I should be the poster boy for getting over the fear of gaining fat! Seriously…
All i ever focused on was being ripped.ripped.ripped. But all i ever looked at was big motherfuckers on youtube. I am also a massive bodybuilding fan…
So, in Janurary i made the decision that im gonna get big and thats it. I dont give a fuck about bodyfat. So i started to up the food intake. I started gaining weight, it felt good, and i still looked great in the mirror… A few weeks later after seeing i a still lean i up’ed the food again… By the time May came around i was up 14 lbs and had full abs when tensed, bit of a gut when relaxed, but i am totally cool with it, because it means nothing to me now. Im all about getting muscle.
Then my weight stalled, for about for about 2 months, simply because of summer time and so much more shit goin on, i adapted the mentality that im just gonna stall and let this new weight become apart of me… Thats what happened.
Then come July im like fuck this, i wanna be bigger! So im back eating like i was in May. 4300 kcal a day. My weight didnt budge, but i was still pushing more weight every time i was in the gym… So… there is only one solution, more food… Now when i think more food, fat gain doesn’t even exist in my mind. Its all about getting the muscle.
Im now pounding 5000 kcal a day in me and am up 21 pounds since Jan, its tough as fuck, after half a meal im full, but full doesnt mean anything, you still gotta put all that food in you if you wanna grow. I am a totally different person when it comes to training and food, I am very simple and very ‘hardcore’ about it. I can never again be a pussy! So all im saying is that you gotta man the fuck up, and focus and doing what you gotta do to get what you want… There is nothing more to it!!! Fuck all the other bullshit that comes into your mind, fat gain and what not, im telling you that 20 pounds added to your frame when its mostly muscle is fuckin insane, you’ll think you were an idiot to want to be lean at the weight you were previous, i want another 20 pounds now, then ill access where I wanna go from there.