I would like to give hope for people that are in the same boat as I am, i will try to keep my current health condition updated under the post.
Stats before cycle: 185cm, 84kgs, 20% bf
Current: 185cm, 101kgs, 18% bf
After 7 years off from AAS i started my new cycle 12 weeks ago. I did 350mg test e, 200mg mast e, 100mg deca per week. I started with 12.5 mg Aromasin 3 times / week. SubQ ED dosing.
(My own T levels was under 200ng/dl, free test also low range, E2 110 pg/ml
Thats why i decided to go on a little blast, and then trt, to feel better, more productive and so on, im 30 years of age)
Thats where the problems began, after 2 weeks into my cycle i added in the aromasin…
It took around 2 week to build up all the low E2 sympthoms.
I did not know that i have low E2, so after the 6th week, i did an increase in my Aromasin dosage, which was the stupidest thing i have ever done in my life! I did 12.5 mg ED for a whole week.
After that my heart was literally skipping a beat, developed small arrythmia, had terrible night sweats, could not sleep 4 hrs barely daily, back pain, chest pain, gastro internal pain, muscle pain, brain fog, dizziness, extreme heart palpitations, panic attacks, leg-hand shaking cramps, zero sex drive.
Ofc i visited a lot of Doctors, had heart ultrasound and so on, everything is perfect, just the function not yet. Been in ER hospital twice, because of panic attacks, they did CT, MRI, with all my organs also.
So Sadly i did continue the Aromasin dose until the 9th week of the cycle with 12.5 mg/ 3 times a week.
At the 9th week i did bloods.
Test 2671 ng/dl E2 3pg/ml
The heart palpitations was unbearable, when i did ED aromasin i felt them all day long every single minute.
I stopped all the shitty AI immediately, this was what caused all my problems. I cant believe that after all these years i was able to make such a rookie mistake, even tho i used to compete in bodybuilding in my early 20’s.
NOW im getting close to the 3rd week of no AI mark, the negative sides started to get a little bit better.
Brain fog, moodiness, panic attacks are gone.
Afraid of death sympthoms are also gone, that was horrible before… but i still can’t watch all the scary movies or even listen loud music, because i feel anxious after.
Heart palpitations are getting better, but after a hard training session i can still feel them at night laying in my bed, or when sitting in a couch. But maximum 7-8 times a day. Libido is coming back, yesterday i had the first morning wood since 10 weeks lol.
Chest pain is still there sometimes, mostly on my left side or right in the middle of the rib cage. Back pain is still there alongside with the knee pain and cracky joints.
Dizziness is a little scary sometimes, it comes randomly. Maybe 3-4 times a day (Because Hormone fluctuations)
I can finally sleep 8-10 hours a day.
Muscle pain is still there, mostly chest or back.
I have cramps in the glutes or in the hamstrings.
If i feel a little more anxious or i feel like i will have a panic attack, i have 0.25 mg Xanax on hand just in case… its really helping.
Occasional eye twitches are still there.
I decided to keep the cycle “alive” for 2 more weeks with the mentioned above gear amount, to help my body make more E2.
Today is Sunday, on Tuesday (December 31)
i will hit the 3rd week of no AI mark.
I will keep the post updated.