[quote]e-loo wrote:
pat36 wrote: I am highly considering going black market and getting some Cypionate or Enanthate from the black market. I could get a two year supply for a tenth of getting it legitimately.
No offense, but this all seems odd to me. In your first post you want to “recover” and get off of TRT. In this post you want to inject higher levels of testosterone that are therapeutic.
At any rate, TRT is for life. Low test is a condition that you manage, like diabetes.
It took me forever to get my dosage right, so there were lots of trials and tribulations.
But at no time would I ever consider going off TRT – I could not live that way again – It was HORRIBLE.
I went about 2 or 3 years untreated, it was the worst period of my life. A nightmare, time wasted during which many good things in my life slipped out of my hands because I was too dull and lifeless to hang on to them.
pat36 wrote:the black market. I could get a two year supply for a tenth of getting it legitimately.
That seems odd too, as my insurance pays 100% for generic test enan.
Even if I didn’t have insurance, I would suspect that Costco or Sam’s Club is much cheaper for Test Cypionate or Enanthate than any black market source that is selling real testosterone.
Good luck – I hope you get this all figured out to where it all works for you.
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I think you misunderstood what I was saying. I just want my options open. My dr. is a GP, not a urologist or endocrinologist. He needs to be educated. The reason I want my options open is if I wished to try different methods in which to raise my natural T. I am of course, afraid of doing this because I feel SO much better, I never want to feel bad again.
I spoke of the black market because I am on androgel, which works for me rather well, but I’d rather shoot myself in the ass every couple of weeks, but my dr insists that they do it and not me. I don’t have 4 hours to waste ever couple of weeks for them to do it. I like to have control over my own stuff. Actually, I just may visit a urologist and let them take over my treatment if I think they are worth a damn. I think I may have more options that way.
My problem with dr.s these days is that they have very much become nannies. They don’t want you to have any say so over your own treatments because “they know better”. I am to old to be babied. I accept the risks for my own decisions. I don’t need to be mommied by a doctor and I resent that shit from them. That’s my thinking about the black market. I I live in S. America I could just got to the pharmacy and get what I need. He I need ‘permission’…That shit pisses me off.