Is there something wrong with me here?
I was an athlete through high school, lifted 4-5 days a week, in college I worked out on a similar schedule while maintaining a high level of alcoholism.
About 2 years ago when I was 24, working a desk job, I went on my first conscious bulk and went from my all time high of 180 lbs to 220 lbs, working out 4 to 8 times a week (yep, Waterbury programs haha) and eating like a madman.
Now Im 26, have lost alot of fat and some muscle and weigh 205. I work a desk job, I eat better than I ever did (tons of fiber, appropriate colries timed pretty well, omega 3, yadda yadda Ive read this whole site back to 2002 so no lectures, Im walking the walk 80%+ of the time) but pretty much since I burnt myself out on that bulk I havent been able to maintain 3 days a week in the gym without burning myself out in 2 or 3 weeks. Sometimes I will go 3 weeks on 2x/wk and try for 3 and Ill be completely uninterested in the gym and unable to use any intensity the next week.
I sometimes have a push day and a pull day, or upper and lower day per week and I can keep at this for the 4-6 weeks, which is the amount of time I would stay on much more strenuous programs.
I feel like 3 days a week should be pretty doable for anyone, and being in pretty decent shape this is starting to worry me that my work capacity seems to not be coming back.
One thing I just started yesterday is takign rhodeola/bacopa/5htp throughout the day because I think I may have a cortisol problem. I for the last 6 months Ive worked 3am - noon, have always had problems with insomnia, am very prone to anxiety and drink excessive caffiene (every once in a while I will regress to my college days and snort ritalin or cocaine. recent use is about once every six months, but it was daily for a while in college.). I still binge drink a few times a month.
I sound like a wreck in that last paragraph but I eat really well 6 days a week.
So is it possible I have adrenal fatigue or is this prolongued vaginitis or what? Should I see a doctor and get blood tests for T and cortisol?
Anyways, thanks in advance!