In lieu of the lifting i didnt do tonight, and will hafta prioritize tomorrow to make sure it happens-
a rant, brought to you by the mom who made a fake fb and a lil girl who killed herself.
(one of my profs brought it up as part of a patricide/familicide/Wieland discussion)
summary- girl A insults girl B. Girl B’s mom makes a fake fb, friends girl A, and girl A ends up committing suicide bc of things girl B’s mom said. Mom is charged with some kind of murder/assisted suicide.
what follows is very close to what I said in class-
I’ll start off by saying that I don’t think every human life is beautiful and unique and a miracle. Some people are expendable, and I don’t have a spreadsheet with criteria. I don’t seek to be in a position to decide who lives or dies, but wouldn’t be phased with the obligation should it ever come my way. I’m also an incredible asshole in real life and online. I don’t use my real name, and do what i can to keep my locale and other stuff secret.
what that mother did is nothing short of awful, petty, and fucked up.
however.
words are just words. that mother didnt drive to her house, hand her a syringe full of heroin, hold a gun to her head, and threaten to shoot her if she didnt mainline it.
she didn’t give her a knife, or a gun, or a noose.
they obviously never met IRL.
so if some cunt posing as someone else says things like, “OMG youre nothing but trash. you should go kill yourself.” and someone DOES…
i’m alright with that.
i feel bad for the parents bc i hate it when parents have to bury their children, BUT…
if that little girl (teenagerish) was SO weak mentally that WORDS from an IMAGINARY person could affect her THAT much, i’m glad she didn’t grow up to be an adult.
it sounds like she wouldve been miserable anyway, seeking the approval of others for god knows how long. IF she ever could’ve held down a real job or been part of a relationship that wasnt abusive, the cycle most likely wouldve just continued.
sure, she MIGHT have grown out of it and been awesome, but you cant use the exception to prove the rule.
yes. i was a teenage girl at one point. I don’t know how, but my parents made me realize early on that i have to live in my own skin every day, and no one else does. so i have to be ok with the decisions i make and my accomplishments. fuck other peoples opinion, unless they’re my employer.
so i know THAT teenage girls are fucked up in elebenty different ways, but i can’t relate.
i don’t understand suicide as an option. there is NOTHING that happens to you that makes life no longer worth living, UNLESS YOU LET IT. wife and kids get killed in front of you? its possible to move on. break a nail? move on. someone on teh interwebz doesnt like you? walk away from the computer and move on.
so she killed herself. im moving on.
/rant. feel free to discuss or ignore. 