Here are some of my reflections on this cycle. I will add more in the future as they occur to me.
Sides: I bloated up really badly for a little while. This came from not employing an AI, which I will always do in the future. On top of that, my nipples were red and puffy and painful and eventually a small filament of tissue appeared under my left nipple, prompting me to use Nolva. I am very happy to report that this took care of both the bloat and gyno problems, and I have run it up to the end of the cycle (about the last month) and that little string of tissue under the nipple has also disappeared. I’m happy as a pig in shit about that.
I had some zits come up on my chest, enough that it was annoying and I was glad it was winter. These have pretty much gone away and this seems to have coincided with my cleaning up my diet. In fact, I just feel so much better with the diet clean. In the future, I intend not to get as sloppy as I did with diet this cycle. It’s fun but not worth the bloat, the shitty feeling in the morning, the zits and the extra fat. I think I could have been quite a bit leaner at the end if I had been more militant about this.
Highest weight gain achieved was 30lbs. My body was not very friendly to all of the extra weight, and I was pretty happy to level off and then lose a few lbs after this. If I had gone any higher (and based upon the rate of my gains, I’m pretty sure I could have), I would have outgrown all of my business clothes, and I’m just not ready for that right now. Having a 19 inch neck and trying to wear a tie is like putting a string of dental floss around Rosie O’Donnell’s belly. Luckily I own my own business so it’s not an edict and I can go tieless.
Sleep has been the most annoying. I wake up at all hours, snore like a fat alcoholic, and piss off my wife with the noise. My arms and fingers fall asleep at the slightest pressure, and I am a grouch in the mornings.
Damn, I’m making it sound like all this was terrible! It certainly wasn’t. Watching yourself grow over a period of weeks is very, very satisfying. Being stronger than you have ever been makes you feel like a badass where ever the hell you are. Having a strange, superhero feeling of confidence where ever you are is better than a recreational drug. The heightened sense of awareness, too, makes you feel like a superhero, that you know something that no one else knows and you are ready for the ninjas when they come.
I am very, very looking forward to my next cycle this summer. I’m still thinking of what compounds to use, but I’m guessing it will be Test, Tren and either Mast or Eq.