[quote]Yogi wrote:
[quote]CB7854 wrote:
Im going to be honest here and say both of you need to seriously assess your knowledge outside the aas world. If someone has recreational drug induced anxiety and psychosis then they need a mental health evaluation and they are clearly a bit insane? i really need to ask what is abit insane? again as i said above i dont consider temporary drug induced psychosis to be a bit insane or someone that needs mental health evaluation. [/quote]
you have a genetic predisposition to going a bit crazy. Genetics load the gun, environment pulls the trigger. If you weren’t genetically a bit crazy, smoking a bit of weed wouldn’t have made you crazy. There is probably a better word I could be using than “crazy”, admittedly, but you definitely have a predisposition towards… unbalance?
[quote]CB7854 wrote:
You guys really make the aas community look unbelievably uneducated im not talking uneducated regarding steroids as im sure your knowledge all far outweights mine as i have no experience whatsoever with roids. But clearly the way you view people that get anxiety temporary through drugs is quite pathetic.[/quote]
I never claimed to speak on behalf of the AAS community.
[quote]CB7854 wrote:
I DO not need a mental health evaluation and i do NOT consider myself to be a bit crazy. Yes i also do not know how i would react to hormonal changes as in bursting into tears but i dont see why i would be at a greater problem than anyone else that starts aas because as i said my MENTAL health is stable accept for the temporary blip of psychosis and anxiety that i suffered from again due to drug experimentation. [/quote]
you realise that 99.999999% of people are smoking up without having weird, lasting panic attack things? This is not normal. Once your mind starts being abnormal, you need a mental health evaluation. Maybe you’re not crazy, maybe you are, only by seeing a professional would you ever know.
[quote]CB7854 wrote:
Also what is the problem with trying a first dosage of around 60mg? again its common sense if my body naturally only produces 5 to 7mg of testosterone why not try a much lower amount than i would intend to run throughout the cycle to see how i react to it? why pump 250mgs when you dont know how you will react wouldn’t it be safer to try a lower dose as a first injection? this is generally how it goes with most designer research chemicals so i dont see why it would be any different with steroids. Its simply seeing how you react without putting in a a lot of it. [/quote]
Fine. Knock yourself out. Nothing will happen.
[quote]CB7854 wrote:
But i will say it one last time just to make it crystal clear lol how is having temporary anxiety and psychosis that was drug induced make someone any less mentally stable than any of you guys on this board because as the name says it is temporary.
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It could come back…[/quote]
A predisposition to going crazy? i wouldn’t say so no i predisposition to anxiety probably so. Im going to make the assumption that i am not crazy considering the symptoms gone within a year and i have not had any for over 12 months. People that are crazy dont just change from being crazy to being normal for a year lol its usually a persistent thing that doesn’t go without medical treatment. So again considering i do not have any of these symptoms now and have not for a long time im going to make the educated guess that i am not crazy 
Loads of people do smoke all the time but there is a huge amount that also experiences psychological after effects. Simply checking erowid will bring up a number of experiences from people some that have smoked for years before having the negative effects others having after just smoking once.
Also just to point out it wasn’t a bit of weed as in bud that i smoked it was a sativa honey oil made by me so it was strong lol. Gone in with a gram and the next morning it weighed .2g so i definitely smoked a fuck load to much. 50mg would have probably done it lol but not realizing i just thought ah this shits weak its only weed and loaded it up.
Anyway still making my decision 