Muhammad was a murderer and pedophile.
I hope you sleep well knowing that’s what you worship.
Muhammad was a murderer and pedophile.
I hope you sleep well knowing that’s what you worship.
Hi @Gossamer
I advice you not to be rude
The prophet Muhammad (sawa) never killed anyone
And Aisha, his wife, was around 20 when they got married according to the evidence I found when I was researching the subject many years ago.
I worship the same God the prophet Adam worships, I worship the same God the prophet Noah worships, I worship the same God the prophet Abraham worships, I worship the same God the prophet Moses worships and I worship the same God the messiah jesus worships
Hi everyone
So it’s 3 weeks today since I’ve been on daily testosterone administration, and 13 weeks since I added the primo to my HRT protocol.
Everything feels good, my hormones feel balanced. In fact I feel better than when I was on my E5D protocol but I’ve also been to the gym a couple times which has definitely contributed to that.
My straps and water container came today and good news… the scales came. I weighed myself before dinner, you guys go ahead and take a guess at my weight lol.
I look pretty much the same as yesterday, my abs are still visible like they were yesterday. Just to remind you guys, I’m 5’6"
So I’m back at 75kg/165lbs lol, the heaviest I’ve ever been in my life. I looked better in November 2019, I was more muscly and more chiselled. And I don’t know how accurate that body fat reading is lol, I didn’t think it was possible to have visible abs like mine at that body fat % lol
Hi everyone
161.6lbs in the morning
I’ll weigh myself in the morning from now on lol
My bodyfat % is in the red lol, I think the app is telling me to go and lose fat lol. I’m sure you guys know i’m in bulk mode lol, I’m going to ignore the app. I’m just going to build as much muscle as I can, that should bring the bodyfat % down. Maybe 20 lbs more would look good on on me and improve my health, Maybe 40 lbs.
What model scale are you using? It has a phone app I’m guessing?
Hi @swoops39
Yes, RENPHO from amazon, using the RENPHO app.
I’m thinking to check my bodyfat % using the scales in the gym to see if they match
I’ve had inspiration some of you want to hear the words of God through me.
This is but some of the verses connected to Jesus that I chose myself.
For those who want to hear the words of God
[Yusufali 5:110] Then will Allah say: "O Jesus the son of Mary! Recount My favour to thee and to thy mother. Behold! I strengthened thee with the holy spirit, so that thou didst speak to the people in childhood and in maturity. Behold! I taught thee the Book and Wisdom, the Law and the Gospel and behold! thou makest out of clay, as it were, the figure of a bird, by My leave, and thou breathest into it and it becometh a bird by My leave, and thou healest those born blind, and the lepers, by My leave. And behold! thou bringest forth the dead by My leave. And behold! I did restrain the Children of Israel from (violence to) thee when thou didst show them the clear Signs, and the unbelievers among them said: ‘This is nothing but evident magic.’
[Yusufali 5:111] “And behold! I inspired the disciples to have faith in Me and Mine Messenger: they said, ‘We have faith, and do thou bear witness that we bow to Allah as Muslims’”.
[Yusufali 5:112] Behold! the disciples, said: “O Jesus the son of Mary! can thy Lord send down to us a table set (with viands) from heaven?” Said Jesus: “Fear Allah, if ye have faith.”
[Yusufali 5:113] They said: “We only wish to eat thereof and satisfy our hearts, and to know that thou hast indeed told us the truth; and that we ourselves may be witnesses to the miracle.”
[Yusufali 5:114] Said Jesus the son of Mary: “O Allah our Lord! Send us from heaven a table set (with viands), that there may be for us - for the first and the last of us - a solemn festival and a sign from thee; and provide for our sustenance, for thou art the best Sustainer (of our needs).”
[Yusufali 5:115] Allah said: “I will send it down unto you: But if any of you after that resisteth faith, I will punish him with a penalty such as I have not inflicted on any one among all the peoples.”
[Yusufali 5:116] And behold! Allah will say: “O Jesus the son of Mary! Didst thou say unto men, worship me and my mother as gods in derogation of Allah’?” He will say: "Glory to Thee! never could I say what I had no right (to say). Had I said such a thing, thou wouldst indeed have known it. Thou knowest what is in my heart, Thou I know not what is in Thine. For Thou knowest in full all that is hidden.
[Yusufali 5:117] "Never said I to them aught except what Thou didst command me to say, to wit, ‘worship Allah, my Lord and your Lord’; and I was a witness over them whilst I dwelt amongst them; when Thou didst take me up Thou wast the Watcher over them, and Thou art a witness to all things.
[Yusufali 5:118] “If Thou dost punish them, they are Thy servant: If Thou dost forgive them, Thou art the Exalted in power, the Wise.”
[Yusufali 5:119] Allah will say: "This is a day on which the truthful will profit from their truth: theirs are gardens, with rivers flowing beneath,- their eternal Home: Allah well-pleased with them, and they with Allah: That is the great salvation, (the fulfilment of all desires).
[Yusufali 5:120] To Allah doth belong the dominion of the heavens and the earth, and all that is therein, and it is He Who hath power over all things.
[Yusufali 4:155] (They have incurred divine displeasure): In that they broke their covenant; that they rejected the signs of Allah; that they slew the Messengers in defiance of right; that they said, “Our hearts are the wrappings (which preserve Allah’s Word; We need no more)”;- Nay, Allah hath set the seal on their hearts for their blasphemy, and little is it they believe;-
[Yusufali 4:156] That they rejected Faith; that they uttered against Mary a grave false charge;
[Yusufali 4:157] That they said (in boast), “We killed Christ Jesus the son of Mary, the Messenger of Allah”;- but they killed him not, nor crucified him, but so it was made to appear to them, and those who differ therein are full of doubts, with no (certain) knowledge, but only conjecture to follow, for of a surety they killed him not:-
[Yusufali 4:158] Nay, Allah raised him up unto Himself; and Allah is Exalted in Power, Wise;-
[Yusufali 4:159] And there is none of the People of the Book but must believe in him before his death; and on the Day of Judgment he will be a witness against them
Yusufali 3:59] The similitude of Jesus before Allah is as that of Adam; He created him from dust, then said to him: “Be”. And he was.
[Yusufali 5:75] Christ the son of Mary was no more than a messenger; many were the messengers that passed away before him. His mother was a woman of truth. They had both to eat their (daily) food. See how Allah doth make His signs clear to them; yet see in what ways they are deluded away from the truth!
Yusufali 61:1] Whatever is in the heavens and on earth, let it declare the Praises and Glory of Allah: for He is the Exalted in Might, the Wise.
[Yusufali 61:2] O ye who believe! Why say ye that which ye do not?
[Yusufali 61:3] Grievously odious is it in the sight of Allah that ye say that which ye do not.
[Yusufali 61:4] Truly Allah loves those who fight in His Cause in battle array, as if they were a solid cemented structure.
[Yusufali 61:5] And remember, Moses said to his people: “O my people! why do ye vex and insult me, though ye know that I am the messenger of Allah (sent) to you?” Then when they went wrong, Allah let their hearts go wrong. For Allah guides not those who are rebellious transgressors.
[Yusufali 61:6] And remember, Jesus, the son of Mary, said: “O Children of Israel! I am the messenger of Allah (sent) to you, confirming the Law (which came) before me, and giving Glad Tidings of a Messenger to come after me, whose name shall be Ahmad.” But when he came to them with Clear Signs, they said, “this is evident sorcery!”
[Yusufali 61:7] Who doth greater wrong than one who invents falsehood against Allah, even as he is being invited to Islam? And Allah guides not those who do wrong.
[Yusufali 61:8] Their intention is to extinguish Allah’s Light (by blowing) with their mouths: But Allah will complete (the revelation of) His Light, even though the Unbelievers may detest (it).
[Yusufali 61:9] It is He Who has sent His Messenger with Guidance and the Religion of Truth, that he may proclaim it over all religion, even though the Pagans may detest (it).
[Yusufali 61:10] O ye who believe! Shall I lead you to a bargain that will save you from a grievous Penalty?-
[Yusufali 61:11] That ye believe in Allah and His Messenger, and that ye strive (your utmost) in the Cause of Allah, with your property and your persons: That will be best for you, if ye but knew!
[Yusufali 61:12] He will forgive you your sins, and admit you to Gardens beneath which Rivers flow, and to beautiful mansions in Gardens of Eternity: that is indeed the Supreme Achievement.
[Yusufali 61:13] And another (favour will He bestow,) which ye do love,- help from Allah and a speedy victory. So give the Glad Tidings to the Believers.
[Yusufali 61:14] O ye who believe! Be ye helpers of Allah: As said Jesus the son of Mary to the Disciples, “Who will be my helpers to (the work of) Allah?” Said the disciples, “We are Allah’s helpers!” then a portion of the Children of Israel believed, and a portion disbelieved: But We gave power to those who believed, against their enemies, and they became the ones that prevailed.
Dude,
Aisha was 9.
And Allah is not the same God as the God of the Bible. The Quran says God doesn’t have a son. The Bible says that Jesus Christ is God’s only begotten son, and whoever believes in him will have everlasting life.
No, she was around 20 years old when they got married, as if around half the population would revere him and follow him, and testify to his vicegerency, if he did what you claim he did.
How would the religion survive and thrive, why would the people accept him as the true messenger if what you say is true.
Many Jews, Christians at the time accepted his authority from God, and they submitted to him and followed his teachings. how could he have such an impact on the world, if what you say is true.
I don’t think you are even trying to convince me with what you said. It looks as though your only intention is to disrespect people, which is bad for your spiritual progression, I advice you to stop being rude.
I wonder why you choose to believe negative things and spread negative things without experimentation and observation and solid evidence.
This is not the first time they have slandered a prophet of God, this is not the first time they lied about a prophet of God, like how they tampered with the Bible and slandered the prophet Lot, he obviously did not do the things they slandered him with in the tampered version of the bible that is left to us.
the prophet Muhammad (sawa) is without sin, he is error free, there is copious evidence that causes me to believe he is the most spiritually elevated man of all times, you will see that on judgment day.
I wonder why you choose to believe bad things about a prophet of God.
This is how around half of the Jews treated jesus, they didn’t accept him and they were rude to him and they slandered him and his mother with lies, and they are still waiting for his 1st coming after all these years.
believing bad things about people without solid evidence is vice, it’s bad for you.
Mark 13:32
32 “Now concerning that day or hour no one knows—neither the angels in heaven nor the Son—except the Father."
Why does jesus not know?
Deuteronomy 18:18 –
I will raise up for them a prophet like you from among their brothers. And I will put my words in his mouth, and he shall speak to them all that I command him.
Where is he after 2000 years?
John 14:24
Whoever does not love me does not keep my words. And the word that you hear is not mine but the Father’s who sent me.
Where is the aramaic bible?
John 7:16
“Jesus answered them and said, ‘My doctrine is not mine, but His who sent me.’”
Obvious yet?
(Revelation 19:10)
10 And I fell at his feet to worship him. And he said unto me, See thou do it not: I am thy fellowservant, and of thy brethren that have the testimony of Jesus: worship God: for the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy.
Worship God!
John 6:38
For I have come down from heaven to do the will of God who sent me, not to do my own will.
How much evidence do you need?
John 5:30
By myself I can do nothing; I judge only as I hear, and my judgment is just, for I seek not to please myself but him who sent me.
Please God, not yourself @gossamer
Today was legs and chest.
As I was entering the gym a woman who was exiting looked directly at me for like 2 seconds and she smiled at me, i smiled back and continued through, around 15 minutes later in the gym I thought “that woman smiled at me, i should cold approach her”, lol “too late”.
Anyway . The workout went really well, I feel really good.
My 2nd vial of testosterone is running low, there’s maybe 3 or 4 more doses left in the vial, but there’s a little peice of rubber in there so I’m not using it anymore.
I’m now on my 3rd vial of testosterone, I’ve been using it since Saturday, this vial I do not have a lab certificate for.
I’m probably going to delay my blood test for another 6 weeks. For the last 3 and a half weeks I’ve been on 161mg testosterone per week, via daily administration.
I’m going to continue administering 0.08ml per day. The lab said it could be 10% more or less, which means I’ll be on something in between 151.2mg and 184.8mg per week, though it’s probably in between 160mg and 180mg(I briefly roughly averaged out the available lab certificates). I believe I will be fine with that dose on daily administration
Hi everyone
I think some of you are worried about me, so I’m just posting to let you know i’m well, I feel really good physically.
I’m noticing physique improvements everyday, I’m planning to up the 100mg/ml primo to 1ml E5D from 0.80ml.
Other than that I wanted to let you know i will probably post less frequently from now on so don’t be perturbed, just know I’m on the case, progression, mind, body, soul, finances
I wanted to know why you move the thread from the TRT section to the training log section?
I think it belongs in the TRT section because I have made a lot of posts about my TRT protocol whereas I have only made 1 post about my training and that wasn’t even in depth.
The thread started off discussing your TRT protocol. Back in June, when you changed the thread title, it veered off to discuss nutrition, your gut health issues, religion, and a bunch of non-TRT topics. It’s most appropriate in the general Training Logs section.
I believe it’s all TRT related in my honest opinion, it all has an effect on my TRT protocol if you think about it…
for example my spirituality has a big impact on my decisions when it comes to my TRT/HRT protocol and my blasting plans.
But if you believe it’s more appropriate in this section, I trust that
Thank you for taking the time to answer me
Would you delete this thread please?
For the last few days I haven’t been cooking or going to the gym, I had zero motivation this morning, not even to watch netflix. I have been feeling like “I hope someone will kill me”.
I think it’s the effect of this thread being moved here, the audience has changed half way through. the people here don’t know me, a bad first impression, they are outraged, they don’t care about me
Hi everyone
I’m feeling a bit better, i dont want to worry anyone
I think you don’t want to delete this thread, that’s odd, I thought you would delete it straight away.
How about we put it back in the TRT section for science and I will tone it down and be more on topic in the future. I think I at least deserved a warning before you moved the thread.
I was planning to keep everyone updated with my progress, blood test results etc.
We can all take this as an experiment and learn from it and if anyone wants to learn about it they can read through my posts/threads from first to last. I can put a disclaimer at the first post.
Hi everyone
I know you guys want to know what’s going on and I don’t want to stress anyone out
So I made it to the gym today, I had the best workout of my life, back and biceps, I went in with the straps.
I properly broke my previous deadlift PR 1RM with 140 kg, 308 lbs. It was the first time in my life that I’ve lifted 3 plates.
Before TRT my deadlift PR was 118kg 260 lbs. In fact I haven’t attempted a 1RM since I started TRT but today it felt right to see my 1RM.
I want to thank you all for the love and positive energy you send me and for praying for me.
Saturday 10:30am:
Saturday 6:30pm:
Fucking relax.
A - I don’t work 24/7, other Mods were on duty. And B - There’s zero reason to delete this thread so even if I was working, wasn’t gonna happen.
You got as much warning as the multiple people who replied to this thread before you changed its title. It was originally “Seeking Advice on Bloodwork” and you got dozens of replies to that. Four and a half months later, you changed the thread title to the log/diary about bodybuilding, gut issues, etc.
You’ve also talked about TRT in about 25 out of your last 100+ posts. So, as I said earlier, this thread isn’t about TRT and it’s most appropriate in the general Training Log forum.
The thread was moved into Training Logs eight days ago. There have been about 10 posts since then. If anything, “the audience” changed when you edited the thread title.

Well then, if anyone has any issues with having read this thread, for the words, sentences and paragraphs inside this thread, they can blame you for not taking the opportunity to delete it lol.
no one can be annoyed at me anymore since I made a request for it to be deleted and Chris refused to delete this thread…
lol I offered you gold for air and you refused lol.
I was planning to post all my future TRT/blasting blood test results here. Along with my blasting activities/effects/results etc, with liver, kidney and cholesterol etc results directly after blast and before the next blast etc etc. but since you took a pass on my offer of free information maybe you can wait for someone else to turn up and volunteer such information although I doubt anyone will be as honest or transparent as me, plus people seem to keep that kind of stuff private.
Hi everyone
I feel as though you guys want an update so here goes, my current profile picture was taken last night, I don’t even know why I’m taking pictures mid transformation lol, or why I’m showing myself when I’m not looking my best lol.
I was weighing 77kg/170lbs, that’s the heaviest I’ve weighed in my life. The app is actually calling me obese lol
I’ve had less to eat today and I’m already looking much better lol, i might take a picture before bed if I can be bothered.
I’m planning to have a hardcore chest workout tomorrow