Right… a few things to add…
This cycle obviously got sidetracked due to un-forseen circumstances, but i will finish up here, add a few more things and start again in the not too distant future.
I am still shooting the IGF… i have recently dropped to 20mcg/day from 40mcg. I read an article by Palumbo (whom i dont actually rate too much personally… until he agrees to train me personally…) which made a lot of sense to me, and seeing as BBB had also suggested something similar, that was enough for me to try it.
I dropped dbol for the last time. I have been struggling with intensity and motivation and energy. At first i thought it was over-training, having not de-loaded for ages… so i de-loaded.
Then after quitting the dbol and cruising for a while, i slowly began to feel i could up the volume and intensity of my work. so did.
This culminated in beginning a new blast… which went well for 1 week (dbol was added to the cycle again) then my life was turned on its head.
I had 1 week off, and hit the gym after 8 days… i was really down after hitting the gym, as it is my only saviour in harsh times - and i wasn’t getting anywhere. I don’t mean i wasn’t getting results - i am used to that
- i couldn’t finish a workout… just as was the case 6 weeks prior!
It felt like i had had about 3 half decent workouts of 50 - and i was gutted.
I decided to determine what the issue was… BB is my life. I realised that i went in with great intensity, doing rack or standard DL’s and lifting well… i would go through a second exercise and this would be ok too (totalling 6-8 sets). Then it’d hit… i couldn’t even force myself to continue. I would try of course… but i would end up leaving soon after the wall.
I cut all workouts short.
I decided to go the low volume approach… just limiting my sessions to 8 sets TOTAL, 4 for one bodypart, 4 for a second one.
I cut the workout short.
Then i decided to go to the gym later in the day, allowing for more calories to be consumed - this didn’t help.
I cut the workout short.
I decided then to try high volume but limited exercises, just 1-2 moves per body part, and working antagonist muscles (delts/lats, bis/tris, chest/back and hams/quads). I would do 6-8 sets per exercise. If this didnt work, i would have been stumped and would have taken a week off again.
This coincided with dropping the dbol - which was a suspicion by now.
I had issues with dbol before, but i was on a lower dose, so just didn’t want it to be so…
The workout was great… it was definitely the dbol, i feel happier, more energised, motivated… just fuckeing better. I am stunned the drug had this effect on me… i suspect it could be due to Anti-depressant meds i use, or may have been estrogen related - although i doubt that (letro).
Anyway.
I finished with the GHRP today, i ran it around 3 weeks i believe, and it was a very useful and effective peptide for muscle, lean gains and size (through eating more). The eating has to be forced - to a degree, as it of course wont do the eating for you, nor make you so ravenous you have to eat… but with effort, you can add a good 25% as a wild guess to your intake… that is a further 25% over what you’d add with effort without the peptide. That is based purely on (fiction!) the extra portions i was consuming, rather than the actual counted calories. But that is a great deal IME, and invaluable to ecto’s out there… I would err on the side of caution to anyone who puts on fat fast when bulking, or anyone over say… 35-40 (unless very slim). JMO of course, and with correct macro control, fat would be minimised naturally.
I have plenty left, and will have enough IGF for another 1-2 runs at the dose i have settled on also.
I will be running the G6 when i am settled in my new place, and can eat like there is no tomorrow. I intend to hit ~220lbs before cutting… then as i near single digits i will assess my look and decide whether to compete around that time.
FYI 
JJ