Some things are worth the risk of âlosing everythingâ though. I guess I take the tact that I have lost everything and that does not scare me. I know I can do it all again.
Everything is calculated. It depends on the time and place and what I want to do.
A few of the best things in my life have happened after pretty shitty things that I didnât really see an upside to. The outcome of an event is a maybe, not a good or bad in many cases (at least for me, but I suspect this is true for most). I try to remember this.
At my last job, my role kinda changed as the company really started to dial back R&D (product development). I was formally doing lots of creative design work, and my role changed into basically a paperwork engineer. I wasnât a good fit, wasnât motivated, and probably wouldnât have lasted much longer (I bet they would have fired me within a year, based on how things were going, I was pretty terrible at this new role). I was pretty down about all of this. The upcoming loss of financial security mostly. Was having trouble sleeping. Well, that drove me to look for a different job, and I found one that was a much better fit for me. Much more autonomy, a third of the commute, a private office, a big increase in pay, and I just like it much much better. It is a better fit. So that terrible upcoming event turned into something I am so glad happened.
To set the record straight, my vitriol should not have been directed at you, but some of your posts triggered me. Triggers are, typically, a sign of things I need to work on.
I expect that in real life, we would get along well - we are both well educated, like to lift.
So, mea culpa. I recognize that my anger was misdirected.
I am partial to Porsches. While I grew up middle class, circumstances led my family to having a 924 and a 911 SC.
I have not bought a new car nor had a car payment in 24 years. I am not sure if it is because I am broke or because they just arenât important to me.
My brother, on the other hand, has had a Boxster, a 735i, a Ferrari, and several large trucks (small dick energy), including his current GMC Sierra Denali with some godawfully large diesel.
The asshole lawyer brother, not the dead doctor brother. He drove a Mazda PU.