Good Morning, Dr. Silberman. How's the Knee?

[quote]Spock81 wrote:
But I don’t know, I feel very conflicted about a lot of things right now
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Jenn, the solution to this is more of

[quote]Spock81 wrote:
Deadlifts

135lbs x 8
185lbs x 6
205lbs x 4
215lbs x 4
225lbs x 2
235lbs x 2
240lbs x 2 sets of 2

3 count paused deadlifts
185lbs x 3
195lbs x 3
205lbs x 2 sets of 2
215lbs x 2
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The SAMA solution to everything is to deadlift more.

Picking something heavy up and putting it back down fixes everything.

Go set a PR with your deads.

[quote]T3hPwnisher wrote:
Ever consider using the ignore button? Could avoid a lot of drama.[/quote]

Yes, he is on ignore, but it doesn’t do much good when I have no self control, and all I need to do is log out to read what he’s said :stuck_out_tongue:

K all hail the mighty chest day

Bench

95lbs x 8
105lbs x 6
115lbs x 4
120lbs x 4
125lbs x 4
130lbs x 4
135lbs x 2

drop sets
115lbs x 8
95lbs x 6 *paused + 6 normal

smith machine incline press
20lbs per side x 10
25lbs per side x 2 sets of 10
20lbs per side x 8 w/pause

Honestly, I feel the chest pump wayyy more when I do smith machine incline as apposed to regular, W/E

cable cross over
3rd pin
low setting x 10
middle x 10
high x 10
2nd pin
low setting x 15
middle x 15
high x 15
1st pin
low setting x 20
middle x 20
high x 20

slight incline DB power fly SS plate squeeze
30lbs/10lbs
x 15/30
32.5lbs/10lbs
x 15/30
35lbs/10lbs
x 11.75/30
Longest 11th rep in the history of the world
drop set power fly
37.lbs x 6
30lbs x 8
25lbs x 8
20lbs x 12

hammer strength incline chest press machine
30lbs
x 12, 11, 10, 9, 8
20lbs
x 8 + 8 partials

close grip bench SS DB tri ext.
65lbs/10lbs
x 8/12arm
x 8/12
arm
x 8/12*arm

EZ bar cable tri ext.
30lbs x 15
42.5lbs x 10
30lbs x 15

D handle reverse tri ext.
1st pin
x 10arm
x 12
arm

pec fly machine
55lbs
x 15
x 15

Fin.

I’m at a crossroads my friends.
Not really sure which way to go

Maybe I need to change some things

I read a Q & A with dana linn bailey and NO she isn’t on steroids…
Lots of people asked that…
Her diet is high carb, moderate protein, low fat
She does 30-40 mins on the step mill every morning
and lifts for like 2.5 hours later in the day
She doesn’t believe in overtraining…
Um what else…

I don’t know
I put my heart and soul into this more than anybody knows, but I’m no where near where I want to be yet so obviously things need to be tinkered with
I actually eat way more calories than I should probably
Especially since I’m only 5’0
Just thinking out loud here, bare with me

RE: Cardio
if I am lifting for 2 hours, would it be more beneficial to lift for 1.5hrs and do 30mins of cardio
But how does that make sense because lifting weights burns more calories and builds more muscle which burns more calories
and I do lots of intensity stuff that is very cardio vascular
So I don’t know I don’t really have time to do two sessions a day
YEsterday I went back in the afternoon and did the step mill, but I didn’t work yesterday and gabe was at school so I could do whatever I wanted
Marshall says I should drink more water
Which maybe I should, but I pee so much as it is
but its not real pee, its like im anxious so I think I need to do I go hide in the bathroom for a while and nothing happens TMI
Marshall actually invited me to stay the night and it was like the most exciting thing ever, but I said no cause this bitch waxed my lip and I got this weird thing so I was super insecure and hiding underneath my jacket
but Im really scared because in like 3 weeks his ex is going to pop out his kid and then like
what if he falls in love with her all over again and forgets I exist
but I cant ask him if that’s going to happen cause he’ll say
Lol geeez, calm down little one

I AM CALM
I AM SOOOOOOOOO CALMMMMMMMMMM
K done thinking out loud
BYE

[quote]Spock81 wrote:
I read a Q & A with dana linn bailey and NO she isn’t on steroids…
Lots of people asked that…[/quote]
facepalm

[quote]TheJonty wrote:

[quote]Spock81 wrote:
I read a Q & A with dana linn bailey and NO she isn’t on steroids…
Lots of people asked that…[/quote]
facepalm[/quote]

:l

So are you saying she flat out lied?!

:O!

On a Q & A!!
:open_mouth: :O!!

OVER FACEBOOK?!!

:O! :O! :O!

Well, anyway.

Let me tell you something.
I haven’t been feeling well emotionally lately. Like depressed and irritable.
Not even like PMS or typical “me” shit.
Very sad
I felt something bad was coming
Some trainer lady asked to work in with me when I was doing triceps extensions and I almost cried, like seriously.
I said I’d just go use one somewhere else because there are like a million different stations where you can do tricep shit.
BUt I was sOoO UPSET!
For no reason!
I don’t know…

I know this marshall’s ex baby coming thing was in the back of my mind for quite some time, but now it’s very near and I’m wiggin’ out.
So today I asked

So like what’s gonna happen then…?
They’re getting back together.
That is what’s going to happen
They are going to try and make it work for the baby’s sake.
So if I hadn’t asked, when would I have been told? Would I have been told? How would I have found out?

I didn’t mean anything by any of this, I was just passin’ the time. Basically…
Cause he wouldn’t want to do a pregnant chick.
So I was a time passer, cause I’m not a pregnant chick.
So why tell me you miss me or you like me or I’m beautiful then? Cause we’ve been messing around for 9 months without that, why start all that shit up again now?
Why anything.
Ever.

I can’t say I have ever felt this badly or been this heartbroken in my entire life, and that says a lot, because there’s been some awful shit that’s happened, but all that feels like a slap in the face compared to today.
I was literally in my closet for over 3 hours today
IN MY FUCKING CLOSET

I don’t like feeling this way…

This feels veryveryvery very very very very very very very
very very very very very very very
very very very very awful

So there.
I lose
Game over
K.O.
100 hand slap
Trap you in the corner
You stood no chance

Pain.

I will pick myself up VIA gym torture until this horrible-ness passes

Solace.