The pics in your log are from 2014?
I can tell you that letting the cat out of the bag can be a relief. Here is me, trying to decide what to do about the 2024 Challenge. Pics were a BIG part of my anxiety.
My body has always been a profound point of pride for me, and let’s face it, there’s a lot of judgment of women on these boards (in Off Topic, but I’ve been reading there for 20 years). It was daunting to be both old and out of shape for the first time in my adult life! But I sucked it up and am very glad I did. Because behind me follow all of the younger women struggling with shame and fear and (mostly) perfectionism over their own bodies. If I’m brave enough to post a pic, so may @ChickenLittle be while she’s struggling to get herself back on track, and @BethB, etc. @unicornsandrainbows incredible transformation stands as a beacon to the others out there lurking and doubting they can succeed. And my this year’s before pics show so much happy-making progress.
Getting older and falling off are part of the iron game, too. Injuries and life events. These T-ransformation Challenges are where we all come together, young and old and newbie and seasoned, and cheer each other on. So you’re an example whether you’re at the top of your game or in the process of recovering your game. As Tim McGraw said, “don’t forget turn back 'round, and help the next one in line.”