Well, it sounds like you have a really hard time opening yourself up to people and as such have never been able to establish many meaningful relationships. You are making alot of judgements and assumptions about people you don’t know. If you have, by your own admission, not been close to many people, who then are you to assume they are sheep, or that they don’t think for themselves, or that they are assholes, etc. People generally have far more depth and character than may be apparent upon first impression. Friendship like any relationship is a huge investment of time and energy which is why most people have only a handful of truly close friends. You can still find many people with whom you share common interests or activities and maintain a cool social relationship with minimal obligations. They in turn introduce you to more people, etc. That’s how people meet each other. You don’t have to like everything about everyone and everyone doesn’t have to become you best friend for life in order for you to enjoy an occasional outing with them. You do have to put yourself out there and be open to possibility. You sound a little bit like a contemptuous asshole with a superiority complex and really bitter attitude. I mean you just don’t sound like alot of fun to be around, nor do you sound very approachable or easy to talk to. High school is over, no-one is going to steal your lunch money or flick mashed potatoes at you across the cafeteria, so get over it. You need to lighten up, don’t be so hard on people and don’t be so hard on yourself. Give people a chance to really get to know you and give yourself a chance to get to know them instead of writing them of at a glance.