Well, that was interesting.
I went bat shit on the old girlfriend last night, finally got it out.
Pretty sure she will never talk to me again, which is a good thing.
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4-1-2019
BTW, gymed yesterday. Just a full body on machines, but it felt good.
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Sounds like one of those cathartic releases that was probably a long time in coming.
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It was indeed.
Went to White Tantric Yoga in Manhattan yesterday. Itās a full day of meditation, about three hundred of us freaks all dressed in white in an old church. The idea is that by meditating en masse we create group consciousness.
Guess I wasnāt feeling it - it was just a long ass day sitting on my mat with a bunch of strangers chanting weird shit for hours.
Itās a requirement of my KYTT - glad to have it behind me.
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Daily sadhana the extent of my workout these days, which kind of sucks. Not happy with the body comp, but being off T and not gymming it, kind of expected the changes.
Got blood test results today - Total T is 250, ānormalā according to my doctor, but far different from the 650 I was seven days post injection.
Confirmed with him that I can restart when I want, but going to go another twelve without. Looking like an old man, lol, but know if I go back on in July, I can blow back up in a few months.
Weāll see.
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Is there a method to this madness? Simply a way to test yourself and your willpower? Orā¦? I may have missed it somewhere up thread, just curious.
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Yeah, good question, and makes me more introspective.
I have three vials of T Cyp in my drawer, plenty of needles, so why the fuck am I not running a cycle?
Just trying to clean out my system, but there is a lot more to it. I just havenāt figured it out yet.
I plan on posting later for both of my readers.
Thanks for asking!
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Hey, Iāll admit that I read your woo woo thread more than this one since you went full yoga, but I still check back in periodicallyā¦
That is cool. When I get back in the gym, youāll come back.
I quit yoga teacher training, long story. Back to 5/3/1 and juicing.
Glad to have you back, bro. haha
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Yeah, I guess I should dump now. Warning, incoming.
Jumping in to say I read. I also thought the same question as to why you arnt on trt. Juicing/cycling is a different beast than trt and feeling normal. i canāt see why you would not at least want trt. There is a certain quality of life I would not want to give up.
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Yeah, Iām not going to burden you guys with my shit. I just wanted to get a clean break and start over, so I quit T on January 1st.
I started doing yoga, quit gymming, and got skinny fat again.
But, I think itās cleaned me out and I will just blow up when I go back on, and I will.
I quit the yoga teacher training today - just didnāt serve me. So now I have no excuse to not go to the gym. I am going to do the full body thing for a few weeks, then go back to the iron head gym and 5/3/1 and back on the juice (TRT).
Here is the deal - maybe it is just me. Many speak of roid rage, and I never had it. They say if you are an asshole, the juice will make you more of an asshole. But if youāre a cool cat, youāll still be a cool cat on T.
But, let me tell you this - if you have a high libido to begin with, you got a fucking problem on T.
Nuff said.
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Randier than a junk yard tomcat, eh??..couldnāt pass up the opportunity to use that, just couldnāt haha
Love that phrase, and accurate. And being married to a woman that had body issues, having no sex, bad combo.
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Ouch. Well, glad to have you back to the iron game at least.
Love, Thread Reader #3
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Reader #5 here brother.
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Brothers, readers 1-5, I so appreciate you guys weighing in.
Thank you!
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Itās been 3 days, you should be huge and shredded by now, rightā¦right?!
-Thread Reader #?
Should be, but I have slacked. A little hangover from the YTT and am slowly re-entering life a bit. I have been pushing and in a hurry, chasing my tail and getting nothing done.
Got my latest blood tests back on Thursday - 250 at 3:00 PM. I was 170 when I started it five years ago.
Really not bad considering itās only been twelve weeks off, my diet kind of sucks, and I havenāt been gymming it. So going to hold off on going back on TRT for a few weeks, get back in the gym, and if I am going regular, reward myself with TRT. I figure since I am so small, I should blow up fast, get ready for summer.
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