Blah blah blah wants to die, comes to a primarily bodybuilding website, registers and writes an extremely well-written and planned out post (doesn’t have the aptitude for a computer job, aka the IQ of a donkey, but writes very well?)…interesting. I’m surprised how many respond to things like this as if they’re real.[/quote]
My writing isn’t good. Good writers think of metaphors and shit.[/quote]
And what you’d classify as “good writing” has little to no place in an office environment.
People in office jobs want everything written to be extremely blunt and to the point. Point form even.
To OP there are a lot of options to treat your physical challenges, I know of several different therapies that actually prove to be quite useful… Helminic therapy for one reverses and halts a majority of peoples auto immune disease. There is also other changes like fermented fish cod oil and an anti inflammatory diet that can work wonderfully… Some other things like Zeolite also prove to be very effective… Thats the physical, and I know how challenging physical issues can be as well…
I have late stage lyme disease that almost killed me, gave my entire nervous system and brain, and heart inflammation and even now I could have a heart attack or stroke at any time even while pursuing treatment, it also caused me to start hallucinating, had severe personality changes, and all kinds of other weird and painful things to go on. I reached the point where I basically lost the will to live as well because I did not have much connections anymore and the illness was too painful and debilitating alongside the utter done attitude I had with life. Anyways this is much different then becoming suicidal, rather its the chance to just completely start over and burn the old ways of being completely until there is nothing left but a fresh start.
You don’t really need anyone else telling you anything because you need to find your own path yourself, all I can say is don’t give up and just keep your aspirations on the things that will be the most valuable and rewarding to you. As long as you have unconditional follow through and your heart is in the right place you will never go wrong.
Not surprised. This thread is a cry for attention, not help. You don’t post this shit all over the Internet to complete strangers because you want help. You post it all over and then check back to see all the sympathetic “hang in there” responses to feel like people care about you and you “matter” to fill some other deficiencies in your life. While knowing at the same time you can say whatever you want, make it sound as bad as you want because no one knows it’s you and you can walk away from it as soon as you’ve gotten your fill.
[quote]FmyLIFE wrote:
I am NOT imminently suicidal. That’s just where my current trajectory leads.[/quote]
Ah, fuck this. I don’t mind putting it out there but you’re starting to look like a real dickhead
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Well… you’re post restored my faith in humanity a bit. You got through all that and turned out to be an obviously super nice guy. So I’m glad you posted it even if the dude was trollin’
[quote]FmyLIFE wrote:
I am NOT imminently suicidal. That’s just where my current trajectory leads.[/quote]
Ah, fuck this. I don’t mind putting it out there but you’re starting to look like a real dickhead
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Well… you’re post restored my faith in humanity a bit. You got through all that and turned out to be an obviously super nice guy. So I’m glad you posted it even if the dude was trollin’[/quote]
Would you still feel that way if I told you that I just let my son eat a cinnamon cookie that he dipped in my chunky beef and barley soup?
[quote]FmyLIFE wrote:
I am NOT imminently suicidal. That’s just where my current trajectory leads.[/quote]
Ah, fuck this. I don’t mind putting it out there but you’re starting to look like a real dickhead
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Well… you’re post restored my faith in humanity a bit. You got through all that and turned out to be an obviously super nice guy. So I’m glad you posted it even if the dude was trollin’[/quote]
Would you still feel that way if I told you that I just let my son eat a cinnamon cookie that he dipped in my chunky beef and barley soup?
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sounds like he is just balancing his macros… way ahead of the curve.
[quote]dez6485 wrote:
Not surprised. This thread is a cry for attention, not help. You don’t post this shit all over the Internet to complete strangers because you want help. You post it all over and then check back to see all the sympathetic “hang in there” responses to feel like people care about you and you “matter” to fill some other deficiencies in your life. While knowing at the same time you can say whatever you want, make it sound as bad as you want because no one knows it’s you and you can walk away from it as soon as you’ve gotten your fill.[/quote]
I’m looking for ideas on what to do. I don’t care about attention.
Blah blah blah wants to die, comes to a primarily bodybuilding website, registers and writes an extremely well-written and planned out post (doesn’t have the aptitude for a computer job, aka the IQ of a donkey, but writes very well?)…interesting. I’m surprised how many respond to things like this as if they’re real.[/quote]
My writing isn’t good. Good writers think of metaphors and shit.[/quote]
And what you’d classify as “good writing” has little to no place in an office environment.
People in office jobs want everything written to be extremely blunt and to the point. Point form even.
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You missed my point. I’m a cop, I’m very familiar with extremely blunt writing.
My point is the ability to write well- coherently, natural flow, well organized, etc.- is a sign of higher intellect. Higher intellect, but doesn’t have the “aptitude” for an office/desk job? Nope, doesn’t make sense.
[quote]super saiyan wrote:
So who’s giving the best advice so far?
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Who said you can’t post a question in more than one place?[/quote]
"I make $800 a month delivering newspapers…
The reason I can’t get a decent job is that I am physically disabled due to having rheumatoid arthritis. It’s painful and significantly lowers my quality of life. While not completely crippling, it does cut me off from all physically active jobs."
[quote]super saiyan wrote:
So who’s giving the best advice so far?
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Who said you can’t post a question in more than one place?[/quote]
"I make $800 a month delivering newspapers…
The reason I can’t get a decent job is that I am physically disabled due to having rheumatoid arthritis. It’s painful and significantly lowers my quality of life. While not completely crippling, it does cut me off from all physically active jobs."
Troll.
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That’s what I was thinking. I delivered papers as a kid for not even a quarter of that, and there was no way I could have done it with a physical disability.
Everyone who has been through severe emotional and physical pain wants to die. The ones with character struggle on no matter what. Even when there is no purpose or hope.
[quote]Nards wrote:
One thing I’d say is that you seem to be a really good writer. I mean that. [/quote]
Yeah seriously.
OP I read the part about you not being able to finish post-secondary education, but honestly you write better than a lot of people who do get a bachelors degree.
[quote]super saiyan wrote:
So who’s giving the best advice so far?
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Who said you can’t post a question in more than one place?[/quote]
"I make $800 a month delivering newspapers…
The reason I can’t get a decent job is that I am physically disabled due to having rheumatoid arthritis. It’s painful and significantly lowers my quality of life. While not completely crippling, it does cut me off from all physically active jobs."
Troll.
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That’s what I was thinking. I delivered papers as a kid for not even a quarter of that, and there was no way I could have done it with a physical disability. [/quote]
Me too! (delivered papers) But that was back when we walked or delivered them on a bike. Now they just drive around lobbing them in the general direction of your house.
I had people that would shit bricks and scream at a 10 year old if their paper wasn’t in their door by 5:30 am.