The last set where my soul had left me, was actually a fraction easier, maybe the soul weighs 10 kg.
Woke at 79,5 kg
Had friends over for a great evening and night yesterday, bit of a hangover today.
Todays training: OHP PR + Bench 5 x 8
Viking 531 BBB
C4W3D4
Warmup: Rope skipping, BPA, kb press + fluff
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OHP
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5 x 38, 43 kg
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2 x 48,5 kg
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6 x 48,5 kg + 7 x 38,5 kg dropset
Bench
- 5 x 10 @ 60 kg
Supersetted Alternate between OHP and bench
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Reverse grip BB row 6 x 8 @ 70 kg
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Hanging leg raise with a twist 6 x 10
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Giantset
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DB lateral raise: 10 kgās 8, 9, 13
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Skull crushers EZ bar: 27,5 kg 11, 13, 17
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DB one arm snatch: 3 x 3 @ 13 kg
Finisher
- SG High Pull: 47,5 kg 5 x 5 emom
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1 hour + 10 minutes warm up.
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OHP was strong today 6 reps quite easy, upping weight next cycle.
Bench was fine as well.
Assistance went fine as well.
Last day on cycle 4, next week is deload week, then on to cycle 5.
Going to keep squat weights and bench weights, upping deadlift and OHP
Excellent hangover session.
Absolutely killing it in here man.
Glad to hear your mums on the road to recovery.
Woke at 78,9 kg been a hard weekend.
Eating and drinking wise.
Todays training: Squat PR ā DL 5 x 5
Viking 531 BBB
C4W4D1 Deload
Warmup: rope skipping, bw squat, BPA, fluff
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squat
- 5 x 75, 85, 95 kg
Deadlift
- 3 x 3 @ 107,5 kg paused of floor
Supersetted Alternated in between squat and deadlift
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pull up: 9, 11, 9
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ring dips: 10, 12, 10
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26 minutes + 10 minutes warm up.
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Starting the deload week of with a good top set of squat repating week 1ās topset for 5 reps and no amrap. (did 5 + 10 reps 3 weeks ago, repeating this next cycle)
Deadlift was fast and easy, 3 sets of triples
Assistance did 3 sets of pull up and dip.
Forgot to curl Ah well might get a session in tomorrow.
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Iāve been debation a bit about my mother should or should I not tell it. Iāve been pretty open up until now, so, here goes. Nothing to do with training or anything, but itās also a diary.
Mom got through a CT scan and it turns out that she has tumors all over. A big one in the digestive system, a lot of small ones in the liver and the lungs. The Docs are gonna take biopsys of them later today. Not to optimistic, so Iām in a pretty sad place now.
Covid makes things even worse. We got to see mom yesterday for 10 brief minutes, a nurse took her outside so we had a chance to talk a bit.
Iām sitting staring at the phone waiting for it to ring. Itās been just under a year since my dad passed away, and I just feel incredibly vulnerable and sad right now.
I just hope that I can have my mom a little longer, weāve had some good talks the last half year or so. She was feeling so good at the end of last year and wanted to live to see my kids grow a little older and maybe even to be a great grand mom.
Sorry for putting this shit in here.
Iām sorry mort. The way I see it losing loved ones is never easy no one is ever truly at peace with it. Thereās never enough time. All we can do is make the most of what time there is and live life to the max. Do anything and everything you can think of both for your mum for your own sake as well. No ragrets
Iām so sorry to hear this Mort. Thatās messed up beyond belief. Stay strong.
Ah fuck. Sorry you have to deal with this, and you donāt have to apologize for putting it up here.
So sorry to hear this Mort but so happy you were brave enough to share it with us. You will be in my thoughts and I hope the news isnāt bad. Sending you love my brother from another mother.
Sorry to hear that man. My thoughts are with you and yours.
Sorry to hear thatā¦
Sorry to hear that, Mort. Hopefully the biopsies come back and itās nothing major.
My wifeās grandpa had colon cancer but the process was slow enough that they barely did anything to treat it. They said heād die of old age before the cancer got him and they were right. I think he was 89 when he passed.
If the biopsies are bad then hopefully itās something like that. Either way, I hope youāre able to see her more in person.
Thatās tough man, Iām sorry to hear. Iām hoping you can get the time you need with her.
That was very sad to read and Iām really sorry for you, my friend. I hope you and your family can get as much time as possible with your mum. Although there really never is enough time to spend with a loved one.
Iām sorry to hear about your mom and the inabilities ty to see her, Mort. That really, really sucks. Hang in there my friend, and never hesitate to reach out, even through these anonymous forums that have come to be a real community.
Sorry to hear that Mort. Stay strongā¦
Woke at 78,7 kg
Thanks guys, Iām fine and Iāve settled with it. Mum is 86 turns 87 this summer.
She has had a good life and she isnāt complaining.
They are not done with the tests and examination⦠but itās bad and itās spreading quickly.
Training related deload is always welcome. Iāll take a walk later. Iāll still be lifting weights keeps me a bit sane.
So sorry to hear about your Mom. I canāt imagine how hard it must be to go through all this right now - especially with all the additional stuff going on.
I think thatās smart to keep training. I know it helps me dump negative emotional energy.
So sorry. Youāre a good son to always be there for her and this is such a tough situation. Pray, and try to enjoy your memories together. Take a little time for yourself as well.