good. Everything was super fast, and the only complaint I had was the bar was warped and we couldn’t adjust the height of the squat stands. The first lift I was super nervous, I hit it easy but I knew I was putting way too much energy into the lift. In between this and my second lift I became a bitch. I got in my head and I didn’t go into my second attempt with any confidence. I rushed the set up, missed my groove and missed the lift. The third attempt I was flustered from the second attempt and nervous as shit. I got to parallel, squatted it up, and got red lighted for depth. I was mentally weak in the squat. I lost my confidence. This was extremely disappointing. Weight that I could have tripped, I missed because of confidence.
The Bad: My bench
WU: 135x10, 185x1, 225x1, 275x1, 310x1
Attempts: 310 (good), 330 (red light ass came up), 330 (good)
Comment: Warm ups again felt good. I still disappointed in my squat and my confidence was down. None of the markings on any of the bars were similar to what I was used to. I guestimated my width, took the first lift fine and smoked it. Second lift I tried arching too hard, my ass came up on easy weight and I got red lighted. Retook 330 with no arch and smoked it. For the second lift of the meet I left about 35-40 pounds on the platform.
The Good: My deadlift
WU: 135x5, 225x3, 275x2, 315x1, 365x1, 405x1, 455x1
Attemps: 480x1, 535x1, 567.5 (17lb PR) all good
Comment: At this point I was pissed. I left a shit ton of weight on the platform for both lifts. I wasn’t having a great meet to this point. This is when it finally clicked. I was pissed. I was pissed at myself, I was pissed at the meet, and I completely changed my mindset. I attacked the weight every lift. They all felt like 135. I hit the weight I planned on hitting and I felt like I had another 40 pounds in me. No grinders all of these flew up and this is how the meet should have went the whole time. This was the mind set I needed.
Overall: I think the ADAU 100% Raw put on a smooth meet. I’m happy I did it and I learned a ton from this experience. I can’t wait to get back on the platform and actually perform to my potential. This meet was a let down but I still went 6/9 with a 1352 total. I do not think my programming worked for me over these 10 weeks. The worst part is I did not enjoy training with this template. I felt restricted to it because of the meet and I missed taking higher percentages for reps. I look at other natural lifters like Ben Rice and Greg Knuckles who are around my age and weight and they kill it with higher volume and increased frequency. When I did smolov it was the strongest I’ve ever been and I know that I respond well to volume. I need to take this total and move on.
God bless, vigilance
DF