Living in London, I get pavement rage all the time because I walk fast and I hate in when people amble into my path and baulk me. I swear some people should be fitted with brake lights and indicators. Or perhaps I should just carry an airhorn and scare the shit out of them.
brute- at some point i had 16 workouts left, if i was a good girl. and i was counting down. then i lost count, but kept the notation… ya im a weirdo. yes. i’ll do your pullups if you do my volume.
n8- theres times i try to spare jason, and times hes made his disapproval known. he does an incredible job of putting up with me.
deja- and cart twat you shall be! 
cal- NOW YOU’VE GOT IT! an airhorn is brilliant. please be completely expressionless when you do it. i know it will be difficult, but so much funnier. just a woman with an airhorn. no big deal. you’re slow. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
[quote]kpsnap wrote:
I used to be a huge Ayn Rand fan. Unfortunately, I learned too much about her and found that she lived quite the hypocritical life. Of course, that was my 20-something impression. Could have changed in the last 20+ years. Every now and then I’ll see a bumper sticker on a car that says “Who is John Galt?”
Those pullups are amazing. You and Nadia. Wow.[/quote]
I’ve read Atlas Shrugged twice! GREAT book! My mom and son went to see the movie earlier this week. I ended up not being able to go with them. I will give you the review when I see it.
Hm…I’ve never read Atlas Shrugged, but I did read Fountainhead, and I while I thought Rand’s writing was very good and engaging, I found her ideas a bit…how you say…unfeeling, and it basically crushed my spirit a little bit. Plus I don’t really buy into ‘objectivism’.
Excellent training bear! Good shiz.
fountainhead- my work is MY work. I’ll give it to you, i’ll sell it to you, i’ll do what you promised to do and cant, but if you bastardize it imma blow shit up. ← that’s a line of thinking i can get behind.
You must be the single most entertaining person alive.
hahahaha
cart twat.
Me? Well I’ve completely given up on people.
[quote]kimbakimba wrote:
You must be the single most entertaining person alive.[/quote]
i am.
until you’re out in public with me.
;-D
sooooooooooooo when are you coming to germany?
when you spring for our tickets or we win the lottery.
shouldve done upper body accessory today. laid around the apt with jason and had a 2 hr massage.
sposed to write a paper, still might go lift in lieu of throwing my laptop into the wall.
Lifting is almost always the better choice. It usually doesn’t even matter what the other option is… you know what I mean?
Nice work plowing ahead with the volume. I have a love/hate relationship with it.
feeling better today?
veg- ALMOST always the better option… hahahaha. was perusing my messages, and realized that i never told you that the scan didnt detail my c or t spine… i can ask for that next time, though!!
betty- not in the slightest. took all my minerals, ZMA, Z-12, a vicoprofen, and some codeine cough syrup around 1130-12 last night. laid awake comfortable and tired… last time i looked at the clock was 0530, and i had to work at 0900, till 2100.
mother fuck its been a long day. added 6mg of melatonin to the routine this evening, and a bit more cough syrup. i gots to lift tomorrow, and work from 2-6.
and yes, i cut off caffeine a couple hours before bed, all that other stuff.
im not really bitching, just frustrated.
had a decent enough day at work, though. had some good girls and my awesome boss was there.
one of the new girls is having a hard time dealing with the 44yr old pathetic cunt… powertrips. so i spent a good 15 min or so making fun of humpty dumptress in front of the newish girl. new girl almost lost her shit trying not to laugh hysterically. 
humpty dumptress digs it bc she knows that whatever i say about her when shes not there is something i’ve already said to her face.
im rambling and really tired. night, bitches.
I feel your pain. We’re having a mini-heatwave over here so my room is 25 degrees (close to 80 degrees F) at night. This week I was kept awake by stomach cramps one night after eating something that disagreed with me, then by downstairs neighbours talking loudly in the garden (outside my window) until late another night, then last night just because I was too hot. I am generally an OK sort of person, but being kept awake turns me into a homicidal cunt.
Hope you feel better soon.
ha. i wake up well rested as a homicidal cunt.
lifting went well today, thank god it was ordered to be a light light day.
warmed up, loosened up, goofed around some, went into work. work was dead. left work, dropped stuff off at moms, saw my lil sis. shes awesome.
its 8pm, im home, and prepared to drug myself into a coma for 11 hours.
NIGHTY NIGHT, BITCHES.
[quote]CBear84 wrote:
fountainhead- my work is MY work. I’ll give it to you, i’ll sell it to you, i’ll do what you promised to do and cant, but if you bastardize it imma blow shit up. ← that’s a line of thinking i can get behind. [/quote]
Ha! That’s a pretty good summation, altho I’d counter that your work is already a bastardized version of someone else work. So basically, if what you say is the case, a whole lot of shit will have to be blown up. But anyways, I’m completely biased, I believe in a “social reality” in which one cannot divorce the individual from the collective.
Did I miss the part where you were feeling sick? I hope you’re feeling better!
Nice that you have all the narcs. I admit to plenty of vicodin/percocet over the years. Even a couple days ago when my ribcage felt like it was stabbing my lungs while I was working.
Hope that the current coma works out. See you on the flip-side.
It’s Monday. Here I am. Alive.
masch- i figure thats why she spent a couple hundred pages explaining why and how he’s so different than everyone else. and anyway, i see no problem with a lot of explosions… WHEEEEEEE!!!
not sick, just not sleepin as much as i should have.
veg- i don’t necessarily LIKE the narcs, (who am i kidding i like all drugs) but shit i figured they’d at least help me relax some and go to sleep.
turns out the magic word was AMBIEN. i know people have had good and bad experiences, and the LAST thing i need is to have an accident while sleep driving. I’m {}<-- this close to creating an underground world of mayhem ANYWAY, so the lack of sleep wasnt helping… well… anything.
not something i plan on using on the regular, but damn its helpful to feel tired one minute and see that it’s 530am the next. went to sleep by 9pm both sat and sunday nights.
so about lifting yesterday.
they say im going to peak well for the meet. that im right where i need to be. that i’m not allowed to (shouldnt) climb this week.
i wont discuss numbers bc i dont wanna get too focused on something stoopid. haha, i wont even discuss numbers with ted!
4 more days till weighins, 5 more days to gametime.
MEET WEEK!! MEET WEEEEEEEKKK!!! I’m so excited and nervous for you! AHHH!
so it’s on Friday? Out of curiousity, what will you eat that day. GOOD LUCK! 
its saturday.
answer is, imma eat whatever the fuck i want!!
weighing in friday morning. yep, imma make sure i’ll be awake and there FIRST THING!!