to lothario,
yes sir or ma’am i knew this would come up when i made the statement that my life has changed and that is evidence of “God” or “whatever” working within me. i’m fully aware that my internal drive for excellence at sport and desire for optimal health and strength are what keep me going to the gym. i’m also fully aware that the desire to “be a good person” so to speak is innate. but the motivation for decent behavior, that’s the key. not all that long ago i could try to be a “good person” and all that stuff, and no matter how self-disciplined i was, i could not be consistent. like training without a partner to use your gym analogy, which i do alot because i think i’m hardcore enough to do so without one. needless to say i crap out sometimes when i know there’s more left in me, and since i’ve got no one there to help me, no one knows that i didn’t give it everything. i need the partner, the motivator, the mentor that believes in me so much to project his or her energy through me in a sense. same thing with what God does for me. he is that motivation to do what we all know deep down as right, consistently, and be glad to do so. without him as motivation projecting through me i would half-ass being a “good person” just like i half-ass some of my workouts.*
*anyone in florida need a workout partner?? it’s hard to find someone with similar ideas about training…besides some of the stuff i do per this website and other sources scare the average gym goer.
btw, i’d pick Jesus in a royal rumble. ever hear how he cleared out the moneychangers and animal traders in the temple with a scourge?? talk about royal indignation…