I used to be in pretty damn good shape mostly thanks to T-Nation.
However, in the past 1.5 years I’ve had little but constant setbacks.
I had legal trouble resulting in a 3-month stint in juvenile detention, where lifting was a joke as they had a universal machine with the max weight being 150 pounds, a diet that was composed of jerky like prison grade meats and a ton of carbs in the form of stale white bread, and to top it off we went outside to exercise three times in three months.
Then once released I went right back to school and I just couldn’t handle life anymore. I don’t know why, I have no excuse, I just couldn’t stand listening to people or interacting with them on any significant level. I just generally stopped caring my grades plummeted, I never started working out again, and I just stopped socializing.
I’m fairly intelligent and I kept trying to figure out what was going wrong and when I had no legitimate answer I decided to solve the problem one way or another. Sadly the method I chose was to drink. When I drank all of my problems faded into the background, I was happy, I could interact with people again, and it overall just worked. Then I realized that I couldn’t stop otherwise I became worse than I was prior as far as irritability and happiness was concerned. I realized I had a problem.
Again I’m one to solve problems by any means necessary. At the time I was attending a drug and alcohol class that was mandatory when I was released from juvenile detention. It was there that I learned about, and developed an interest in marijuana. The guy in charge of the group told us how when he decided to quit alcohol and heroine he used marijuana ,as it wasn’t addictive, to help him overcome the physical and mental withdrawal symptoms. Of course between that statement and the other attendees telling me how great marijuana was I was ready to attempt it.
Well here I am now. I rarely(only at parties) drink anymore, but I smoke marijuana at least once every day. I have been attempting to quit but I can’t sleep if I don’t smoke. As one can imagine this is a serious problem and I’m looking for a couple suggestions.
Also I’m fat and I’m ready to begin to get back in shape. I know how to do this, but I would appreciate any ideas on how exactly to start lifting again. Should I go back into it slow with a less intense plan, or should I just go right back to 3x10s for the major compounds?
Stats:
age:
weight:260
bf%: unknown but at least 30% in my estimation
bench:250
dead:315
squat:315
I know I have alot of work to do, and I’m prepared to do it I just need a couple pointers.