SERM Nightmare

Pharma
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Hello.

So my doctor gave me tamoxifen for low t and I only took 5 pills (20mg) eod. Didn’t help with the symptoms only gave me severe loss of libido, ed and anhedonia. Then we changed to sustanon 250mg every 10 days. My doctor said symptoms of tamoxifen will go away in “couple of weeks” And I know the half life is pretty long, but now after 6 fucking weeks off tamoxifen and 4 susta injections later my libido, ed, anhedonia have just gone gradually worse over the time. I now can’t even have erection with ed meds. I could still get hard like 2 weeks ago with cialis. It’s fucking hopeless now. No sensitivity down there whatsoever.

I have red everything I could get my hands on off this. I have red stories were people mostly get better in 2-4 weeks off serm and some stories where they get better in months. One guy who still gives me hope said it took about 6-8 months with clomid. But the thing is I just don’t understand how can this keep getting worse and worse. I feel totally castrated now, didn’t feel like this weeks ago. Total rock bottom atm. All my symptoms yell low e2 but that was normal in the blood work I had 2 weeks ago. Trt was also fine. Besides serm:s only block your e2 and not destroy it like AI as far as I know.

I will now today start injecting sustanon eod like it’s supposed to. One guy who has helped me with this also said that I should try hcg and proviron and with eod pinning they should do to the trick. No idea where to get them but if this doesn’t improve I will try to get it somewhere. I will fucking walk to the biggest guy in the gym and ask.

I have my docs appointment in two days. Same guy who gave this shit. He was supposed to be the best there is for men’s health in my country. Fucking guy I wanna bash his head in. Didn’t tell me anything about these kind of sides.

I know there might be hope, but every day feeling like putting I bullet to your head isn’t making this anymore easy.

Anybody know anything about this?

I am so fucking tired and angry.

Sorry for the rant.

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Here’s your problem, way too much Sustanon! More like 125 mg weekly. TRT is like an experiment, you have to find out what works for you, as no two men respond the same.

That’s on you, next time do your do diligence.

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Really? Why is that? So going 250mg EOD for 10 days is not good? I am an amateur in these things I only got on trt because health and not gym stuff.

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Sustanon isn’t good for some men, cypionate and enanthate are more desirable do to less sides.

Your dosage is too high, it’s that simple. The sides you’re experiencing are expected at this dosage.

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Thank you for you insight man. I really apriciate it.

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[quote=“systemlord, post:4, topic:284036”]
Your dosage is too high, it’s that simple. [/quote]

I’d say this sounds reasonable and I’d also suggest trying a lower does pinned more frequently.

Not sure I agree with that as at that dose or higher I have no trouble with sex drive in any way. Obviously we’re all different but to say they’re expected seems wrong?

@Kurppa63
I would suggest talking to your doctor and asking about more frequent shots and a lower dose to try out. If they aren’t willing to listen can you change doctors? If not then the underground route is easy enough to do but having a medical profession behind your treatment is obviously the best way forward, IF they seem to know what they’re doing.

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Yeah, I have appointment with him in two days. The thing is he is (on paper) the best doctor my country has for trt stuff so I really hope he pulls something that might help from his ass when I see him.