So I dont know what the fuck is going on with dudes but considering Nikki has been dealing with her issue I had one on sunday. And it RUINED my wrkout yesterday. So I have this very good friend, I will call him Schmoe. Well I have been friends with Schmoe for almost 3 years. He is also my boss. (For about a year and ahalf now.) I work in a gym as a trainer by the way. He has also been friends with my 2 most recent boyfriends and we have dieted for a show together.
He and I have never had anything between us (at least not on my side, and I am SURE not his side, he saw what my boyfriends went through and knows better.) but we have opened up to eachother about relationships and stuff. Anyways, needless to say a really good friend, not super close but I think we could count on eachother. Well, he had hired another employee a few months back who I will call āThe Colonelā (dont ask) and we became instant besties. He promised me he would try to not have sex with me&we have been inseperable.
So, I was talking to the Colonel on sunday and apparently Schmoe had cussed him out in front of some perspective clients and said something like,āWell, its probably because all you do is hang out with that loser friend of yours,ā referring to me. Loser? WTF? He had also said on friday, (yeah like 4 days ago friday) āWow, she has really let herself go to shitā¦she doesnt workout anymore, doesnt even train with good workouts (let me tell you all I helped the Colonel put on 30lbs in 3 months, assisted, yes. but still.) blah blah blahā¦ā Uhhh,againā¦WHAT.THE.FUCK? I have let myself āgo to shit?ā
i havent been working out? You all have seen what I have been doing since the week after my meet. I just started working out at another gym so he hasnt seen me. But, ouch. And for some unGODLY reason I put on 6 lbs in 3 weeks so i ended back up around 150& i had a GIGANTIC complex about especially with my shoots coming up. So yeahā¦it was fucking greatness. He also said of my ex boyfriend who has idolized him for 2 years, and who is wanting to be a bb-er, that he is a fat fuck that needs to diet@16weeks out, that he is an idiot with too many issues to deal with, (bad knees&back)and just some other nasty shit.
Now everyone who I have told this too has been 100% shocked he would treat me this way. Apparently he has been a monster cock sucker to everyone except me and my ex&I had no idea. Im talking about everyone in the gym hates him. Its so needlessly dramatic and has caused me too much stress at this point but I just needed to vent.
I am the kind of person that I strive to not only not talk shit but to make others feel good. Including Schmoe. He had even been incredibly encouraging of me through all of my shows and workouts and stuff and had bragged about me as a trainer. I just dont understand it.
Anyways, I will post my bench workout in a little bit from yesterday. If any of you have actually read all of this, I super appreciate it. And if you ask me in a pm i will send you an extra special pic from one of my photo shoots ;). This offer ends at midnight my time. It is 11:18am.